A/n: I am the author since she's my will to live, I really love Yuyuko Saigyouji. I'm not joking here acutally. she's my angel, she's a heavenly feeling. She's my Waifu and no one can replace her

Y/n POV

I was writing a story for the people who loved touhou, and i finished it

Y/n: And that's the last one, phew i finally done it

I got up and walked to my couch and sat down since i have nothing to do and lied down, i looked at my phone and i drifted to sleep since i have nothing to do

Yuyuko POV

I was walking on hakugyokurou since i have nothing to do, then i tripped and fell to Yukari's gaps, i fell down and i got up to find that i'm in a room, i looked around and i found a boy sleeping on something, i tried to wake him up but no use, i did it again and he started to wake up

Y/n POV

I woke up since someone tried to wake up, wait. I live alone who's trying to wake me up? I looked at the person to see that it's a girl with pink hair, Pink hair? Is that the REAL Yuyuko Saigyouji? She's a girl from Touhou project. She's the one i fell in love with

Y/n: A-Are you Yuyuko Saigyouji?

Yuyuko: How did you know my name?

Now this is hard, how would i explain that she's a fiction character from a fiction world?

Y/n: Well

I took out my phone and searched for her in the internet, i showed it to her and she was shocked

Yuyuko: Wh-What? How did i get famous?

Y/n: Not just you, even the others gone famous too. You're a fictional character living in a fictional world

I saw that she fell to her knees in despair, i went to her and i tried to comfort her

Y/n: Hey you're real now, don't worry. I'm here for you if you need me, i'm really sorry for your sudden realization. 

I hugged her cause of her pain that she's been dealing with

Y/n: I'm so sorry

Yuyuko: It's okay

Y/n: I'm Y/n

Yuyuko: Yeah Y/n, it's okay. Thanks for letting me know that i live in a fictional world Y/n

Y/n: I shouldn't have showed you the truth in here

Yuyuko: No no no, it's okay since i'm starting to like it here actually

Y/n: So Yuyuko, do you want something to eat?

Yuyuko: Wait What!? SOMETHING TO EAT!?

That works somehow

Y/n: I'll let you eat something just don't make a genocide in my fridge

Yuyuko: I won't

Y/n: Liar

Yuyuko: I won't promise

Y/n: Would you?

Yuyuko: I won't kill your fridge okay?

Y/n: Alright

I gave her some food and placed it on the table, she rushed to the table and performed an overkill to her own food

Y/n: Rest in peace full course meal

Yuyuko: Man it's delicious

Y/n: Well, i guess you're done already, i might need to clean it up later on

I took the plates then i washed them on the lavatory while Singing a lyric from a song that i loved

Y/n: So when will this end. It goes on and on. Over and over and over again. Keep spinning around i know that it won't stop. Till I step down from this for good

Yuyuko POV

I listened to Y/n's singing and i listened to him, which i noticed that he's in pain. It's like, he wants to die. If he has a will to live, he would be happier than anything he gets or gives, i wonder what is his reason to live, i tried looking for his will until i went to his room. I tried looking there and i saw a box that said: My will to live, i opened it and i saw: Me, maybe I am his will to live well i am a fictional character to be honest

Yuyuko: He likes me?

I walked back to see that he's sleeping peacefully, i walked to him, i sat down then i grabbed his head for me to scoot under his head for a lap pillow, then i gently placed his head to my lap for a lap pillow, he's so cute and adorable when he sleeps peacefully, i guess i have a thing for Y/n now, since he makes my heart flutter. I smiled at him then i drifted to sleep

On the next day

I woke up and i saw Y/n Staring at me, in which i blushed since he's staring at me actually, i like this feeling. Is this the humans so called it "Love?" Yeah it indeed it is

Y/n: What are you doing?

Yuyuko: Gi-Giving you a proper pillow since you don't have one an-

I looked at him that he's actually feeling comfortable

Yuyuko: What are you doing?

