I'm going to die
My heart didn't cry
I'm going to die
Retribution I couldn't deny

Yesterday I knew
Today once I flew
I'm going to die

The morbidity of it all crashing down
No concern in my eyes found.
Just conviction
Just the solution

Jesus I lived an average Christian life. I may have helped some, I may have tried, you may have been able to use me. But not enough. In the end, I'm dying a failure, a sinner, a perverter. I deserve this. I'm sorry. I never loved you enough. I couldn't. And I'm sorry. I hope you'll be happy to see me.

Such a great victim I would be
My smiling face plastered on papers for all to see
Upstanding family in mourning
A community abhorring
I would leave so much behind
I was helpful, I was kind
I wasn't enough, I was blind

I didn't die, or course not
The plane landed without fault
But in my gut I knew I could
In my heart I felt I should
Clarity comes when abundance turns to rarity.