Tomorrow,
or maybe just two hours from now,
I will be within myself again.
I will be alright soon.

Tomorrow,
I will be out there
go after what I truly want
not being scared anymore.

But right at this moment,
tonight,
I am not me anymore,
just for a moment.

Everything I repressed down
decided to have a reunion
all together come to my room,
and takes all the spaces.

For one moment,
I can't feel myself.
It's like I am there, but not within me
instead somewhere out there
Lost.

Suffocated.

These haunted memories,
pulls me down
I should fight back,
but I let them drag me down,
In just one second,
my skin is not mine
not anymore.

Right at this moment,
I let myself free
to feel all the pain ever existed
"This meant to happen".

Tomorrow,
they shall go.
They shall let me be myself again,
go after what I want.

Tomorrow,
I shall forget about this moment,
and live a new day.
A new better day.

But right at this moment,
These needy memories,
I let them be with me.