Ok, so umm..two announcements. One is postive, the next is negative. So let's start off with the postive.

I have many people ask for request and glad you guys are asking for those. But I can't deal with you guys leaving your request in a random spot on a page.

Example: (say I made a new page that doesn't say request on it)

I have a request, here is the description, etc, etc, thanks!

Guys..I love you. But I can't ahve you all leaving them wherever you want. I going to have to be strict. If I find atleats fuve more leave request wherever they want I am done with them. That's just how I feel so please understand I don't want to look through 109 pages to find your request while I can instead find it on one.

Now for the negative stuff..guys..why? I know some of you look up to me as your sister but. I don't understand the cutting..the suicide. Please let me help you..I want to. I don't care if I'm pushed away you guys are family. Please stop saying your not worth it. Because you all are. Every bit of it. I told myself if someone whom I know I can't help through suicide I would join them.. I'm dead serious on it. Please if any of you may be going though it. Let me help OK? It's hard enough hiding I cry over this daily.