Reverse narration:
When i first woke up, all i saw was darkness, i saw that i was sucked into a black hole, but due to some sort of positive feeling and energy, i fell as sleep agian, second time i woke up, i was being given nasty stares and i was shot out to the cold space but thnks to the sun, i fell as sleep agian, the third time i woke up, i saw a list of members of Tapops from lowest to highest ranks, and some reason seeing it makes me feel like im getting stronger but soon it fade away and i sleep agian and the actual time i woke up and haven't sleep ever sience was when i was falling into ice, i soon took control and swam somewhere breathable, thats when i talked to the boy who possess this body, i know the emotion running threw him, sadness, disappointment and anger, it all made me feel stronger with a bittersweet power so we had a little chat, he told me how many times he was sunch a burden to the point where he nearly put his friends lifes in danger and how he wish his father would help but he didnot and instead of blaming his father for not helping he bottle it as a joke and said "hes a high ranking member, so hes busy and couldn't help" and so many other nonsense, i talk to him more but the more i spoke, the stronger i get, to the point where he decides to leave his friends so he would be safe and go meet someone who hasnt seen in a long time, his brother, he made it to the city and found his own home only to see a messy house and 2 boys playing video games, 1 of the boys who is his younger brother was quite shock to see him so he send his friend home so the 2 could talk, there was a akward silence until he started the chat, they talked and talked and i felt sleepy until heard 1 simple question "hey bro... Where is dad?" That question must've hurt the kid alot bcz of the imense power i felt from him,he simply answers with "huh? Oh hes away for business, why? Is something wrong?" And with what the brother told him, he totally broke, kid said "well umm... He never really came back after he took you to the train station... I wiated for a week... Before deciding to stay at Viktors..." And that made his patients run wild, his anger was so high, the kid was surprise when he saw me in control, he dosent care that his father left him to die but the fact that he left a kid alone to nearly die? Ohhhh he did not like it, he even listen to how hard his brother went threw without his family, problems with making friends, his studies and the type of "friends" that encounters him and than he told him how he join a secret organization thnks to a small weapon that he found out, was made by their mother, he knew that the agents will want it back and will kill him if he dosent so he staged his own death, after a cluster mess, they decided to let their old self stay dead and came back as someone else