I wish I was skinny
I wish I didn't want people to find me
I wish I liked sports
I wish I wore shorts
I wish I was fast and fit
I wish I had a quicker wit
I wish I liked cars and their ages
I wish I didn't read so many pages
I wish my voice was deeper
I wish my vocabulary was leaner
I wish my friends were like me
I wish I wasn't like my friends
I wish I knew how to pretend
I wish when I sat my legs didn't bend
I wish girls liked me
I wish I kept my nails close to me
I wish I was confident
I wish I was strong
I wish my legs could be six foot long
I don't play, I don't protrude
I'm not comfortable in the nude
I don't object, I conform
To everything except the norm
My parents fears and dismay
Make me spiral into disarray
I'm awkward, I'm obsessive
I'm overly expressive
I'm happy when I'm free
I regret showing others me
I wasn't born like this: it's a choice
Why can't I fight it? Why can't I kill it?
It's not what you think
Im not coming out
I'm staring at the line, with no doubt
I wish I was a man
I wish I wasn't me
I wish I was normal
I wish I was free