A/N~ I recommend listening to Halsey's Not Afraid Anymore while reading this ;)
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It was now ten o'clock at night, me and Taehyung had finished eating, and we were now sitting on the couch in the living room sipping wine and talking.

"So what do you major in college?" Taehyung looked at me, head cocked to the left. I looked down at my wine, silent in thought.

"I major in dance. I have a minor in theatre arts. I still have some slight stage fright so I'm hoping it'll help me get over it." I smile shyly at him. Taehyung gives me a warm smile back, reaching over and brushing my hair behind my ear. I shiver as I feel his index finger graze behind my ear, down to the collar on my neck. He flicks the ball before putting his hand down, resting it on my thigh.

"What about you? Did you go to college?" I ask curiously. Taehyungs face goes visibly sad, making my heart drop.

"Are you okay?" I sit up in concern.

"Yes I'm fine. I grew up in Daegu, after I graduated high school I came here. I had always told my mom I wanted to move to Seoul as a kid." He chuckles, shaking his head. "After my graduation, we were at home; eating dinner. She hands me an envelope and inside was a one way ticket to Seoul. I cried, she cried. And I left that night and came here"

"Have you ever been back?" I gently place my hand on his.

"Oh yeah. I used to go all the time, but since business is doing well I can only visit for holidays. I have a ticket ready to go down for Chuseok" Taehyung finishes off his wine and sets the glass down.

"How did you start your business?"

"Well when I came down here, I got a part time job at a coffee shop. Soon that wasn't enough to pay bills so I had to pick up two more jobs. I enrolled in some business classes at the University, once I had picked up enough information and money, I leased a small business office. Once that took off and I soon grew out of it, I got a bigger building and everything is doing amazing." Taehyung smiles proudly as he talks about his business. I smile as I watch him.

"What about you? What brought you to Seoul?" He turns to face me.

"I uh, grew up in Busan. I went to the Arts high school there. I did a ballet dance video to send to the college's for my dance final and Seoul University contacted me and offered me a scholarship. I moved here after I graduated. My parents pay for my apartment since I'm on scholarship, so any money I make I get to keep."

"How did you and Jungkook meet?" Taehyung starts to play with my hair.

"We're both in the same class, he was really quiet and didn't talk much so invited him to lunch. He's been my best friend since" I smile softly.

"Did you know he has a crush on you?" Taehyung laughs lightly. I blush lightly and shake my head.

"I didn't know until you said something the other night. Although it does make sense that his behavior around me can be weird sometimes. I don't like him like that though" I look at Taehyung.

"Cause you like me like that" Taehyung smirks confidently. I gulp nervously.

"If liking you like that means you'll fuck me until I see white then yes" I whisper. Taehyung smiles mischievously and leans over to me, practically hovering over me at this point.

"All you need to do is ask Jimin, I aim to please" Taehyung grabs my chin gently with his fingers. I look up at him with my mouth agape. Shivers started to form all over my body.

"I want you to fuck me Taehyung" I look him in the eyes. They twinkled with sexual appetite. He leaned down and kissed me hungrily, making me squeak out a moan. Taehyung groaned and crawled over me, almost in a predatory way. I whimpered as I let myself fall back onto the couch. Taehyung pushed his tongue into my mouth, deepening the kiss, claiming me as his. I succumbed willingly to him. He pulled back after a bit, panting softly as he hovered above me.

"I'm gonna go to my car. When I come back I want you to be in the outfit I got you, waiting on the bed like a good boy okay?" Taehyung comanded, but his tone was gentle. I nodded shyly.

"Speak up baby boy" He stroked my chin.

"O-Okay, I will" I squeak. Taehyung smirks and climbs off me and the couch before heading out the front door. I take a deep breath in before slowly pulling myself off of the couch. I set the wine glasses in the sink before heading to my bedroom. I slowly stripped down to the lingerie underneath my clothes. I kicked my dirty clothes over to my basket before sitting down on the edge of my bed.