Y/n: Your lap feels amazing, i could have a nice sensation of rest on these lap pillows

I blushed at his compliment

Yuyuko: Th-Thank you Y/n

Y/n: You're welcome

Yuyuko: Do you have something to do actually?

Y/n: Yeah, i have to finish another one of my stories

Y/n POV

I rolled down to the floor and i got up, i walked to the refrigerator to see any food has disappeared lately, nothing changed when i opened the fridge

Y/n: Looks good

I closed it and walked to my workplace, i booted the pc and i opened Wattpad. I continued writing a story for a person who requested the story

A/n: The story is this story to be honest

I started to write the story that someone request. While i was making the story, i stopped for awhile to remember my childhood times

Y/n: The real reason that i knew your name isn't from the games

It gave me a flash of a grave

Y/n: The real reason

It gave me the same flash

Y/n: Is

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath before continuing my story

Y/n: You were my best friend Yuyuko Saigyouji before you died. I fell in love with you, but when i saw the character of you. You remind me of the Yuyuko i know during childhood, you were my will to live

I started to remember the things we did during childhood

Flashbacks during childhood

I was writing a story under the tree since it became my hobby now, it was fun actually, until i felt that someone is behind me. I looked to see a pink-haired girl looking at me

???: Hi there

Y/n: Uh.. Hi?

???: Whatcha doing?

Y/n: I was just writing a story

???: That's so cool, can i see?

Y/n: It's not done yet

???: Once it's done, Can i see?

Y/n: Sure i will, i'm Y/n L/n

???: I'm Yuyuko Saigyouji

Few years later

I was writing a story under the tree again and i'm nearly done cause of the motivation Yuyuko gave me

Yuyuko: Whatcha doin?

Y/n: Same old. Same old

Yuyuko: Writing a story?

Y/n: Yep, do you have something else to do?

Yuyuko: Nope, i just wanna know how you're doing

Y/n: Alright

Few years later

I was waiting for Yuyuko since i fell in love with her and she already came

Yuyuko: I'm here, whatcha needing?

Y/n: I was asking that if, if

Yuyuko: If?

Y/n: Would you like to go out with me?

I was waiting until she replied

Yuyuko: nice confession but i would politely decline

Y/n: Oh. Okay

Yuyuko: I already had a date in mind

Y/n: I wish you two good luck then

Yuyuko: Thanks Y/n

I was depressed that time until that one day

Few years later

I was knocking on her door since Yuyuko was starting to ignore me lately, waiting for a response but there's silence i was waiting until i was getting impatient, i opened the door and what i saw is disturbing and depressing, i saw Yuyuko. My only friend on the ceiling, her body is hanging. She committed suicide, i was crying that time until i saw a paper on the floor, i read it out loud

Y/n: Dear Y/n

I know that you don't want to see me again since i broke your heart, but i shouldn't have done that in the first place. I regretted rejecting your feelings in the first place. My boyfriend found someone else better than me. I want to let you know that I love you Y/n, i love you so much. But i couldn't do it since i'm dead already. I will always be in your heart

Signed: Yuyuko Saigyouji

I cried so hard since i lost Yuyuko, i'm so sorry that i couldn't save you Yuyuko

End Flashbacks

I noticed that tears ran down on my face. I think i'm crying

Y/n: Yuyuko, i'm sorry that i couldn't save you

???: Watcha doin?

I looked back too see Yuyuko on my doorway

Yuyuko: You sure are the same old guy who writes stories again, seriously you need to do something else for once right now

Y/n: Wait does it mean

Yuyuko: I remembered everything now Y/n

Y/n: Yuyuko

Yuyuko: Hey it's okay you big baby

I got up and i rushed to hug her

Yuyuko: Don't you ever leave me again

Y/n: I won't ever leave you again Yuyuko

Yuyuko: What would be the reason then?

Y/n: It's because

You're the Author's No. 1 reason to live

The end