22| Lost and Insecure
Yuu and Shiro had finally reached the human world as their squad greeted them with happiness and relief, since it was night time currently, Shiro stayed with her saviour tonight.
"So this is where you live," Shiro said as Yuu hummed in reply, they finally reached his apartment as he unlocked the doors as they entered the place.
"Are you hungry, Shiro?" Yuu asked the white haired girl.
She shook her head, "i'm not hungry or anything—" she was cut off by her stomach that growled loudly causing her to blushed furiously.
"You say that, but your stomach says otherwise." he slyly said as i looked down on the ground.
He laughed while ruffling my hair, "let's see what we have," he said as he walked up to the refrigerator to see the ingredients inside.
There were some vegetables; onions, carrots, potatoes, and few meats; beef, pork, chicken. Yuu turned to Shiro who beside him, looking at the open fridge.
"This is all I got, can you make something with these?" he asked as she looked up and smiled at him.
"Yeah, this is enough for cooking curry!" she beamed as Yuu's eyes sparkled brightly.
"You're cooking curry?!" he asked.
She nodded and started walking up to the kitchen. Grabbing the clean white apron on the station, and tying it around her waist.
Yuu just watched her chop the carrots using a kitchen knife, then putting it in the pot that is on the stove, every move that she makes was very fluent.
After repeating the same method all over again, she finally finished the dish as she placed it on the table while smiling at the drooling Yuu.
"It's done!" she cheered as the two of them sat down on the table, she already prepared the utensils on the table earlier.
"Itadakimasu," both of them said as they started eating the newly cooked curry that Shiro made.
>>Time Skip>>
"Your cooking is really top notch," Yuu complimented her cooking skills as he took a seat on the coach.
"You're exaggerating, but thanks a lot for the comment." Shiro giggled as she took a seat beside him after washing the dishes.
"I've tasted various dishes before but, yours are my favourite."
"Thank you. Sayuri-san taught me how to cook, i frequently cook dishes for Guren-san and the others."
The black haired smiled at her, "is that true? Then...I wish you would sometimes cook my dishes," he said while lightly scratching his cheek.
"Sure, as long as you have the ingredients. I wouldn't mind cooking." she said, in her surprised, Yuu didn't replied.
She looked up to him and saw Yuu staring at her, not actually directly at her, but the wound in her neck.
"Are you alright? You have marks in your neck." Yuu asked as he reached down to touch her neck.
"Oh, that? Mika sipped my blood..."
Silence, Yuu didn't replied for awhile while he examined her neck, it wasn't infected or anything and the bleeding have stopped, except there were marks on her bare skin.
"I thought my wounds have already healed...guess it works different in battle scars and vampire bites." Shiro said as her healing abilities weren't working so well that she thought.
Then Yuu thought of an absurd idea as he saw Shiro's bite marks.
"I also want to bite you..."
Shiro was taken back a bit in his sudden request, "w-why?"
Yuu leaned down to her eye level, he's eyes were filled with curiosity. "i wanted to know how it feels to bite someone else!"
The albino haired girl was a little bit of hesistance, but what was the harm? He's a human, it's not like he's going to sip her blood anyways. What could in the world go wrong?
"A-Alright..." she answered as she tugged her shirt, revealing her other neck without any bites.
She leaned down on the edge of the couch, her legs were resting on the soft seat, then Yuu sat on her legs and leaned down near her neck.
His hot breathe radiate to her bare skin as he grabbed both of her arms to make her stop squirming, his cheeks were flushed same goes with hers.
He opened his mouth, revealing his sharp white teeth, he slowly leaned down to her neck, and then......
~BITES~
"Ouch!" Shiro yelped as Yuu's sharp teeth created a sequence of line marks on her skin, he backed away a bit.
The white haired girl utterly regretted for letting Yuu tried to bite her neck.
"Sorry, but...can I try again?" he asked as Shiro blushed, "n-no more, please. It hurts!" she said.
He shook her shoulders violently, "i'll do it right this time!" he begged.
"Okay, but this is the last!" she said as he nodded in reply, happily.
He shifted from he's seat comfortably as he started leaning down again to Shiro's soft, white neck. Once again, he opened his mouth and bit her neck, but this time, more lighter and gentler.
Shiro blushed as she a sweet moan escaped her throat, then she covered her mouth. Yuu backed away, blushing brightly as well.
He stood up from her lap and turned his back on her, Shiro was thinking about what just happened as her face exploded in fifty shades of red.
"L-Let's go to sleep?" Yuu asked as he mentally cursed himself for stuttering his own words.
"Sure...but, where do I sleep?" Shiro asked as Yuu turned to her, still blushing furiously.
