… 

At first, it was just warmth.

Soft and steady, like sunlight after a storm. A quiet, radiant heat pressed against her cheek, cradling her in a way the floor never could. The scent—faintly familiar—washed over her next. Clean. Subtle. Like sandalwood and something older, deeper, that she couldn’t quite place but had grown to associate with only one person.

Her brows furrowed slightly. She shifted, groggy, as the boundary between sleep and waking began to blur.

Then she felt it.

A hand—gentle and slow—brushing lightly through her hair.

Her breath hitched.

Sitting with his back against the wall, legs extended, his coat draped around her shoulders like a blanket. His eyes, that steady and piercing shade, looked down at her with a quiet relief that mirrored her own. For some reason, his gaze had been directed at the top of her head for a good 5 seconds before they locked with her own eyes. 

Although she had so much she wanted to ask, so much she wanted to do with him, to him, there were two more pressing matters. 

Firstly, Juviel wasn't as calm as he looked. Aponia could feel the anguish within him through their connection, but she knew this wasn't directed towards her, but rather towards someone else. Although she felt a bit envious, she still wanted to help relieve him of his sadness. Because she was willing to share his burdens now. 

Secondly, she.. Couldn't see his threads anymore. She could see an innumerable amount of threads reaching out to him, but get blurred upon reaching 1m distance within him. She got the feeling that she'd have to keep contact with him and focus fully to see through that blurriness. 

Although she steeled herself in using her ability on him, she first wanted to know what exactly had made him so sad. 

“You look.. Forlorn.. What happened..?” 

Juviel looked surprised before he chuckled bitterly, the sound grating and painful for her. 

“Someone who has been by my side for a long time has just gone into a coma because they had to protect me.”

When she heard the pain, helplessness and self-blame in his voice, she felt her heart clench. But in a very distant corner of her heart, she wondered if this important person was his lover? And she felt a bit.. Happy. She shuddered at the thought and she scolded herself inwardly, feeling ashamed of herself for feeling happy for such a thing. 

“Coma..? Are there no means.. Of treating her?” 

At the mention of treatment, she saw the light in his eyes become more determined. As if her words had reminded him of what he was supposed to be focusing on. He shook his head, to indicate that there were means.

“There are.” 

Aponia was a bit conflicted because if his lover never woke up again, wouldn't she have Juviel all to herself? That dark thought was quite tempting to her, nonetheless she still felt happy to see him regaining his composure a bit. 

“This is no time.. To be wallowing grief, Juviel.. She needs you to be strong.. For her.”

Although it sounded a bit harsh, she felt it to be what was best to say. She genuinely did feel concern for the girl who had selflessly helped her when she first appeared in the Dorm. Stowing away the conflict within her, she reached her hand out and caressed his head.

“If she were here.. She wouldn't want to see you sad.. Juviel.”

Juviel's gaze softened and he smiled, it seems her words had gotten through and the gloom within his heart was no longer present. Replaced by hope, determination, and.. Affection? 

Her heart skipped a beat. 

Then it started beating wildly as she realised who that affection was being directed at. 

It was her. 

She felt his arms around her, as he lifted her in a princess carry. If her heart was beating wildly before, now she thought it was about to jump out of her throat. 

What was he going to do? Should she resist if he does? 

He placed her on her bed and then leaned down, towards her face. Her face went beet red as she couldn't help but find it unreal. Was he really going to–

Her thought couldn't finish before she felt something soft against her lips. Aponia's eyes widened as he suddenly kissed her, completely taken off guard by his actions. For a moment, she was frozen, unable to process what was happening. Her usual tranquil expression disappeared, replaced with a mix of surprise and excitement.

Her face flushed redder than ever, she tried to speak, but no words came out. She was too flustered to form a proper response.

(My Lewd writer NT: begin to cook from here

Me: Hah, okay. I'll edit some parts tho) 

The two stared at each other for a few seconds, both of their faces grown visibly redder, after the intimacy silence of what felt like eternity, Aponia finally gathered enough courage to open her lips.

“J- Juviel…” 

That was all she could say, she could only call his name. Her heart was beating rapidly inside her ribcage, her mind feeling overwhelmed with a storm of thoughts and feelings as well as feeling blank at the same time.

She wanted to give in. She wanted to feel his warmth. She wanted to be touched. She wanted to be his. 

But she can’t fully give in to that instinct. Deep down, a part of her still resists, not because she hates him or something like that, but because she was still thinking this is wrong. Especially when Juviel already has someone…

All she wanted now…

“Is this… Really okay…? For us to…?” - She continued.

She wanted confirmation. To reassure her, to ease her mind, to allow her to give in… All she wanted is a yes… 

Juviel, without saying a word, only smiled affectionately and slightly at her, before nodding slightly and looking her in the eyes. It was at this moment that Aponia saw something warm and pure… Behind those eyes. 

