Before you freak out and start spamming me in the comments, please just listen to my reasons for why I'm going to delete this roleplay.

It's been very stressful. If you've run a big roleplay then you'd probably understand. Everything that's been going on has just really put a lot of weight on my shoulders. Add that to my anxiety/social anxiety, and it's just impossible to even cope. I don't want to say no to you guys, I enjoy not having many rules, but when I don't, things get crazy. And that just gives me a lot of excess stress and on top of school.. I just can't do it anymore. It's truly affecting my health and I haven't been doing anything about it. I've been breaking down for weeks and I'm tired of it, and I feel like this is part of why I am. I know, it's stupid, but please try and understand.

It's very crazy and unorganized. And that's not your fault. It's mine, but that's just what I do really. I'm a procrastinator and I don't do good at catching up in roleplays. But it's just so all over the place that it's become boring and not many people even comment anymore. It's my fault - please don't blame yourselves for this.

There's no real plot anymore. Once upon a time I actually had a plot for the roleplay but now I don't have one at all. And it's just.. I'm not enjoying the way the story is going. It's just gotten me bored and uninterested and I don't even want to roleplay anymore. And again, killing off Waspstar actually really affected me.. I thought it would move the plot along, but all it did was stop everything. So you can blame that one on me.

My health is declining. I mentioned this one earlier but my health actually has been declining. I've felt like complete shit for the past few months, ever really since thanksgiving of last year, and haven't exactly healed. It's hard for me to eat, I can't sleep, my anxiety is so bad I can't even talk to anyone face to face, and my grades are really terrible. I don't know if you live with anxiety, but if you do, then I really hope you understand why this is a huge reason I'm doing this. I want to get better. Stress isn't helping me out at all, and that's all this roleplay seems to do for me.

I really do hope you guys get why this roleplay is being deleted. Just, like I said earlier, it really is all me. I'm a mess right now. Don't blame yourself for any of this. I feel terrible for doing it - you all have worked so hard to support me, to keep the plot going, to try and make things better, but.. it just doesn't help, and that's because of my own fucked up life.

You all have been wonderful friends. I've enjoyed roleplaying with every single one of you and you're all amazing people. Without you, EchoClan wouldn't even be a thing. You've really helped me out and I appreciate you so much.

I love all of you guys. I really do hope you know that. You are such kind, sweet, caring, awesome, unique people. I don't even have enough words to describe you.

For now, this'll be left up for a while. But eventually Blood Moon will be deleted. Thank you all for everything. I hope you keep roleplaying and being the amazing people you are.

Sincerely,
Paint.