I was finally going back to school, and I was dreading every second. I had been out for nearly 3 months to recover. My stitches were removed now, and it was easier to move around and do things. Yoongi still stays with me and helps me around and what not sometimes. He's been gone because exams at school and what not.

I sighed as I brushed my hair out, it had grown a lot. It was getting more difficult to maintain it at this length.

I set my brush down back onto the sink, after pulling my hair back into a ponytail. I looked into my makeup bag and sighed heavily. I didn't really feel like doing my makeup, but my acne was breaking out today. I shook my head and pushed my makeup bag aside and ran the sink water. I washed my face with my face wash before drying my face.

I rubbed my neck as I headed back to my room, grabbing my back pack and setting it down on the bed. I slipped on my shoes and tied them lazily.

I headed out of the house within a few minutes and started to walk to school. The chilly autumn hair pricked my skin, leaving goosebumps behind on my face. Probably leaving behind redness on my cheeks. I looked around as I walked, the sky was slightly cloudy and the wind started to pick up.

I turned my head back forward and stared at the sidewalk as I walked to school. Life didn't feel like anything had changed. It still felt dull and colorless. Like a sketch drawing, and not a colorful painting.

***

I kept my head low as I walked into class. No one noticed at first, till I sat down at my desk. People started to turn their heads, the whispers began. They never got louder than a whisper. It was like an annoying buzz in my ear. I sighed under my breath and pulled out my notebook and pencil.

I set it on my desk and set my hands in my lap, people continued to whisper about. Making the buzz in my ear even worse. I rubbed my temple slightly, trying to get the throbbing out of my head. I closed my eyes and sighed in annoyance as the people kept talking.

I looked up once the teacher told everyone to stop talking. I opened my notebook to the first page and started to take notes once we were told to. I sat quietly as I continued to take notes in my notebook. I looked at the piece of paper we were given for classwork, before starting to work on it.

It wasn't very difficult, if you knew what the answers were.

I finished before everyone else and stood from my desk, and went up to the teachers desk. I set the paper down in front of her and looked down as I went back to my desk. I opened up my notebook and started to doodle on the paper.

***

Lunch came around slowly, it was dreadful. The constant whispers from all the students bugged me. I just wanted to go home already. I didn't even know if Yoongi was here so he couldn't ease my boredom for me.

I sat down at an empty table outside in the middle of the quad, setting my bag on the table in front of me. I pulled out my notebook and pencil and continued my doodle from earlier in class. I shaded things here and there, occasionally adding new pieces of detail to the drawing.

I sat there for the rest of lunch, just doodling quietly in my notebook.

I didn't see Yoongi all day.