I bounced my knee nervously, sitting here in lingerie; I felt really exposed. But the outfit slightly showed off my lean figure.

I took deep breaths to calm myself, closing my eyes; trying not to think of the fact that I'm going be losing my virginity tonight.

Then the front door opened and closed. My heart fell down into my stomach, making my eyes shoot open. I could hear Taehyung doing something in the kitchen, clinking of a cup or cups. I let out a slow deep breath, my eyes frozen on my bedroom door; not wavering. He then started heading down the hallway. My heartbeat began to take off in my chest, I'm sure it was so loud Taehyung would've been able to hear it if he was close enough. I gulped nervously as Taehyung stepped into the room. He was carrying a black back and a glass cup from my kitchen.

"What's that for?" I ask, pointing at the cup. Taehyung gives me side glance as he sets his things down.

"Don't talk baby boy" Taehyung started to undo his belt. I shiver as the memories of the club team through my mind like a wildfire. Taehyung yanked the belt out of his belt loops with a satisfying slap from the leather. I flinched lightly.

He folded the belt over his hand and laid it gently on the bed next to me. Standing in front of me, I was eye level with his crotch. I blush and look up at him.

"Stand" He says simply. I do as he says and stand straight in front of him, his eyes drag over me from head to toe. Making me squirm under his gaze. Taehyung licks over his bottom lip, he reaches out and gently grabs the bottom of the page top. His fingertips graze my ribs and it sends electricity spreading all over my body. He then slowly starts pulling the shirt towards my head, fingers trailing my skin as he does. I shiver as I raise my arms above my head for him, biting my lip as I stare at his face. Taehyung then fully removes the shirt and tosses it onto the floor by our feet.

"Sit" He says, and I comply; sitting back down on the bed. Only in the thong now, shyness began to creep over me. I really wanted to hide and cover myself from his gaze. But, it also made me feel confident. It was as if he was staring at what was his. Taehyung picks up the belt that was sitting next to me and unfolds it in front of me. I watch curiously.

"Hold out your wrists" Taehyung says, holding the belt. I hold my hands out to him, palms open and facing up. He then begins to wrap the belt around my wrists, looping the belt through the buckle. He pauses, looking at me before smirking in amusement.

"Wha-" I begin but cut off with a squeak as Taehyung yanks upwards with the belt in his hand, making it snap around my wrists with a satisfying slap. He made makeshift handcuffs out of his belt. He lets go of the belt and kneels one leg on the bed, grabbing my wrists and raising them above my head. He slowly leans over me, making me fall back onto the bed softly. Taehyung gently grabs my waist and pushes me higher up onto the bed so I was laying comfortably. He took the strap of the belt and tied it around the wood bar of my bedframe.

I lift my head and look at my wrists that were bound, wiggling them. The leather was soft but rough on my skin as well. I turn back, looking up at Taehyung. He leans down and kisses me deeply. I let my eyes close as I kiss back, moaning softly into his mouth. He slowly began to run his fingers over my collarbones, trailing them up my arms. I let out a shakey moan as shivers went over my body, giving me goosebumps. His fingernails gently scraped down my arms, making my skin tingle at the action.

Taehyung pulls back, kissing down to my neck as his hands trailed down my torso. I roll my head back onto the bed, giving him more space to kiss over my neck. He gladly then began to kiss all over, starting to bite in some places. I let moans escape my lips, not even trying to hold them back. I strained against the belt as I tried to lean up more into Taehyung's kisses. He slowly dragged his lips down onto my chest, leaving wet open mouthed kisses behind in his wake. I whined in need as I looked down at him. 

Taehyung looked up at me as he licked my stomach a little, before pulling away and climbing off of me. I lay quietly as I watch him, he goes across the room and shuffles through his bag. Eventually pulling out a piece of cloth. I bite my lip out of curiosity before laying my head back down on the bed, waiting. Taehyung crawls back over me after awhile and kneels on the bed, sitting just above my hips. He holds out the cloth. 

