Chapter 9: The Memories

Last night was great.

No, great was such an understatement. It was beyond great. It was something remarkable, he lost word about how to describe yesterday night with his alpha. One thing for sure, it was the best night in his entire life. Nothing came close to that.

At first, when Wonwoo knew the kiss would lead into something more, he was afraid. Of course he was afraid, he was a virgin. He knew how sex is, but had no experience in it, and Mingyu... this man looks like he had a lot of experiences. He was so afraid that he wouldn't be a match to his alpha. But Mingyu changed his mind, he looked like someone that wanted to teach him so Wonwoo was taking his chance to learn it.

And he is glad that he made that decision.

The night was too long and one thing Wonwoo realized that Mingyu liked to praise him when they did it. And somehow, his praises made him feel more turned on. And because of that, Wonwoo kept wanting more and more until he understood that he was so addicted to Kim Mingyu.

He lost count at how many times they did that, but one thing for sure, Mingyu really took a very good care of him. Wonwoo still remembers that they were both exhausted and just wanted to sleep, but that man fought his own sleepiness to clean Wonwoo's body. He went out from the tent to boil some water on the campfire, and he went back with warm water and a towel. Wonwoo was half asleep but the feeling of a warm towel all over his body felt really great.

"Your lower back must be hurt tomorrow, I will ask Jihoon if he brought a painkiller with him. And if tomorrow you can't walk, tell me, I will carry you to the house." Wonwoo was so sleepy he only hummed to reply to Mingyu's words.

"Wake up a little bit, baby, I will put your clothes back. It's cold."

Wonwoo hated the idea so he reached out his hand to Mingyu's clothes (he put it back while went out from the tent) with his eyes already closed. "Strip it out again."

"Huh?"

"It's nice to feel your skin on my skin."

Wonwoo remembered that Mingyu wasn't responding to his request so he thought the alpha hated the idea, but a moment before he lost his consciousness to sleepiness he could feel Mingyu's skin on his skin again. That man embraced him before he kissed his forehead. Wonwoo remembered he heard Mingyu said that he loved him so much before finally giving in to go to the dreamland.

Hours later when he can hear a bird's chirping and a ray of sunshine pierces into his closed eyes, he wakes up slowly. Wonwoo can feel Mingyu's big hand on his waist, he looks back to see the man who is still sleeping while giving him a nice back hug. How sweet.

Wonwoo changes his position so he can see him face to face. He smiles when he sees how peaceful Mingyu is right now. He is so handsome, he tells himself repeatedly. He touches Mingyu's face gently, from his forehead, his pointed nose, his cheek, his chin, and last... his lip.

Somehow Wonwoo feels giddy, he can't believe that this man is his boyfriend - wait.

Did they clearly declare that they are boyfriends already?

What is their status?

"I don't mind if tomorrow you ask me to marry you, so boyfriend sounds nice." Mingyu opens his mouth and Wonwoo opens his eyes shockingly. Is he already awake? And it seems like Wonwoo was voicing his thoughts before.

Mingyu opens his eyes slowly and when his brown eyes look straight to Wonwoo's, he smiles brightly. Wonwoo is once again noticing how beautiful his smile is.

"Hi, how are you feeling?"

Wonwoo smiles and he wants to open his mouth to greet him back but Mingyu quickly kisses him first. The kiss feels way too innocent for both of them, if they compare it to what they did last night. But this kind of kiss is also nice. He just loves everything that Mingyu gives to him.

"I'm feeling good." Wonwoo shakes his head. "You make me feel good." He revises his words. He loves to see how Mingyu's face lit up in happiness when he says that.

"What time is it?" Mingyu asks him. Wonwoo for the first time tries to sit up and straighten up his back, and....

Ouch.

Mingyu was right.

His lower back is killing him.

Mingyu seems to notice that because his hand is now on his lower back near his butt, he rubs it softly. Wonwoo is almost moaning at how good it is but he needs to hold it because he knows Mingyu loves to hear him moan, he won't ever forget how his eyes turned dark whenever Wonwoo was being loud last night.

"Where is my phone?"