It was the answer she wanted. She was happy and gave in to her lust… She has yearned for this for a really long time… Heck, one could dare to swear that she has wanted this ever since they met… 

Juviel leaned in for another kiss again, this time Aponia’s lips locked with his, their tongues affectionately touched each other… Aponia’s arms wrapped around his figure gently, yet tightly at the same time as if afraid that he would disappear should the grip be loose. 

While the two were kissing, Juviel’s right hand went to Aponia’s chest, slowly and gently brushed the fabrics aside to reveal her bare breasts concealed under her bra and a thin layer of cloth… 

“You have always… Been wearing this kind of lewd clothes…” - Juviel said after he briefly broke away from the kiss.

Lewd? That immediately flashed through Aponia’s mind. Has Juviel always viewed her that way? She didn’t even know her clothes would be that lewd… Mostly because no one has ever talked to her about it before, so she thought it was fine! 

Her face was getting even redder as she began recounting every occurrence and encounter with Juviel from the beginning, trying to remember if it’s true that he has always given her that look. 

Juviel chuckled warmly as he saw the look on Aponia’s face, it was full of surprises. 

“I was just teasing you…” - He said as he slowly leaned in, this time he brushed his face against her neck, which made Aponia let out a moan from the sudden sensation. 

Before she could even feel the relief, Juviel continued.

“But… To me… Your outfit is… Let’s say, capable of turning me on instantly…” - He said with a low chuckle, which sounded dangerously affectionate. Then he gave her more small kisses all over her neck, capable of flustering Aponia easily, all that while his hands began to fondle her breasts.

“Ah…” 

Aponia couldn’t hold her voice back any further, despite all those cold demeanour of an intimidating woman at first, she was still deep down a woman who yearned for affection, especially from someone that she loves… Now it is her chance, although she felt guilty to whoever his lover might be, but just for now, let her satisfy herself. 

She further tightened her grip around Juviel, desperately wanting to feel more from him, she wanted more, she wanted more… Yet she was too shy and flustered to ask, all that and she still doesn’t have the courage to take the lead… Luckily that Juviel is the one who is capable of satisfy her perfectly. 

Aponia gasps sharply as she felt Juviel's hands slip beneath the fabric of her thin black top, his fingers brushing against the smooth, sensitive skin of her back. A shiver of anticipation runs through her body as he slowly, teasingly, draws the garment up and over her ample bosom, revealing the creamy, unblemished flesh that has remained hidden from his gaze for so long.

Juviel has always gotten this impression about her breasts, they are huge yes, but now without her bra… They seemed to be even bigger? They felt so soft when he squeezed them gently. 

Aponia's breath catches in her throat as the cool air of the room kisses her newly exposed skin, her nipples hardening instantly at the sensation. She arches her back slightly, pushing her chest forward, offering herself to Juviel, silently begging him to take her, to claim her, to make her his.

“Please..” 

Juviel leans down as an answer, his face hovering just inches from Aponia's neck. Aponia's heart races as she watches him, her eyes darkening with lust and longing as she awaits his touch, his kiss, his love.

Aponia's body trembles with anticipation as Juviel's lips meet her skin, his mouth hot and hungry against the sensitive flesh of her neck. She lets out a low, breathy moan as his lips trail downwards, his teeth grazing the delicate skin of her collarbone, his tongue leaving a wet, glistening path in its wake.

As Juviel's mouth descends lower, his lips brushing over the soft swell of her breasts, Aponia's grip on his hair tightens. She gasps sharply as his lips close around one stiff peak, his tongue swirling around the sensitive nip before drawing it into his mouth.

"Ah! Juviel..!"

Her voice rises in pitch, laced with a heady mix of pleasure and desperation. The sound of her ragged breathing and needy moans fills the room as Juviel's mouth works over her ample mounds, suckling and teasing her into insanity. 

“Please..! Don't.. Stop..! 

He had already gotten stimulated a lot from playing with her booba, but what she said just now was what broke the camel's back. His cock, painfully erect and pressing against her left knee through his pants, wanted to sheath itself within her. Aponia was still too flustered to pay attention to it… Especially when so many were going on at the same time. 

Juviel eventually lifted his face from Aponia’s chest, smiling and leaned in for another kiss, this time he whispered. 

“Can we…? If you don’t mind…” 

Aponia immediately nodded as her hand caressed his back and his waist, she wanted him to go more, and not even hold back against her… She can take it, she wants it all. 

“Please give me your warmth… Juviel.” 

