Ascending on the property my eyes grew big as I waited, inside the van, I kept a constant visual of the comings and goings surroundings the structure, mentally I kept trying to back out of the job, I suddenly felt anxiety about the possible consequences. I tried to talk myself out of it, the van was parked at the structure for hours, the sudden chill of my environment forced me to grab a blanket, I repositioned myself in the back seat of the van.The sky turned black it had been early dawn, we staked out the structure making sure no one was home before we hatched  our plan shivering from the sheer cold, I watched as the two brothers wearing all black mask covering their face, descended the property  moving quickly and stealthy they canvased the area, careful not be detected they planted the explosives along the perimeter of the property- unsure if I should continue to wait or use those final seconds to make a run for it, I sat with my conflicting emotions,, suddenly the door flew open, hearing their voices jarring me from my personal thoughts, I quickly sped away, the reality of what just happened to sink in  we drove in complete silence I was completely unaware of the change in the deamenor of the two brothers speaking in ruissian, I heard them bickering among each other never realizing that it was about me  they were arguing about, quickly as soon as I parked the car I heard a noise in the backseat, looking over my shoulder, I froze in the mirror as I glanced in the rear view mirror, I saw the two brothers wrestling with a loaded pistol,  Fightening amongst eachother the gun suddenly going of, skinning my shoulder, the gun was aimed at my head, the other brother wrestled shifting the aim of his hand,  the bullet grazed my shoulder, yelping in pain, I quickly swung the door back, at this point it was sheer adrenalin, and fear I ran as far as I could go not even looking back, I was terrified afraid for my life, I never thought that one of the brothers would turn rouge, and try to kill me. I began questioning everything, my decision to be apart of such a harrowing operation, I started feeling deep regrets, for my role in this senseless atrocity that affected the lives of an innocent family. I ran for what it seems forever, I would not give anyone an opportunity to finish, what he had started finally out of sight of the van, and the strange men that made a bold attempt to take my life, I fled To another city, Tuscany hights  an elegant little city, I checked into the nearest hotel,   I laid low there for a while, I was afraid to go out in public. I had terrible nightmares of my escape from the van, It made perfect sense that ,If they would have killed me, they would not have to split the money three ways they  would only have to split the money,  two ways giving them alot more, I was sore and the wound was not serious, the bullet grazed my skin, burning it , there was no skin breakage, it was extremely painful, blistering,  tender to the touch, I doctored on my arm for several days, and finally the skin began to heal itself, the soreness and redness evevntually went away,- my body eventually healed but the pshycological damage was a different story, I was a sudden loner, out of fear I isolated myself from my family, i did not want my assailents to see that I have surfaced, then eventually they would come after me and my family.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------