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Since birth, the first thing I have seen is the white ceiling of the emergency room and the painful sighing of a woman. A person I have never met, but she has a "deep" meaning to me.

A man walked in with a face as cold as ice, he and the woman talked back and forth. At that time, I couldn't understand what they were saying. But my brain is not as normal as other babies, I memorise the frequency of the sounds at that time unconsciously.

Until now, when I re-analyse those sounds.

"You have completed the mission very well!"

"It's exhausting to give birth to me! This baby tortures me every minute and every second that passes. Quickly get the baby and give me the money."

I was sold by my biological mother as a commodity nothing more and nothing less.

Since then, my life has started to get worse. My father doesn't care how I was born, how I grew up. What he wants from me is a result that makes him satisfied. I'm just a small asset in that man's wealth.

Facing that cruel reality, I did not accept, but also did not try to confront him. I let go of something that makes me human.

Emotion!

So that I don't feel sad, afraid or any kind of negative emotions. I don't want to hope for any dreams. A happy family, the love of my father and mother, I don't want to fight for things that are not for me.

I don't call it despair. It's just that I don't want to hope and then be disappointed. I don't want to experience failure.

Because I was born to win. Victory is the best result that that man wants from me. I don't need to be shy, I don't need to be tolerant of anyone even if they are good people. For my thoughts, the people around me are just tools, just necessary factors for me to win. And I am that man's tool, all I need to do is obey and complete the task.

"I am a human being, not anyone's tool. If you continue like this, others will only remember you as an object. When you die, no one will remember you. Your life, you have to control it yourself."

The person who told me this was butler Matsuo, he used to be a former soldier. Matsuo's mission is to take care of me for a year. Because that man needs to hide his shady work from the eyes of the government. Therefore, my training facility was closed for a year.

I'm not sure if such flowery words can affect me.

In the silence, I heard a "spap" sound, a drop of water falling on the floor.

Crying? Did I really cry?

Does Matsuo have such a big influence on me?

In just six months with Matsuo, I didn't realise it. Matsuo has become an important individual in my daily life. My heart felt warm, my cold thoughts melted.

My throat choked, I had never felt difficult to utter such a complete sentence.

"Please. . . Please save me, father."

Because of a child's call for help who has not yet felt the happiness of a human being, Matsuo ignored that man's cruel punishment, he was determined to save a hopeless child like me.

Matsuo is the ideal father role model that I long for. More precisely, I regarded him as my biological father.

I tried to forget who my biological father was. But I have no way to deny the existence of that man. No matter how hard I try, the figure of that man always appears in my mind.

Let me adapt and better understand the life of ordinary people without being hindered by that man. Matsuo introduced me to Advanced Nurturing High School. A school funded by the government, isolating students from the outside world. Therefore, that man can't bother me.

After a year of experience at Advanced Nurturing High School, I had a group of friends. It's hard to believe for me. My heart has never felt so excited. And I even started a love relationship with a girl in the class.

The relationship between me and her is not normal. My deviant thoughts intertwined when I wanted to learn love from her. But my heart began to feel warmer.

I no longer see some people as tools. Now, I can proudly speak to myself.

"Welcome back, Ayanokouji Kiyotaka really!"

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I didn't reveal who Kiyotaka's girlfriend was. Because I want you to vote.

Kiyotaka X Kei

Kiyotaka and Chiaki

Kiyotaka and Masumi

Kiyotaka X Kikyou

Kiyotaka and Mio

Why is there no Ichinose?

Ah, in my country, we hate people who steal other people's lovers. So I don't like Volume 12.5. People don't understand how disappointed I was with Ichinose.

Ichika, I want her to consider Kiyotaka as an idol. I am the captain of the Takuya X Ichika boat.

I don't want Arisu to die because of T-Rex

Kiryuuin... I prefer her to be single. Because she is mine.

I'm just kidding.