It has been 10 minutes since I have texted him to come over...in 10 minutes he should be here...I put on some more presentable clothes and put my hair in a high ponytail...

I made hot chocolate with marshmallows and luckily yesterday I bought cookies so I can serve those...

And now the doorbell rings...So I went to open the door and see him
"Hey"
N:"hy"
"Come in"

He smiled and entered

"Take your shoes off would you?"
N:"yeah yeah"he said teasingly
"And when you're done come to the livibg room"
N:"where is it?"
"It's just straight"
He nodded and smiled

What is he doing to me

I sat down on the couch and waited for him
He then came in and smiled again and sat next to me
N:"so...what do you need help with??"
"I am a mess with this...I have been working on this homework for almost 30 minutes and I still can't do it"
N:"let me see"he leaned closer to me bcs I had the book...my heart😌

*time skip cuz why not*
N:"and that's it....you did it!!"
"Thanks to you"
N:"no problemo...anytime"
"So I guess you'll be here forever??"
He chuckles
N:"thanks for the hot chocolate...it was delicious"
"I know...I am the master of hot chocolate"
N:"I can tell"
"Let's watch a movie"
N:"sure...let's watch a horror move"
"NO"

He was taken aback by my quick answer
N:"why not"
"No...I can't watch scary movies"
N:"ha!!pussy!!!"
"Shut the fuck up"
N:"we'll watch a horror if you like it or not"
"Fuck off"

He prepared a movie while I made popcorn

I came back and saw that he put on The grudge
"No!!!hell nahh!!!!fuck that!!!I'm outta here"
N:"oh shut up and sit down...don't worry I'm here...I am your guardian"
"I trust you"
He smiled and nodded

*time skip to some time later(still watching the movie)*
I snuggle up into Namjoon bcs the girl was slowly walking making a weird noise... Surprisingly he was holding me tighter everytime....

*another time skip(end of movie)*

"I am never going to sleep ever again"
He chuckles
"It isn't funny...the girl is going to eat me in my sleep"
N:"this isn't real it's just a movie now chill"
"Fine...what do you want to do now?"
N:"let's just talk..."
"About??"
N:"why are you always so mean??"
.....
.....
.....
.....
"You really want to know??"
He nods
.....".....when I was still in high school....my brother Min Yoongi ran away....I really loved him....he was the only person that knew what was happening in our family and he actually understood me...and also at that time...my best friend ran away...but he actually jusf had to go to his parents...it's that guy Kim Taehyung....I was in love with him"

~Namjoon p.o.v.~
Why him??
Y/N:"he knew almost everything Yoongi knew...we were both in love...we loved eachother more than anything...and actually Taehyung ran away first he still doesn't know why and where Yoongi left...he is also quite sad about it...but he has always been a positive person....and a weird one...but this isn't the point...when Taehyung ran away I was really sad...I only went to school...that was the only time I was out of my room...I didn't eat,sleep....I just cried...and...bcs of that me and Yoongi became distant...and when I found out that he ran away too...that was the end of me....I had major depression... No one and nothing could have helped me... You know??losing two people you love the most...it's hard...that made me rebellious...I talked back to my parents,only had black clothes...I even died my hair,had piercings...I was a true rebel...and...there was this one day....my parents somehow forced me to go camping in the woods here...there's a nice spot in these woods for camping actually.... And we went camping...worst decision of our whole lives..............When mom and dad went to get fire wood...something...happened...a bear attacked them....I was still in my tent listening to music...I heard them scream...." she suddenly paused and a tear rolled down her cheek...."I ignored them...I had the chance to save them...I could've saved them...but I didn't....when they suddenly stopped screaming I went to look for them... I was in shock when I saw a bear eating my mom out...."she bursts out crying and she couldn't stop...."I just called the police and did nothing else....after that I shut myself out....I literally don't care anymore...I don't believe in friendship nor love...and...that's why I'm mean"

I was silent

"Y/N......."

~your p.o.v.~

N:"Y/N........."he looked at me in the eyes deeply...his eyes travelled down to my lips and I instantly knew what was going on

He leaned in and we kissed...

We were kissing for a good minute or two...maybe three...

We pulled apart
N:"will you be my girlfriend?"
"Yes"

So umm...yeah...hope y'all liked this...It was hard...but I did it...you know.???we have 3 more members...I can't wait but It will have to wait😂😂byyeee😘😘😘😘😘😘