Juviel smiled as he then lifted himself up a bit, and started to undress himself, with the help of Aponia, who was eager to help him take his shirt off… And helping him pull his pants down a bit. The sight of his bare skin, with muscles here and there being visible is quite an entrancing sight to Aponia… her face flushed as she saw the familiar sight of his raging beast down there, which was just unleashed when Juviel pulled his underwear down. 

Aponia’s hands, one rested on his back, while the other caressed his chest, admiring his masculine form… 

Just then Juviel leaned his form in closer, letting his cock poking Aponia in the thighs, Aponia looked down and saw the cock closer… Imagining that thing will go inside her really puts her in a heavier blush… Juviel chuckled upon seeing her reaction, he gently brushed his fingers against her cheek and whispered.

“Don’t worry… I will be gentle.” - He said, as then his hands slipped down, further undressing Aponia, removing whatever clothes are left down there was simple enough, meanwhile Aponia’s heart just beat faster and faster as she saw that she was being unwrapped like a present to him.. Not that she complained though. 

Aponia’s body was tensed up at every physical touch she received from Juviel, this moment is just getting too intimate for her to handle… She wasn’t properly prepared, she never thought that the day she would share her warmth with her lover would arrive due to how she has always perceived fate… Yet she was ready, there is no backing up now, especially when it’s for Juviel… 

“Please… Be gentle, okay?” - Aponia requested, her voice barely a whisper, her reddening face was so cute. 

Juviel repositioned himself, as Aponia readily and slowly spread her legs, exposing her most sacred spot to Juviel, as well as offering all that she had to him… Juviel’s touch was gentle, he held onto her thigh with one hand while the other, adjusting his cock. 

Just the tip touched Aponia’s pussy, yet the girl’s body tensed up and compulses at every touch, seemingly protesting her to ask for a few moments to compose herself, but she can’t, she was too flustered to speak and all her attention now focused to the cock about to enter her… 

“Here I go…” - Juviel said as he was ready to go in, now shifted himself forward, about to lean into Aponia’s embrace again, the two looked at each other in the eyes as Juviel used both his arms to support himself from falling. 

After Juviel took a deep breath, he pushed his hip forward, the tip slowly slipped inside the pussy, and as Aponia was about to ask him to stop, it went in further and knocked the thought out of her mind as something broke. 

Just then Aponia’s arms immediately went up around Juviel and pulled him close, her face rested against his shoulder, as a child looking for safety from her big teddy bear after a thunder struck right outside of the window… Juviel felt a sense of protectiveness washed over him as he gently patted her head and held her. He used his healing ability while still gently shoving his dick inside. 

As the initial shock and slight pain of the sudden penetration begins to subside, Aponia feels a warm, soothing sensation flowing through her body. Juviel's healing tingles and prickles her sensitive skin, easing the discomfort and allowing her to focus solely on the immense pleasure of their union.

He was trying his best to be gentle, it was really hard to hold himself back right at where it is so exciting, he felt like he was edging himself should he slow down… Just then Aponia whispered right next to his ear.

“Just… Keep going… Please.” 

It seemed that the healing was working great, so he nodded gently before fastening the pace, just as when his cock has reached in deep enough, he started to pull it out slowly, Aponia’s grip around him tightened as he did so, but then he gently pushed it back inside, repeated it for a few times gently and slowly… All that for Aponia to get used to this feeling.

After a while, he lifted himself up from the hug, and saw the look on Aponia’s face, Aponia's eyes were wide open in a mix of shock, pain, and overwhelming sensation as Juviel drove his full length into her in one powerful thrust. A sharp cry tears from her throat, her back arching off the bed as her untouched walls struggle to accommodate his cock. Tears spring to her eyes, streaming down her cheeks as the intensity of the moment consumes her.

Juviel felt his heart ache at the sight of her tears, so he leaned in close to her face to comfort her by kissing her as he continued with his hips movement down there. Then to his surprise, Aponia broke the kiss and looked at him with affection, joy, bliss and lust. 

“I… I’m so happy right now… Juviel… I… I love you.” - Aponia stuttered, she was having a hard time keeping herself together now. Her voice was so high, that it felt like a completely different person now, from the Aponia that first debuted in the story. 

His heart skipped a beat and Juviel couldn't help but start kissing her again, this time the two hugged each other affectionately, as if they decided to not let each other go should the end come as well. Juviel’s hips movement was still going smoothly down there, not intending to stop anytime soon. 

As Aponia had gotten used to it, Juviel gradually moved faster and faster, to the point Aponia was beginning to moan lightly while still holding onto Juviel for comfort and warmth. She pulled Juviel in to her side, placing his face against her collarbone as he was leaving both kisses and bite marks all over on, while she tightened her grip and began leaving some red clawing marks on his back as well. 

