So a couple of weeks ago...like February 12? 13? the cellist turned me down pretty hard

'Twas rough

But in hindsight it was pretty physical and not substantial and honestly it had kind of started to fade after I started talking to her

So I think I'm probably mostly over that

However I can't tell if I like my best friend or not

Like i get jealous when she holds hands with Frost (some of you old followers might remember him lol) but she just does that and she's not dating him or anything

Maybe I'm just a toxic possesive friend

Should I even be liking anyone this soon?

Aghhhhh