Guys
I just got out the shower

And

H O L Y  F U C K

Guys my finger started acting up BAD
Like
At the moment

It feels like there's a tiny worm in there

And guys
I bawled my eyes out I was in so much pain

F r o m  m y  f i n g e r

F I N G E R

Look at this ----

That's not ok, is it?
And oh
I'm bending it as far as I can
Like
I physically c a n t move it any further

You might be thinking

Oh Autumn you're overreacting! It doesn't hurt that bad!

B r u h

In the shower
If water hit my finger

It FUCKING
B U R N E D
TO HELL AND STARTED PULSING AND TWITCHING IN PAIN

Like
I can't hold things properly anymore thanks to this fucking finger
I can't even hold my arm down to my s i d e

Yeah
If I put it down, the blood starts rushing to it and the pain gets worse
So I can't even put my hand to the side!

And my parents won't let a doctor look at it
As I'm over here sobbing in pain and not getting any fucking sleep because any position I find, pain goes to the finger and I can't sleep

Like think about it
This shit is so painful
I am bawling my eyes out
And if a fucking water droplet h i t s it
Instead of running down to my hand
I scream out in pain

Y e a h

So please God, either cut off my finger or just fucking kill me