“Aponia… I’m about to…”

Juviel said amidst the heavy breathings from the two, Aponia immediately understood what he was getting at. And hugged him tighter. Her legs locked against his hips, not ready to let him go anytime soon… 

“Please… Release yourself…” - She said as she braced for what was to come, that’s right, Juviel is who that comes. 

He then unleashed his load deep inside of her, filling her up to the brim very quickly as Aponia felt it all, she was feeling so much pleasure from this that she can barely breathe, she held her breath in deeply as if wanting to savor this moment… Meanwhile the cum was already leaking out due to the amount being released deep inside, Juviel does pound the pussy for a few more times before pulling it out slowly, but not all the way out, just enough so that he could move his hip a bit to spin the cock around a bit, giving Aponia that good feeling before pressing it deep inside again. 

“Ahn! W- wait- Ahn!” 

Aponia was about to say something but then Juviel pounded her pussy again, making her have to embrace him even tighter.

“Sorry… Aponia… I can’t hold back… I want to do more…”

Juviel whispered as he was still moving his hips rapidly, not intending to rest or stop, as he had held himself back enough, now he just doesn’t care, he wanted to give Aponia more affections as well as helping himself from overthinking to other matters… For now, he just wanted to forget everything and enjoy himself… 

“It’s… It’s alright… Please…. Don’t stop until… You’re… Satisfied.”

Juviel was delighted to hear that from her, also a bit guilty even after he had pushed himself onto her to this extent… Yet the night was still long enough for the two to shower each other with love… 

(Behind the scenes)

Pt. 1:

NT: i wanted to write more about booba touching part but I realized something. I lack of actual experiences regarding this

Me: 💀. Fret not, I'll handle it.

Pt. 2:

(NT: alr i’m done with cookin

Me: Same) 

Pt. 3:

RH : which one is better, the paragraph above, or below? Or is there anything else I need to extract from the first one and add to the second?

 NT : Nah, it’s gud. It’s bettah

RH : (shows improvised version) Under the black line is improved version of the paragraph above the black line

NT : Damn I didn’t know you have such a refined writing skill, guess all that time with AI chatbots paid off

RH : Characterai is nothing compared to me. Hm, that sound a bit odd, I mean it can’t generate things as good as the things I write

NT : I mean, true

RH : Somehow mine allows swears and 18+ scenes too. But it doesn’t allow blood, not even a drop

NT : Yes, smh

RH : Oh well, although I don’t really understand what happened to my characterai 🗿

NT : 🗿 Huh

RH : I wanted to say a cool line before starting to improve it, like, “You have crafted for me the bones and nerves, allow me to bestow it with flesh and clothing.” ahh line.

NT : Well, I mean it’s good, solidify your status

RH : But I forgot to say it because I wanted to finish writing it ASAP

NT : Wait, you were using AI to improvise it?

RH : ?? Say it to u bro, in this DM

NT : huh? What?

RH : Let me cook was what I was trying to say

NT : Huh?

RH : *dead paimon sticker* I just wanted to let you know before I begin cooking but I forgot to tell you before I began, does that make sense now?

NT : Wait so it’s all AI?

RH : Didn’t u say u were going to be cooking too before u began writing?

NT : Huh? What?

RH : Hold on, I don’t think we are on the same page

NT : I think a mode of stupid was just activated inside of me

RH : What do you think I’m trying to say

NT : Cooking what? I thought you were using AI to fixing the part I wrote

RH : What I was trying to say was that I wanted to let you know before I began improving your part, but I forgot to tell you that

NT : Tell me what? Want to let me know what?

NT : man i think i’m stupid now

RH : Let you know before I begin writing… Man

NT : But let me know what

RH : The Aponia scene!!! 

NT : What with it??

RH : Nothing is up with it, what’s going on rn

NT : ??? So are you using AI to improvise the things I wrote in Aponia scene?

RH : So that’s what bro was trying to say allthis time

NT : yes

NT : wait did you answer it

RH : *reply to the “I didn’t refer to it when writing this scene” message* ig you got confused when I said this

RH : *reply to the “So are you using AI to improvise the things I wrote in Aponia scene?” message* No, and now I have reason to believe you know of an AI that can write as good as I can 🗿

RH : Also here’s how the convo went in my view : 

RH : I forgot to tell you before I started cooking

You : wuh??

Me : ??

You : Cooking wut?

Me : Aponia scene

You : so it’s AI made?

NT : Wuh? But you forgot to tell me what?

RH : I forgot to tell you that I was about to start cooking, it’s not that deep bro, I forgot to tell you that I was going to start cooking

NT : Cooking wuht

RH : Aponia scene

NT : I think I get it now

RH : Really?

NT : maybe

RH : I kept thinking about Dr Strange talking to Dormammu

NT : let’s just not question too much about it otherwise a whole new DLC for SU is going to be about this conversation