"What's that?" I frown, looking up at him. 

"It's a blind fold" He leans down, tying the blind fold over my eyes. 

"Uh.." Nervousness boiled in my stomach. 

"If you don't like it then we can take it off alright?" I felt Taehyung climb off the bed. I nervously wiggled on the bed. Now that I was blinded, I had to rely on my hearing. Taehyung was being quiet, I couldn't even hear him stepping around the bedroom. There was some clinking of the cup that made me turn my head. Taehyung then slowly started walking over to me. I wrung my fingers nervously as I waited. 

The bed shifted next to me, making me jerk my head straight; assumingly where Taehyung was sitting over me. I could feel him getting closer, his face near mine, his breath grazed over my face.

There was a sudden sharp cold feeling in the dip of my collarbone, just under my neck. I let out a sharp gasp and flinched in surprise, scrunching my shoulders up. Taehyung chuckled under his breath. Cold water started to drip down the side of my neck. It was just ice. I let out a sigh of relief and eased back into the bed.

Taehyung slowly started trailing the ice down, tracing it over my chest. A tingle feeling followed behind the cold trail of water. I let out breathy moans as I strained against the belt, only met by resistance. I could feel the warm of his lips as he moved the ice down to my stomach. I swallowed as I felt him leave the ice cube on my belly button. My stomach sank inside on itself from the icy feeling, I tried to calm my breathing so it wouldn't fall. The heat of my stomach causing the ice to melt, the cold water slid down the side of my waist. Laying my head back, trying to calm down.

Taehyung suddenly kissed me. His mouth and tongue was cold, making me suck in a breath of surprise. Then he pulled away, making me whine.

"Good boy" He praised. My stomach tingled at those words. I wanted more of his praise. I heard him shuffle around some more. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on the cold of the ice cube to ease my nervousness. It was still melting, but not all the way so the cold was still radiating around my belly button.

I could hear Taehyung walking by the edge of the bed, I tilted my head to try and hear better of what he was doing.

Then he started trailing something down my arm from my hand, it was soft gentle and light. It felt like a smoother sensation compared to the ice cube. Almost comforting. A feather. I sighed softly and relaxed underneath it's touch. He trailed it across my chest, giving me goosebumps. Taehyung continued to trail it down my body, lingering around my vline. I wiggled underneath it as I just now noticed that I had hard on. Something clattered to the floor, assumingly it was the item Taehyung was just holding.

I pulled on my binds a little more, this time it stung a little as the leather cut into my skin a little. But I liked the sting.

Then there was a sudden wack on my leg, it stung but not too much. The action made me squeak as I flinched, the belt digging into my skin more. The pain slowly started to disappear from my thigh almost as if it had never happened. The tingle of pleasure returned to my stomach as I tried to remember the pain. Taehyung hit me again, but this time on my other leg. This time I moaned at the pain. It hurt, but not being able to see what was hurting me and not seeing Taehyung made the thrill so much more intoxicating. This was dirty and electrifying. But I wanted this unpure feeling to last forever.

Taehyung slowly started trailing it up to my stomach, the texture was the same as the belt. A whip maybe. My breath hitched as Taehyung stopped it just under my ribs. My breathing picked up as I waited for that sick tingle I craved. The crop lifted from my skin and I closed my eyes, waiting for the tingle. Taehyung hit me again and the tingle returned. I let out a loud moan as I arched my back from the bed, squirming my legs in pleasure. I could hear Taehyung laughs under his breath. Blush creeped up onto my cheeks.

Taehyung then tosses the whip onto the floor with a clattering sound. I felt him crawl over me straddling my hips. He then removed the blind fold. I squint lightly and look up at him. Taehyung was breathing deeply as he stared down at me.

"Did I do good?" I ask. Taehyung smiles, full of amusement.

"You did perfect Jimin, I just wanna take you right now" He places a gentle kiss on my forehead.