That damned phone that is still on turn off mode since yesterday when he read his mother's messages. He finds it on the pile of his and Mingyu's clothes in the corner of this tent and he gets back to Mingyu's embrace who is still laying down while looking at him silently. His eyes are so dangerous. He looks like he wants to eat him again.

"Your body." Wonwoo looks back at him while waiting for his phone to finally back on. "Full of my marks."

Wonwoo looks down on his body and gasps at how much hickeys Mingyu left him. Not only hickeys, he left some bitten marks. "You really held yourself so much when I was in heat."

Mingyu laughs a little. "It was crazy, Jeon Wonwoo. Can you imagine how it was for me? The most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes on naked in front of me, literally threw himself to me, moreover he kept sucking my dick. And it felt amazing by the way, you have a talent for giving a mindblowing blowjob if you don't know. And I couldn't do anything except to suck his dick's back."

Wonwoo smiles at him and pats his head softly. "You were doing a great job, Kim Mingyu."

Mingyu pouts his lip.

DRRTTT DRRRTT

Both Mingyu and Wonwoo are shocked at how loud Wonwoo's phone vibrates right now. It shows so many missed calls and unread messages from his parents.

"You have very caring parents, dear. You are this old already but they are searching for you as if you are ten years old."

Wonwoo laughs bitterly. "For them, I am always ten years old. My age is stuck there."

There are so many chats from his mother, Wonwoo is really reluctant to see it, so he puts down his phone again and gives his attention back to his boyfriend. "It's 10 AM, we still have some time before going back to the house. Hope Soonyoung and Jihoon are already over with their activity once we enter the house, I don't want to watch porn."

Mingyu is laughing hard until his body is shaking. Wonwoo is laughing with him.

"So, how about your parents? Tell me more about yourself." Wonwoo is getting curious here. He wants to know all about his boyfriend. Everything. He wants to be a good boyfriend.

"My parents... hmm no need to try to know them." Mingyu's voice sounds colder than he usually is and Wonwoo is wondering why. "I don't even know them well."

There is a pain in his voice and Wonwoo doesn't know if he wants to ask more or drops the topic. But he really wants to understand Mingyu more. So he chooses the first one. "Can you tell me about them? If you are ok with that."

Mingyu smiles at him and kisses Wonwoo's nose. "You are so cute."

Wonwoo is waiting, he looks up to his boyfriend.

"So, you know, I was born rich." Mingyu stops and takes a deep breath.

"Yeah, I know just from the place you live."

In that sense, Wonwoo also comes from a rich family. But he doesn't want to talk about them, he wants to listen to Mingyu's story first.

"My parents are super rich, not because they were inherited by my grandparents' wealth or something. But because they were working for it. They met at the university and they were the smartest of their generation. They somehow.. made a technology that was needed by a lot of big companies. Their technologies that were created by them together led them into prosperity. And somehow, I kinda get the feeling that they weren't expecting a baby. They married just because they didn't want the secret of their technologies to be known to other people, they wanted to keep it themself."

The more Mingyu talks the more Wonwoo can feel his heartbreak. Wonwoo feels an ache on his heart too.

"Maybe i was an accident, but in the end my mother gave birth to me. My mother is such a beautiful, independent and smart omega, definitely not the type of woman who likes to wait for his husband to come back home. At first, I knew she tried to raise me by herself, she let my father run the Company by himself while she was changing my diaper and feeding me. But the older I was the farther I knew that raising me didn't give her happiness. So at the end, she joined his husband back to the Company and left me alone."

Wonwoo reaches for Mingyu's hand and cares for it softly, he wants Mingyu to know that Wonwoo is here with him and he's not gonna be alone anymore. But Mingyu seems lost in his own memories of the past. He looks like he can cry anytime.

"They rarely came back home, especially after they established their other headquarters in London. Even until now, they are still there. It's been so long since they came back here. And never once, they asked me to go with them."

Wonwoo smiles bitterly at how totally opposite their parents are. Wonwoo has very protective parents where they always want to know everything about Wonwoo's life and even control it. On the other hand, Mingyu has parents that seem not wanting to acknowledge his existence.

Being with Mingyu gives Wonwoo a freedom he always seeks for.

And for Mingyu, being with Wonwoo gives him a companion he is always dreaming of.

