Wind..blowing through your hair, so free, moving around any way it wanted. Making peaceful, or scary sounds. Winds blowing through the trees, carrying leaves along with it as it blew from here to there. Carrying dreams where they needed to be, or taking them away from where they were. 

It flows through my fingers, wrapping around them, twirling around my fingers as they flew from where they were. Moving freely, without a care in the world. The winds rustled the grass, making it sound like soft whispers, letting the wind carry it along with it. 

A small shift, making the wind change direction; now carrying all its secrets back from where they came from. 

The wind carried all my worries away, my fears, my anxiety, everything. I felt more free than I ever was before. My hair whipped around in the wind, moving freely. 

I was free..

***

My mind was so clouded. Yoongi was gone more often than not. School was getting on my back and stressing me out. I was home alone more often, doing nothing but sitting around. I didn't like being alone, it reminds me of when Yoongi was gone. 

I wish he wouldn't leave me alone like this. He knows I hate being left along, I've told him this, yet he continues to leave. I see him at school but its only for a split second in the hallways. I don't know what he's doing anymore, but if he's back to his ways, I don't know what I would do..

I sighed as I shifted on the couch, the heavy quiet feeling hung heavy in the air. I hugged myself closely as I lounged in one of Yoongi's sweaters. I shifted again, feeling more awkward as I just sat there in the silence. I stood up from the couch after almost an hour of sitting in silence, I slipped on my shoes and left the house. 

A small wind blew through as I started to walk down the street. My hair tustled around lightly, hitting my cheeks every so often. I looked up at the sky, clouds were slowly filling the sky. They weren't dark, and didn't look like storm clouds. They were white and fluffy clouds. 

I sighed and looked back down at the ground and stared at the sidewalk as I walked. I went to the nearby park and sat down on a bench. I kicked my feet a little bit, kicking up a little bit of dirt. I lifted my head and started to look around the park. I smiled to myself as I saw a few kids playing on the equipment. I looked back around the park again, I sighed to myself when I saw some couples walking hand in hand. I hugged myself as another breeze came through.  

I frowned when I felt a drop of water fall on my face, it trickled down my cheek slowly like a tear.I lifted my hand to my face and wiped the rain away from my cheek. I stood up from the bench and started to walk back home. 

I wish I could be like the rain, so quiet, so peaceful. 

To wash away all my worries. 

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A/N 

Sorry for late and short chapters >.< School has been kicking my ass. I really need to set schedule for myself.