"I have a two bed series, you could sleep on top while I'll sleep below." he answered as she nodded.
"C-Can I go for the bathroom for a moment?" she asked as he told her the directions to the bathroom.
*S H I R O*
I entered the bathroom as I closed the door behind, my face reflected on the mirror hanging on the wall, then I noticed how flushed my face was.
'T-That thing that we just did is so embarrassing! Why did I even agreed to his request?!' my thoughts argued with each other as I was blushing madly as ever.
That's when I noticed some red spots on my neck, I tugged down my shirt and saw the part where Yuu bit me was swollen bright red.
'W-What are these? Hickeys?' then it began to heal as the redness started to fade and became white like my skin tone is. 'good...it's gone now.'
Then I heard a knock on my door as I opened it and saw Yuu handing me a pair of clothes, "take a bath, and go change into this." he said as I took it.
"Thank you." i said before closing the door, i put the clothes nearby and started stripping. 'guess I should at least take a bath.' i thought.
>>Time Skip>>
'Woah...Yuu's clothes are big.' i thought as i turned to the mirror and saw how oversized the shirt that he gave me and shorts.
I opened the door as I walked out of the room, there I saw Yuu on the coach, "Yuu, I'm done..." i said as he stood up and walked to the bathroom.
I combed my hair as it fell on my thights, it's been a long time since I cut my hair, huh?
I yawned as I walked up to the bedroom that he instructed me to go, 'he said that I should sleep on top.'
I climbed up the stairs connecting the bed as I slumped my back on the soft mattress, "I'm beat...lots of things happened to day." i mumbled.
Moment later, I heard the door opened and closed, then I felt someone weight down below of me. 'it must be Yuu.'
Then I sat up as I looked down on him, I saw him laying on the bed. "are you asleep?" i quietly asked.
He turned to me, "not yet."
I hummed in reply as I sat up on the bed while I swayed my feet on the air, "this is my second time sleeping in a boy's room." i chirped.
"Who's the first?" i heard him asked.
"Mika," i answered as I heard him hummed in reply to my question.
Silence filled us for a moment, but it didn't matter, it was comforting.
"How are you?" i suddenly asked, "i'm fine, you?" he shot back, my lips curved in a smile. "same,"
I missed this kind of feeling, I always slept in between of Yuu and Mika, it really makes me calm and warm. Then I yawned while covering my mouth.
"You should get some sleep, you're tired aren't you?" he asked as I nodded.
"Yeah, oyasumi." i said as i lift my feet and lay down on the mattress.
"Oyasumi," i heard him say as i closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.
"You are weak." i heard a voice said as my eyes widened from that.
"Who are you?" i asked the voice, I couldn't see him because darkness was all I could see.
"I am the darkness in you." it spoke.
That's when it hit me, I was in a dream, scratch that...a nightmare perhaps.
"You can't save anyone because, you are weak! You're just a slut and kept relaying on boys to save you!"
In what the voice said made my heart and dignity shattered in pieces, it was true...I kept relaying on Guren-san for my power, Yamada-sensei to help me, Akaru-kun for my protection, and to Yuu who always protect me.
"You're an eyesore, die!"
"You cry too much about little things!"
"Learn to help yourself!"
These voices within me kept disrupting my thoughts as I sat on the ground while covering my ears and cried.
My eyes shot open as I felt cold sweat dripping on my forehead, I touched my cheek to feel them wet, that's when I realised that I was crying.
'I'm so useless...' i sniffed loudly as I covered my mouth, not wanting to wake Yuu up.
But, I couldn't help it...Tears stream down my cheeks as I began to cry silently, it was always like this every time.
I would always hear voices in my sleep that prevented me in sleeping peacefully during silent nights, it was so irritating and depressing.
I was always Lost and Insecure...
"You're still awake?" i heard a soft voice asked, the figure shifted from it's bed and climbed up.
I turned around to see Yuu who was standing on the bed, "why are you crying?" he groggily asked me.
I turned around while wiping the tears from my eyes, "i-i'm not crying!" my voice cracked as it made it more obvious that i cried.
I heard him sighed as he went up on the mattress that I was sleeping on, my head turned to him as I saw his back facing me while laying on the bed.
"Yuu?" i spoke softly, "go to sleep." he said but, I know that he's feeling self-conscious right now.
I smiled as I laid my back on the bed, secretly happy that he's doing this for me, I shifted near him as I placed my forehead on his back.
I could feel him tensed up, but then relaxed afterwards. "thank you," i muttered, loud for him to hear.
'I'm really glad that he's here...'
To be Continued...
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