Wonwoo is forever grateful to the universe to bring them together.

"But I kept waiting for them, Wonwoo. Everyday I waited on the front door of my big and empty house, waiting for them to come back to me. I was nine when I realized that they won't ever come back home because I was never so important for them to leave their job behind. I'm just a mistake they try to erase the existence of by forgetting it. Seemed like my heart hurt so bad because after that realization, I didn't remember the rest of my childhood. All I knew, when I could remember again, I was already in Junior High School and being a lonely alpha who couldn't smell any omegas and also couldn't sleep without his sleeping pills."

Mingyu looks at Wonwoo's eyes and he smiles. The smiles which finally meet his eyes. "Until you. You are a miracle for me, Jeon Wonwoo."

Wonwoo smiles and buries his head on Mingyu's chest, he tries to hug him tight, to console him and to let him know that everything is fine right now because they have each other. "I'm here, Mingyu. I won't let you feel alone again."

Mingyu hugs back and cares for his boyfriend's head softly. "Thank you, thank you for coming into my lonely world and making it worth living."

Mingyu doesn't know that Wonwoo is trying his best to not show him his tears when his heart is already so broken by Mingyu's story. He feels like he can feel Mingyu's feelings and it hurts so bad. His chest feels the pain of a little kid that was abandoned by the people who should be his consolation and his protector.

And after hearing this story, he is glad that he was asking this before because he wants to know not only all the good things about Kim Mingyu but also he wants to know all his pain, his sorrow, his saddest day because he wants to bear the feeling too.

So Mingyu doesn't need to bear the pain alone again.


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Wonwoo looks at the man in his forties that will help them to clean up and pack their camping's properties back to the guest house so both Mingyu and Wonwoo don't have to get busy with this stuff. He feels a little bit embarrassed when he sees the way that old man saw their tent condition, he didn't say anything though but Wonwoo can understand his way of thinking.

Mingyu and Wonwoo both made a mess yesterday, no wonder his alpha insisted to not to do this in the open space.

"Can you walk fine?"

Wonwoo suddenly feels a grip on his waist and he looks at his right side to see Mingyu looks at him with worries in his eyes. Mingyu wasn't wrong, when he went out from the tent and used his leg again he almost tripped because the pain on his lower back was getting too strong and his legs felt so weak.

He really needs to hit the gym oftenly after this.

"Do you want me to carry you?"

Does Mingyu need to announce the question so loudly? Because the man behind them is starting to look at them again with a knowing look. Moreover, he keeps scrunching his nose whenever he looks at Wonwoo's direction, as if he tries to hold his breath. What's wrong with him?

"I'm fine. Just walk slowly."

When he climbed up this place yesterday, he felt fine. Climbing down must be easy, but it's not. The muscles on his lower's body are definitely sore. So at the end, when they are already alone in the middle of their tracking road, he asks Mingyu to carry him at his back.

Of course, Mingyu does it happily.

He has never been carried like this, it feels warm to lean on someone's back.

"Baby, can you please not breathe too near to my neck?" Wonwoo looks at Mingyu's now reddened neck and ears.

"What? Are you turning on because of that?" Wonwoo wants to tease him but he tries to breathe farther from Mingyu's neck. He was leaning his head on Mingyu's shoulder so his breath was so near his neck.

"Hmmm." Mingyu doesn't really answer his question, he looks shy and Wonwoo doesn't know why he acts like this when last night they were doing that kind of stuff.

Wonwoo looks around them and smiles at how peaceful their way back is. A lot of trees surrounded and because it's already almost 11 AM, the sun is already up there peeking from the leaves and the twigs. Wonwoo inhales a deep breath to take the smell of deep forest into his senses and suddenly his heart beats a little bit faster.

This scent, why is it so familiar? The nature scent from the dampness of the forest and Mingyu's pheromone, why does it feel like he once smelled something like this before? He opens his ears to listen to the bird chirping and the blows of wind, this feeling is too familiar.

"It will be ok. After this road, we are gonna see our family. Right after this forest end, they are there waiting for us."

Wonwoo closes his eyes and suddenly there is a fragment of something flashes into his memories. He sees two little kids in the forest, the bigger one carrying the other who looks so pale, he looked so much in pain.

