Some small Vent

Don't you just love being afraid of your own father to a point you hide in your room where you try to talk to friends but you end up getting completely ignored or just nobody cares about you? Or that you take your emotions out on yourself and hurt yourself on a mental level to the point you feel like you're just utterly useless to them and that you don't deserve them? And that these feeling stretch out for the span of months and then they suddenly hit you like an anvil in a looney toons cartoon?

Jeez I'm sorry I'll shut Up now I'm very sorry heh *~*