──── MOTHER / WEEP THE YEARS I'M MISSING / ALL OUR TIME CAN'T BE GIVEN BACK / SHUT MY MOUTH AND STRIKE THE DEMONS THAT CURSED YOU AND YOUR REASONS / OUT OF HAND AND OUT OF SEASON / OUT OF LOVE AND OUT OF FEELING.

── The Smashing Pumpkins, "Mayonnaise."

"- You're difficult. Moody.
Cynical, bitter, decadent,
spoilt. You're in pain. I
adore you."
"Not very logical."
"Love isn't."
─ Sarah Kane, Complete Plays:
'Phaedra's Love'

💽

He looks at me and I
want more. My heart
is a snaking vine. And
God, I want more.
─ Karese Burrows, from 'He,'
This Is How We Lost Eachother.

⚰️  ──── SAVING PEOPLE, HUNTING THINGS, THE NOT SO COLLEGE BUSINESS.

✴ ─ NOTES BY CLYDE ─ ✴

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♱

      ✴ ─ Disclaimer: this book is rated R for detailed descriptions && mentions of: death, gore, profanity, alcoholism, lack of knowledge on alphabet organizations and how they operate, animal death, bones, depression, emotional abuse, religious hysteria && trauma, hallucinations, abductions, obscure && niche movie references, murder, eludes to sexual activity -- nothing graphic / mere mentions, self-harm, PTSD, terminal illness, violence. && the basis of SUPERNATURAL. though some of this will be skimmed and or perhaps not mentioned at all, [ nevertheless, proceed with caution ]

      ✴ ─ Copywright: cavalrylads 2020. all rights reserved. any quotes, ideas, or graphics made by me shall not be taken out of this installment without my permission. Any graphic without my user / watermark is not mine and has been found on pinterest.

      ✴ ─ Notes: . . . spoiler alert! Jessica Moore lives! I did fully intend to follow canon spn up until season three, but then i had a wild thought, "what if Jessica lived, Sam wasn't the only hunter legacy at Stanford, and Dean had a sassy Lil lady?" well, this is a direct byproduct of that very chaotic thought process.

    Some things will obviously be changed as Jessica is alive. But season one through three will follow canon [ except for the fact that Jessica is alive and will be the fourth musketeer. ]