What is that?

"Hyung, my head is so hurt, everything burned, I feel like dying. I won't make it."

Who is that?

The two kids that came into his mind looked too struggle to keep going, the bigger one also looked weak and exhausted, he fell into the ground and the little one who was on his back also fell with him.

"Please, go alone, Hyung. You can't die with me here."

The little one begged and cried, he held the older one's hand so tightly. When someone he called Hyung looked at his eyes, Wonwoo could see the reflection on his eyes. And the reflection on the little one's eyes shows Wonwoo something that makes him open his eyes in shock.

Why the reflection on his eyes...

Is me?

Wonwoo feels his heart ache in pain and suddenly his head hurts. What is this? What are those that came into his mind? Is that his memories? Memories of what? And who is that he carried?

"Wonwoo. Are you okay?"

Who was the little one who looked like he could die anytime soon? He looked so pale and his body was so cold. He suddenly can feel the coldness creeping into his body and Wonwoo starts to tremble.

"JEON WONWOO?!"

Huh?

Wonwoo looks up to someone in front of him and after five seconds he recognizes Mingyu looks at him with his worried eyes. He doesn't realize when they stopped their walk and stood in front of each other. How long has he gone into his own mind?

Wonwoo looks deeply into his eyes and suddenly the pain from before is coming back again in full force. Mingyu's brown eyes suddenly feel too familiar with something like he has already seen in his lifetime.

The brown eyes he misses so much.

"Hyung, if you survive this. Please remember me. Just by the thoughts that you will always remember me make me feel like I'm no longer alone in this world. I will meet you on the other side of this world."

The little one gave him a bright smile for the last time and he closed his eyes while the older one screamed into nothingness.

Wonwoo reaches into his chest and he suddenly can't breathe. His mind comes shut and suddenly he can't feel anything.

He tries to hold onto Mingyu's body because suddenly the world is trying to pull him down. He will fall. He will fall to the ground like what happened to those little kids in his memories.

Before he completely falls, Mingyu holds onto his body and hugs him tight.

"Wonwoo, baby.." He calls him but Wonwoo is still somewhere lost in his mind but he can hear him.

"Baby, please... Please come back to me."

Mingyu keeps calling him for he doesn't know how long, Mingyu's desperate calls for him work at the end. Slowly Wonwoo can feel his body again. The warmth is coming back to him and when he finally can breathe again, he calls the name who called him repeatedly back.

"Mingyu." Wonwoo looks at Mingyu's eyes once again and he can see Mingyu is finally breathing too. He looks so relieved he pulls Wonwoo into his hold. He hugs Wonwoo, but not too tight as if he is afraid Wonwoo might break again.

"What is it, baby?" Mingyu looks at him with so much worry, he speaks so softly to him while his hands are on Wonwoo's hand, cares for it gently, he wants to calm Wonwoo more. "You suddenly became quiet and the next thing I could feel your body trembling in my back. Your eyes lose its focus and when you look at me you look like you want to cry and scream."

Wonwoo also can't really answer his boyfriend's question. Because he also doesn't know what happened to him.

"I don't know Mingyu." He can't answer that he was seeing something in his mind to Mingyu because he can't explain that yet. He also isn't sure what is that? Is it his memories?

Is there something in his past that was lost and suddenly he found them again? Is that it? Wonwoo remembers his brother again and maybe yes, that was his answer. It seems like there is something that is missing in his memories. He always acknowledges that but the missing memories are never coming back to him and he doesn't know how to find it.

It is the first time it comes back and it gives him puzzle pieces.

Who is the kid that was dying?

"I only felt cold." It's what he can tell his boyfriend right now.

Mingyu looks like he wants to ask more, but he doesn't. He only gives him his best smile and hugs him once again. "My heart has almost stopped beating, you know."

Wonwoo hugs him back and leans his head on Mingyu's shoulder.

When Mingyu pulls out from the hug, he opens his jacket and puts it in Wonwoo's body. "We can rest here for a while."

"No. Let's continue. I don't want to be in the middle of the forest anymore. And I think I can walk fine." Wonwoo is now afraid if something can happen again, and for him and Mingyu it's better to get out of this place as fast as possible.