"Please?" I practically beg as I look up at him. Taehyung looks down at me, his eyes twinkled.

"Are you sure baby boy?" Taehyung strokes my cheek.

"I want you Taehyung. I've never been so sure of anything in my entire life. I want you to take me" I close my eyes momentarily before looking back up at him. Taehyung was smirking, his face looked intrigued. He leaned back and pulled the blindfold back over my eyes. I bit my lip in excitement and wiggled lightly. Taehyung leaned down close to my ear, I could feel his breath.

"Are you ready?" He whispered sultrily into my ear. Before I could answer, Taehyung threw me over into my stomach in one swift movement. He then slapped my right ass cheek hard before ripping the thong off, the fabric tearing with a sad rip. I yelped out a moan as I adjusted myself on my elbows. I heard the crinkle of aluminum from behind me, I assumed it was a condom. I wrung my fingers nervously as I listened to Taehyung, who was now removing his pants I assumed.

The cap of something opened up. Some cold liquid was poured into my entrance, making me shiver slightly. Taehyung then started to rub the liquid, now realizing it's lube, into my entrance. I let out soft moans as he did this, clenching my fists.

Taehyung started to work his fingers in and out of me slowly. I moaned and grabbed onto the bed sheets tightly. Then he pulled out, but only to replace his fingers with the tip of his dick. I bit my lip hard, almost tasting blood on my tongue. He slowly starting pushing inside. The stretch was painful but I enjoyed the pain, it made me hurt and feel full. I whined in pain and pleasure as I dug my nails into the blanket.

"Relax" Taehyung purred, running his hand down my back to soothe me. I took a deep breath and leaned my head onto my forearms as I tried to relax and accept the pain. Taehyung continued to rub my back gently. I lifted my head back and nodded my head, signaling for Taehyung to continue. Taehyung slowly began to push inside again, making me continue to stretch.

I clench my fists tighter and pull on the belt to try and cause more pain in my wrists to distract myself from the pain in my ass. Taehyung eventually stopped and stayed still, letting me adjust fully now. He was a lot bigger than I expected him to feel. I stayed still and took deep breaths to try and relax, alongside Taehyung rubbing my back and thighs.

"Okay" I mumble, leaning up onto my elbows again carefully. Taehyung slowly began to rock his hips into mine slowly. The pain began to disappear and replaced by pleasure. I let soft moans escape from my lips.

Having the ability to see being taken from me, and being bound, made the thrill so much higher. The pleasure was more intense than being able to see and react to what was happening to me. It made his touches more intoxicating, his thrusts more hungry. He could do anything he wanted to me and I couldn't do anything about it. It invigorated me, and made me want more.

Taehyung had stopped rocking and was now full on thrusting into me. It was hard and fast, still singing somewhat from it being my first time. I closed my eyes tightly as tears ran down my cheeks from the pleasure. I clung onto the bed tightly as I braced myself each time Taehyung thrusted forward.

Taehyungs hand slowly threaded through my hair, before grabbing it and harshly pulling on it. I let out a cry of pleasure. Taehyung groaned in response to my cry, only making him continue to thrust harder into me.

"Say my name" Taehyung moaned into my ear. Shivers went down my spine.

"Taehyung!" I cried out in pleasure, scratching down the bed. Taehyung kissed my ear before leaning away, spanking me hard. I whined as my back arched, the pleasure becoming too strong as I was getting close to cumming.

"Come for me" Taehyung growled. And that's all it took. I moaned out as I was coming undone at the seams, panting heavily. I slumped my head into my arms, suddenly feeling exhausted. Taehyung let his hand fall out of my hair as he pulled out of my, my hips falling onto the bed. Taehyung gently removed the belt from my wrists, then removed the blindfold. I opened my eyes tiredly and looked up at him.

Taehyung smiled at me as he crawled into the bed next to me, pulling me into his arms. I hug onto him tiredly and let my eyes fall close tiredly.