SAFARA'S POV

"Hoy girl ano ba yan?! Nakakahilo ka na!"

"Shut up, Venice!!"

"Okay, okay. Chill. What's the big deal naman kasi kung inaya ka ni Aidan sa date? You should be flattered cause everyone in this campus will definitely be jealous! You want that, right?"

"Want what?!"

"That everyone in this campus will be jealous because Aidan the campus famous wants to date Safara Mori. You."

"And why would I fucking want that?!"

"Because you are Safara Mori. The living soulless bitch. You want everyone to get jealous unless you're not the Safara Mori we all knew.."

"Shut up!" I'm still the old Safara. I'm going to admit na may feelings ako kay Aidan but that feelings will never change who I am now. 

"Friend, it's alright. Walang masama if gusto mo ng magbago. You know, for a change. For sure your lolo will be so proud of you at isa pa, pag nalaman niyang nagbabago ka na, malay mo pabalikin ka na niya sa bahay niyo you'll be going back to the place where you really belong to the old life you deserve." Is going back to that place will be my happiness? 

"But.. The question is, gusto mo pa bang bumalik sa bahay niyo? You know what Safara? Admitting what you truly feel will do no harm. Malay mo.. yun pa yung magdala ng happiness sayo. I know na hindi ka sanay sa mga ganyang bagay. Wala ka namang naging past relationship cause fling is your only thing that's why hindi mo pa ma-figure out yung totoo mong feelings but, think about it, Saf. Sige na, i'll go. Goodluck!" Venice says then leave. Ugh. Do I have the guts to tell Aidan? Shit Safara, you're worst. 

"Hey, sexy back.." Shit.

"What?"

"Nakakalimutan mo ata na may utang ka pa sakin." He said with a smirk. Jerk.

"Magkano ba? Babayaran ko na lang--"

"I don't need your money, Safara. I.want.you." He said with a serious face. Masyadong ginugulo ng lalake na'to ang utak ko. Hindi dapat ako kinakabahan porket ang hot niya sa suot niyang polo shirt. Wala kaming uniform dito that's why kahit anong suot pwede but hindi dapat siya ganyan ka hot! At talaga namang naisip ko pa 'to. Shit Safara keep your head straight!

"Aidan, go to the point. What do you need--"

"You. C'mon Safara it's just a date unless you're thinking of something else.." He says mockingly. Kumag na'to! Hambog talaga. Letche.

"W-what?! Tigilan mo ko! At sa tingin mo sasama ako sayo? No fucking way, Aidan Oxrin!"

"Really? By hook or by crook, Safara, you'll be coming with me.."

"I won't--"

"You will. End of discussion. Tara na! Alam ko namang tuwang-tuwa ka diyan."

"Hambog! Makipag-date ka sa sarili mo!" Sigaw ko sa kanya at akmang tatalikod na ng hinila niya yung braso ko and.. wtf.

"Sus. Yan lang pala magpapatahimik sayo. Haha. Tara na!"

"Uh fuck you, Aidan! The hell baket mo ko hinalikan?!"

"Cause I can. Come." He said sabay hawak sa kamay ko. Fuck. I know, I know hindi ko siya first kiss pero iba yung impact sakin. Shit lang talaga! Naka-ngiti lang siya the whole time we're both walking sa gitna ng campus with all those students na nakatingin samin. At nagawa pa niyang ngumiti walanghiya talaga! Ugggh Aidan!

"San ba tayo pupunta?" I ask pagkarating na pagkarating namin sa Parking Lot.

"Heaven."

"Gago! Wag mo kong ma-heaven heaven diyan!"

"Makamura naman 'to! Totoo nga! Sakay!" Sumakay na ko sa kotse niya kesa naman makipag-away lang ako sa kanya. Masasayang lang ang ganda ko. Stress talaga ang dala ni Aidan sakin kaya nakakapagtaka kung baket ko gusto 'yang hambog na manyak na yan! 

"Don't frown."

"Pake mo?"

"Ang hot. Gwapo naman ang kasama mo kaya sit back and relax." Sabi niya sabay kindat. Wtf baket ang hot niya pag gumaganun?! Literal naman akong napa-nganga ng isa-isa niyang tinatanggal yung mga buttons ng polo shirt niya.

"H-hoy!"

"What?" Inosente niyang tanong.

"Ba't ka.. Aish! Ano ba yang ginagawa mo?!"