Mingyu nods and he tries to carry Wonwoo again but Wonwoo refuses. He doesn't want to do anything similar to what he saw before. Mingyu looks confused but he tries to understand, so they walk hand by hand to the guest house slowly. Somehow the pain on his leg and on his back are not that bad anymore. The pain on his chest before was way more painful than any other physical pain.

Thirty minutes later, when they arrive there, Wonwoo tries his best to act normally. He doesn't want to ruin this amazing vacation with his weird condition. He is someone who is easily sick physically, maybe this already reaches his mental state. Maybe he sees things because he has a mental issue he doesn't know. He will handle this later, he will talk to his doctor.

Seeing Mingyu all panic like that before is terrifying him.

"Mingyu." He calls him softly.

"I'm ok." Wonwoo smiles at him. He knows that Mingyu is still thinking about what happened in the forest before. "Maybe I was possessed by the forest's soul. But I'm ok right now. Please don't think too much."

Mingyu once again looks like he wants to say something, but at the end... He doesn't. He only gives Wonwoo his reassuring smiles and pats his head softly. "You know you can tell me anything, right?"

Wonwoo smiles at him and kisses his lips softly. Mingyu kisses him back. He only wants to give him some gratitudes because if it's not for Mingyu's calling him, Wonwoo doesn't know what will happen to him.

"Ugh. You two haven't finished yet?" Wonwoo breaks the kisses and looks at Jihoon in the front door. He looks so done with them. "Please don't do anything inappropriate in front of me."

"What? I only kiss my boyfriend!" Mingyu says back to him and Wonwoo is glad that the tension between them is melting. But, wait..

Jihoon gives Wonwoo his smirk. "So, boyfriend already?" Wonwoo looks away from Jihoon's gaze. He feels shy.

"I'm glad you two made it official last night. I'm happy for you." Jihoon sincerely says this to the lovebird in front of him and the teasing looks from him before is changing into something so warm. Wonwoo smiles at his direction again and he really wants to become best friend with Soonyoung's omega. He likes him.

"And I think you both need a long and thorough bath." Jihoon gives them another teasing look when his eyes lay on Wonwoo's neck.

Ow shit.

Wonwoo forgets about the bitten marks and hickeys.

"Which bathroom you and Soonyoung hadn't contamine yet?" Mingyu opens his mouth and the next thing Wonwoo sees is Jihoon punches his boyfriend's best friend's arm brutally. Wonwoo laughs at the scenery and this becomes more merrier when Soonyoung is showing up and tries to hold Jihoon.

Now in front of him there is Soonyoung who is still trying to hold Jihoon's hand from punching Mingyu and Mingyu who keeps teasing Jihoon as if he wants to make the tiniest of them getting angrier and angrier. "I hope you two don't do it in mine and Wonwoo's room."

"You shit! You did it in a tent, you are nastier than us!" Jihoon talks back to him and his face is already so red.

"What about it? It's more challenging and spicy!"

Sometimes Wonwoo forgets the fact that Mingyu and Jihoon are the youngest of the four of them. I'm glad to see them act their age.

Mingyu runs to his direction and hides behind his back. "Help me, Wonwoo Hyung."

DEG

Wonwoo feels his heart skip a beat when he hears Mingyu calls him Hyung.

Wonwoo hyung ...

Hyung.

"Ok, stop you two." Wonwoo finally trying to stop the chaos between Jihoon and Mingyu and Jihoon is finally giving up. He still gives his best side eye to Mingyu's direction and Soonyoung laughs at that. Wonwoo feels so happy to be surrounded by these people, so unintentionally he releases his pheromones way too strong than it should.

Soonyoung looks at Wonwoo for the first time and there is a sign of shock on his face when he sees Wonwoo. Wonwoo can read it. He already became friends with Soonyoung for so long.

"What is it?"

Soonyoung looks like he wants to say something but before that he looks at Mingyu first. Suddenly the tension is back, but this kind of tension Wonwoo can't really understand. The look on Soonyoung's eyes make Mingyu hold his waist possessively. Is it the alphas' tension like what happened before when they all met for the first time in Soonyoung and Jihoon's apartment?

