I ran into the bathroom quickly, nearly slipping as I did. I stumbled into the biggest stall and slammed the door shut and locked it behind me. I sat down on the floor and hugged my knees tightly, hiding my face in my knees. I tried to hold back my cries, my breathing picked up and became ragged and uneven. I sniffled and wiped my eyes of the tears brimming in my eyes.

You're such an idiot, my mind yelled at me; and it wasn't wrong. I began to rock back and forth lightly as tears brimmed in my eyes again, making my eyes sting. I blinked them out of my eyes and they fell out of my eyes and rolled down my cheeks. I sniffled and used my sleeve to wipe them off my face.

I closed my eyes and pressed my face into my legs, starting to cry silently. I began to cough after i tried to hold back my cries, making the tears flow out of my eyes faster. I quickly wiped them away from my cheeks with my sleeve once more, making my sleeves wet now.

I slowly picked myself up off the floor after a few minutes, just before the one minute bell went off. I collected my things off the floor next to me and left the stall, I wet my face with some cold water. I let out a sigh as I used a paper towel to dry my face off after; heading out and going to my next class.

***

I kept my head down after I left the classroom and headed to the cafeteria quickly, keeping my head down as I walked. A few people glanced at me as I walked, making my anxiety beginning to bubble up inside of me again. I quietly got into the lunch line once I made it to the cafeteria. I picked up a tray from the stack before setting it on the counter, letting the people put food on it as we went along.

I picked up my tray once it had the food on it and a mini water before going to my usual table, setting my tray on the table once I got there. I set my things next to my tray before sitting down and opening up my water. I took a drink of my water before getting out my notebook and began to do my homework.

The sound of a metal tray landing on the table made me flinch and look up, I froze when I saw Yoongi taking a seat in front of me. My fingers went limp and I dropped my pen on my notebook, rolling onto the table. Yoongi looked at me and smiled once he sat down and got comfortable.

"You okay there?" Yoongi chuckled as he opened up his milk carton. I looked down as he laughed to hide the faint blush on my cheeks. I set my hands in my lap, fiddling my fingers nervously. I flinched back a little in surprise when a small napkin hit my chest. I looked up with a small frown. Yoongi smiled innocently at my, making my cheeks up a once again.

"You're really quiet, do I make you shy?" He raised his left brow with a slight smirk on his face. I gulped nervously, racking my brain for a response.

"Uh..I-I'm not really good at making conversation. I get nervous and begin to stutter" I said quickly, wanting to get my words out before the stuttering began. I messed with my sweater sleeves as Yoongi let out a chuckle and set his milk down.

"Well I assure you, I'm pretty easy to talk to" He gave me a small smile and winked at me. I looked down as I felt the heat from my face spread up to my ears. I looked up after a few minutes and looked at him. He was eating his lunch quietly. I stayed still in my seat as I watched him, he was still as beautiful up close at the quick second I saw him earlier today.

I pursed my lips lightly as I watched his lips. Every time he ran his tongue over his bottom lip my hands got more clammy. My fists clenched up as his lips ran around the top of the straw to his milk. A small drop of milk stayed behind on his lip after he pulled away from the straw, his tongue licked it off slowly.

I looked away and gulped a little as I opened up my water, taking big gulps and wiped my lips off after and set the water down. I peeked up at Yoongi, who was now texting on his phone.

"So, what class do you have next?" He asked after putting his phone away and starting to eat his food again. I lifted my head and looked at him straight on, he gave me a smile, and I forced one back.

"I have history, you?" I said as friendly as I could, making myself a smile at him. He looked up at me and gave me a wide grin, his cheeks scrunching under his eyes.

"I have history too, we should walk together." He said happily. I gave him a nod and a smile. I knew he was in my class. I wasn't sure if he knew I was in that class, I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't know I was in there.

I picked up my pen and quietly went back to work as we sat in silence together, which was nice. I didn't have to worry about talking to him and scaring him off with my stuttering or bed conversation skills. I took in a deep breath, sighing when I smelt his cologne. It was a manly scent yet at the same time 'feminine' for him, it was the perfect smell for him.

"Why haven't you touched your food?", was the question he asked when he broke the silence. My heart skipped a beat as he said this, and I didn't want to answer.

"Not really hungry. I don't really like to eat in school anyway. I don't want to get sick in P.E and have to be sent to the nurse." That was the best excuse I could make up without using the cliche I'm not hungry lie. Yoongi just nodded and polished off the rest of his food.

"What extra classes are you taking?" He asked.

"I have dance and choir. What about you?" I looked up at him, biting my lip out of nervousness again.

"Stage crew and art" He said as he put all of his trash on the metal tray.

"What part of stage crew do you usually do?"

"They usually make me do the music. Like editing the songs together so it doesn't sound weird when it goes from one song to another. I wouldn't really call it editing, but helping the transition you could say" He explained as he picked up his tray and stood.

"You do a really good job" I said with a smile, he smiled back and got rid of his trash before coming back to me.

I let out a sigh once the bell rang, standing and collecting my things. I reached out to get my last book that was closer to the edge of the table. A hand quickly grabbed the book, I looked up quickly to see who grabbed it. Yoongi smiled teasingly and wiggled the book a little in my direction. I scrunched my face up a little and watched him. He let out a chuckle and began to walk off.

"H-Hey!" I quickly went after him. I grabbed the book in his hand and pulled on it, he pulled the opposite way. I yelped when I was pulled into his chest. My face heated up quickly when I looked up at him. Yoongi smirked lightly at me, just making me blush some more.

I pulled the book out of his hand, holding it close to my chest with my binder and other books. Yoongi laughed and wrapped his arm around my shoulders and started to head towards our history class. My heart beat raced out of my chest the entire way.