"Hahahaha, chill. Mainit kasi." Tinanggal niya din yung suot niyang sando kaya naman fucking shit nakita ko ang washboard abs niya! Shit Safara, ang manyak mo na din kaya naman iniwas ko agad yung tingin ko dahil baka mamaya hindi ako makapag pigil at.. ugh whatever!

"Oh mata mo!" Pang-asar niyang sabi sakin kaya hinampas ko yung braso niya pero siraulong manyak nahawakan agad yung kamay ko sabay hinalikan. Wtf Aidan ginugulo mo talaga ako screw youuuuuu!!

"B-bitawan mo nga ako!"

"Asus. Haha." Agad naman siyang lumapit sakin as in malapit fuck Safara, uso kasing umiwas pero baket ughh!

"Pikit-pikit pa! Kinabit ko lang seatbelt mo. Haha."

"Siraulo!"

"Babae ka ba talaga?" Tanong niya habang pinaandar niya na yung sasakyan niya. He looks hot. Seriously.

"Aidan, with a face like this, no doubt i'm a woman."

"Sus, yabang! Pa-kiss nga!" Biro niya kaya naman hinampas ko na talaga.

"Aray! Joke lang naman ang deffensive!"

"Tigilan mo nga ako! You know what? let me honestly tell you that you are so fucking bipolar and confusing! One minute you hate me then one second later, you like me what the hell is your problem?! If you want to play with me Aidan, fuck off cause you'll surely be going home as a loser so quit your fucking game cause I am so not interested!!" I hissed at him habang hindi mawari yung itsura niya as if he wants to laugh at me or what! Ugh he's  so fucking effin annoying and i'm so pissed!!

"And who the hell told you i'm playing games with you? I'm not Safara. And one more thing, bawasan mo yang pag c-cuss mo at baka halikan kita!"

"And who the hell--"

"I told you. You cuss, i'll kiss you." He kissed me, then that shut me up. 

"Bwisit."

"Oo na. We're here." Sabi niya sabay labas ng kotse hindi man lang magpaka-gentleman bwisit talaga! Bumaba na din ako medyo madilim na rindahil kita na sa langit yung mga stars. It's breathtaking..

"Where are we?"

"My favorite place." He said sabay lapit sa pinaka-dulo ng parang cliff. Yes, wala kami sa isang sosyal at bonggang restaurant, wala kami sa amusement park or whatsoever instead we are here sa isang bangin. 

"B-baka mahulog ka diyan! Isa pa, baket dito tayo? Akala ko ba date?! Don't tell me, may masama kang plano at ihuhulog mo ko diyan? Aidan, i'm going home!" Sabi ko sabay talikod sa kanya wala pa kong planong mamatay!

"Siraulo. Tara nga dito! Hoy!" Sigaw niya kaya naman napahinto ako.

"What? Nakakatakot diyan!"

"Kasama mo naman ako." Sabi niya pagkalapit niya sakin sabay kuha ng kamay ko. Lumapit kami sa pinaka-dulo. Nakakalula. At baket hindi, nasa dulo lang naman kami ng isang bangin. Seriously, this man is creepy.

"Nakakatakot."

"Don't be." Sabi niya sabay ngiti sakin at hawi ng buhok ko dahil sa sobrang lakas ng hangin.

"Ba't ba nandito tayo? Hindi naman dito nag de-date!" Sabi ko sabay tawa naman niya.

"Cause this place is special." Seryoso niyang sabi habang diretsong nakatingin sakin. I'm not use to stuff like this kaya I feel very awkward.

"Why is that?" Tanong ko habang nakatingin sa langit. Ang peaceful kasi. Parang ngayon ko lang na-aprreciate lahat ng 'to.

"Dito kami madalas nila Mama at Papa pero dati lang when she's still alive." Agad akong napatingin sa kanya upon hearing that. I didn't knowna wala na pala ang mom niya.

"I'm sorry.."

"Don't be. Ayos lang naman. Na-miss ko lang 'to. Ngayon na lang kasi ako nakabalik dito."

"If I know, ang dami mo ng babaeng nadala dito--"

"Ikaw pa lang." Sabi niya ng seryoso.

"Ikaw pa lang yung nadadala ko dito. Cause you're someone special."

"Aidan, can you be honest with me?" I ask him at tumango lang naman siya.

"Why of all the sudden, nagiging ganyan ka sakin? You know we're suppose to be fighting and not like this. Don't take me wrong but you're confusing me real hard. I want you to be honest cause I hate lies.."

"I'm always honest with you."

"So can you explain to me kung ba't nagkakaganyan ka?"

"Cause I like you."

xxxx