"Shoot it, Soonyoung." Mingyu talks low.

Soonyoung is pulling Jihoon closer to him as if he wants to protect his omega from Mingyu. Wonwoo doesn't understand, Mingyu and Jihoon were just playing along before and Soonyoung is okay with that but now there is something changing.

"Mingyu, don't freaking out." Soonyoung opens his mouth and his facial expression is serious.

"But I can smell Wonwoo's pheromone right now."


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Mingyu is very much stressed right now.

Wonwoo can sense that.

The way he becomes quieter after he heard Soonyoung's exclamation, he knows that Mingyu is stressing about how other alphas now can smell on Wonwoo's pheromone. Something that only he could do before. To be honest Wonwoo isn't sure what triggered this. Why suddenly other alphas can scent him? Is it due to his condition right now where he isn't a virgin anymore? He doesn't know. So many things happened today that he isn't sure why.

It just happened and affected both Mingyu and Wonwoo.

Wonwoo feels bad for Mingyu. He also shocked him to the core at the forest before. Mingyu must be feeling so many things inside him right now.

Mingyu and Wonwoo both take a bath together, but the way Mingyu keeps silent and looks at him with so many emotions showing on his brown eyes. Wonwoo feels awkward about it. It's the first time he feels awkward when he is with his alpha.

They are now at the each end corner of the bathtub facing each other, naked. Wonwoo observes Mingyu's face and the alpha only looks at water, not at him. He keeps giving him some distance and Wonwoo doesn't like it. So he wakes up from his position and comes closer to Mingyu. Mingyu is looking at him a little bit shocked by the way Wonwoo positioned himself between his legs.

Right now, Wonwoo's back is on Mingyu's chest and he is laying back to his alpha body, he wants to close the gap between them. The omega can feel his alpha's dick on his lower back and he tries not to think into that direction, he doesn't want to do anything rated when his alpha is looking like a sad puppy.

"Mingyu."

Wonwoo is now playing with Mingyu's big hand. He kisses it and places it on his chest. Mingyu is tense behind him and Wonwoo smirks when he can feel something is moving under the water and near his lower back.

"You know that I'm yours, right? Our relationship isn't as far as Soonyoung and Jihoon." Yeah, they are mates already. Wonwoo knows that Soonyoung has already marked Jihoon as his mate. "We haven't become mate yet, but.. You are already my boyfriend."

Mingyu keeps silent in his back and Wonwoo hates it when his cheerful and talkative alpha is quiet. "So what are you worrying about, baby?"

Wonwoo can feel Mingyu's heartbeat and it beats so fast, Wonwoo really wants to calm the raging waves on Mingyu's heart right now.

"Before, only me could scent you. But..." Mingyu stops, he looks like he doesn't know how to put his mind into a proper word. "It just feels like I'm sharing you to the world by your scent and I hate it."

Wonwoo tries to understand his boyfriend's feelings before saying anything. It feels like something was designated only for you, and right now it's not anymore. But the thing is.. Wonwoo's heart is only for Mingyu. Isn't it the most important one?

"What can I do to make you feel better?"

Wonwoo looks back at Mingyu and looks at his eyes. Mingyu locks his boyfriend's eyes with his and Wonwoo shivers at how Mingyu looks at him. Moreover, he can feel that Mingyu's dick is hard enough to poke on his back.

Mingyu doesn't say anything, he only looks at his omega deeper.

Wonwoo can feel the possessiveness and the raging emotion in Mingyu's eyes, it gives him shivers to his spine. Mingyu still doesn't say anything but only looks at him with so many things happening in his eyes right now.

The many sides of Kim Mingyu are back and Wonwoo needs to tame this one.

"Baby, talk to me."

Mingyu's eyes are now coming down to his lips, then to his neck and his chest that still have so many marks from their activity last night. The shivers are getting hard to control and Wonwoo is sure his pheromone is releasing how he feels right now. Mingyu is still looking at his body and the next stop is his flat stomach. He looks at that part for so long until his possessive eyes turn into something darker.

Oh, no.

Wonwoo was facing this Mingyu before when he almost marked Wonwoo in front of his door.

