Heya guys. So um..... I might not be on here that much for a little while. In real life, a lot of things are going on, things that are causing my life to start falling apart. Some of these things are very personal and I wouldn't feel comfortable sharing them. I'm sorry, but I can't control what's going on. Let's just say that because of one bad thing happening to my girl scout troop leader, she's been super dramatic and everything and thinks that her life is one huge sob story. Well she honestly has no idea how badly me and some of my friends have it. One of my friends is depressed and bi, and her mom thinks that being gay is a sickness. One of my friends is slowly losing what makes them happy in life. And me? Well, I know I have depression because of all of the research I did on it, something that I've worked hard on for 3 years is being thrown out the window because one adult is being a drama queen, I'm slowly losing what cheers me up, I can feel my depression and suicidal thoughts taking over, and all of my emotions are all over the place. I'm sorry, but I won't be on that much at all for a while now, not until at least one of my problems is solved. I know some people have it worse than me, but I've always been emotionally weak as well as physically weak. My mind can't take many more reasons to cry myself to sleep.