You and I have been nothing since that day.

The day you broke up with me after the rain in the cold winter weather.

He never did anything to me, never let me down, even when he was in love. Speaking of which, everyone must think that he and I have only been in love for a few months, so we are still happy, and then we broke up because it was not suitable. But I have been in love with him for ten years now, including the time we cycled to school together on a familiar road, now we are both twenty-seven years old. It's been 1 year since we broke up, I don't know how he lives, is he good, happy, and I don't know if he has a new person.

If you already have someone new, will you be happy with your love, because before that, I also know one thing that your grandmother wants you to get married, and always find beautiful girls to match you.

I know, if I want to, I will find a way, if I don't want to, I will find an excuse, but I can't find a way nor have a reason, a reason to ask him, about his health and a million other things. Perhaps, since the breakup, he has stopped using Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, because the last post on his social networking sites is the day we broke up. Just the cap line: Khob khun Chiang Mai. I know what that caption means, because I'm from Chiang Mai and after breaking up he posted the caption again: thank you Chiang Mai guy.

Knowing that he still regularly stalks his acc, my personal page does not close the spider web, but often posts photos or stories.

..........

Is it two o'clock at night? Really fast, sometimes I want to go back to this day 2 years ago but why keep drifting, afraid of one day holding a wedding card with the groom's name: Kanaphan Puitrakul.

Since the breakup, no one has reminded me to go to bed early, so I usually stay up until three in the morning. No one hugs me when I sleep, so I don't sleep well anymore. I usually fall asleep slowly and wake up easily, so I choose to wait until my eyes want to close before falling asleep.

Renggg Renggg...

"What the hell is there a call at this hour all of a sudden?" I looked at the number that gave off an annoying bell.

"First?! First huh?" I was startled after reading the last three numbers.

Is that your number? That's the pair of numbers that you and I chose when we bought the machine.

I hesitated for a long time to take the call.

There are hundreds of questions in my mind, what if the other end of the line is not you? It could be someone else, or your new person knows I'm the old one.

But...

The call with this number I've been waiting for a long time, since I broke up with him.

I clicked accept and slowly brought the phone to my ear. Before that I turned the volume up all the way, because I know, he spoke very quietly.

"Hello? Is that you?". I hesitated for a long time, then took the initiative to say the first sentence.

If you don't say it first, this call will be just the sound of two people breathing, I know you too.

"But who do you want to be on the other end of the line?".

His voice surprised me a bit, it was hoarse but still gentle and warm when he talked to me.

"Do you have a fever?" I asked worriedly.

"So shrunken".

"What's wrong with calling me?" I started asking questions to the point of quickly ending the conversation.

If I don't end this conversation quickly, I'm afraid... I'll cry because I'm worried about you, because of so many nostalgia over the years, now you have appeared.

"That kid! Are you sleeping? Do you know what time it is? Almost woke up, lying in bed for a month is also due to not taking care of yourself!" she shouted angrily.

There was another woman on the other end of the line, it was Nika, his mother.

"You go to sleep first, I'm going to sleep now." Misery said.

"Yes! Wait for me to put you to sleep."

I silently followed the conversation of the two people on the other end of the line. He got sick very easily, and when he got very sick, he was hospitalized many times for this problem.

During the time we were in love, I always cared about his health and was always by his side when he was sick.

"I was-..." was stopped by my words.

"I'm not...".

I knew what he was talking about, so I quickly replied. You're probably asking me if I have a new boyfriend.

"I know you're awkward, but...don't worry about it." Seeing that the other party didn't answer, I waited five seconds before continuing.

"I know you don't like to fall in love with the same person twice but... it seems you still have feelings for me."

"Love each other from the beginning okay? Okay?".

"So you think I still have feelings for you?"

"Pho" exhaled a small warmth and then turned off the phone.

There was silence on the other end of the line for a few seconds, then answered me with an end-of-call sound.

"OPEN?".

"Call again!"

"What a weird person! Ex-lovers should respect each other a little."

I mixed that callback number.

"...I'm tired, let me sleep" said tiredly.

"Is there nothing else to ask?" I say.

"What do you want me to ask? Ask what I ask, what I want to say, I say I love you and I have an answer."

"Ask me one more question."

"Then I'll let you sleep."

"So do you still love me?"

"You told me Forever First Love, right?"

"...what does that have to do with each other? I just need you to agree or refuse, I go..agree then I stay".

"My answer is Forever First Love With First Person".

"It's up to you whether you think it's a denial or a yes."

The other end of the line just laughed because listening to me sigh, the call has relieved so much stress.

"Thank".

"You rest, we'll see you tomorrow at your house."

"Um... good night".

"You too."

The call ended again, the corners of my lips curling up at the current emotion. Stop! No need to go back to the past! Time, now flows freely.

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Hi, I'm Teajerker.

I really like this Firstkhaotung couple! This is a small chapter in one of my series. That series I wrote about one-shot chapters, I plan to change the version to English like this one.

I translate by Google so there may be many mistakes, please forgive me. have a nice day