Is he going to lose control again to his second nature?

Why does he keep looking at Wonwoo's stomach as if he wants to do something about that?

His stomach suddenly feels something and the next thing he can feel is his slick coming down from his hole.

Seriously Wonwoo? You can get wet just from Mingyu's eyes?

You are indeed so weak.

"Mingyu."

Wonwoo tries to call him once again. Mingyu responds by changing his eyes' direction from his omega's flat stomach to his lips and the next second, the alpha lifts his body so the position is now Wonwoo is sitting on his laps, facing him. It makes easier for him to attack Wonwoo's beautiful lips aggressively.

The kiss is rough.

He bites Wonwoo's lower lips as if commanding him to open his mouth, when Wonwoo opens it, he shoves his tongue roughly and it makes Wonwoo open his eyes in shock.

So far, this is the roughest kiss they ever shared and Mingyu keeps touching his stomach in a way that he can't understand. Wonwoo is confused.

Mingyu is a gentle man, but now Wonwoo is learning something about him again. Don't let his possessive side wake up from the deep sleep because whenever jealousy consumes him, he can change into a totally different person. The crazier part is, Wonwoo also loves this side of him. He wants to see every side of Kim Mingyu.

He can be as gentle as a feather to him, but Wonwoo also wants to taste his rougher side.

It's more challenging.

Mingyu breaks the kisses and shoves Wonwoo's body into the other end corner of this large bath tub. He spreads Wonwoo's leg with his big hand and positions his hard cock in his omega's entrance. When the omega realizes that his alpha doesn't wear any condoms, of course not, they plan to take a bath and not do something else...

This hits him hard and now he totally understands why his alpha keeps looking at his stomach in a very weird look.

Oh...

What is more confusing, Wonwoo doesn't really hate the idea. With Mingyu he has his freedom he never got all his life, he can always choose. His parents are always controlling him and made him do the things they want it to be. They always made him feel like a ten year old in the body of a twenty three year old. Maybe if one day he brings them a grandchild they don't expect, with an alpha of his own choice, maybe they will start to see his son as an adult and treat them as one.

So Wonwoo doesn't hate the idea of having Mingyu's babies at all.

If he hates the idea, he will push Mingyu hard and run from this room. He believes Mingyu won't force him, the moment he shows any discontentment, he believes he can snap back Mingyu to his gentle and caring side. This man is loving him that much, he knows it. He won't ever force him, not if he shows that he doesn't like it.

But instead of doing that, the omega is now accepting his alpha big and hard cock into his body. Even though he still feels the soreness from last night, his own desire is also consuming him and makes him feel nothing but the want to feel his alpha inside his body again. He is still loose from last night so they don't really need much preparation and the feeling of Mingyu in his body without anything interfering them is... beyond amazing.

Wonwoo is torn between his logic and his own desire.

His logic tells him that this is way too soon and too reckless, but his desire and his hatred for his parents tell him that this is not not that bad. Maybe his puppet doll life can be changed forever by this decision. And he loves Mingyu, he loves him so much and he knows he can't ever love someone else as much as he loves Mingyu.

He just wants him.

For as long as he lives.

So it's his decision to make.

It's not too late, he can't stop Mingyu anytime. But does he really want to stop him?

Should he really be doing this?

To be continued



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So basically, i want to write more in this chapter, but i'm afraid that you will have headache from reading this story because if i continue i think this chapter will have 10.000 words or more. it can be overwhelming for you, so i stop it right there. but we still have a lot of things in this chapter, in one chapter we have : Mingyu's background story, Wonwoo starts to remember a piece of piece from his past, and Mingyu's dark side. Mingyu in my story so far is so sweet and gentle, but i also want to tell you that this guy is also has his own dark side, so here we are. and oh! don't forget that right now the other alphas other than Mingyu can smell Wonwoo's pheromone... wow Mingyu is so much stressed bcs of that. Are you feeling okay so far? Next chapter can be more heavier, because i planned to reveal Mingyu and Wonwoo's pasts pieces by pieces like it's a puzzle piece. Can you already take a guess about their pasts?

see you next chapters dear readers~ thank you for the feedbacks you gave to me under this story, really appreciate it!

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