Remaking time for this story (Shima drill is my favorite artist)

Y/n POV

I'm in a middle of a party with my friends. Not a party kind of guy actually, I'm just here cause my friends invited me i might make them cry if i say no. I wouldn't make them sad or worse so i have no choice but to attend the party

Y/n: It's nice to have fun sometimes

I said taking a sip of water, i don't drink nor i smoke since i'm not into those kinds of stuff anyway. I continued looking at the party which it made me jealous, i can endure the envy inside me since it'll make it more worse. Maybe i should go home so i stood up and walked my way outside

F/n: Hey Y/n, where you going?

i stopped walking

Y/n: Home

F/n: I know you're jealous but-

Y/n: I have nothing to do on valentines day

I forgot to mention that it was valentines day since they made that party for valentines

Y/n: I'm going home now

I walked outside heading my way home, removing my normal personality to my true personality. Nobody knew about my true personality, not even my friends knew about this even my scars on my wrists i hide, I always have a problem with myself. I reached home then i opened the door and went inside, i did closed the door before entering my house. I lied down on my sofa and rubbed my head

Y/n: When will my misery end?

Just before i went to rest, i got up and walked to the kitchen to get some milk. Maybe some milk would do the thi- Wait WHOA AHH! I fell into a void filled with eyes, i'm really in panic since i don't know where i'm falling at until it revealed to be a world well a grassy place. I braced for impact and landed roughly

Y/n: Ow. It hurts

I tried to get up- Ow ow ow

???: Do you need help?

Y/n: Yep. It hurts

Someone carried my arm, i looked to that person which it's a girl with black hair and red eyes. I lost trance cause i fell in love with her already. I snapped out of it

Y/n: Where should we go now?

???: to my place. I'll heal you there

Y/n: Thanks um....

Aya: Aya Shameimaru

Y/n: Y/n L/n

Aya: It'll be long when we walk

She suddenly grabbed my waist and we started to fly on the ground

Aya: Just hold tight, oh wait

We're heading to her place after that

Timeskip

I was on her bed resting since it hurts when i try to get up. Aya came back with a tray of meal on her hands

Aya: I hope you're hungry cause i made them just for you

She placed the tray next to me and she sat on the bed

Aya: I wonder what happened actually

Y/n: I fell on the void with eyes actually

Aya: Oh i know that, Many people which they're outsiders said the same thing but different. If i recall that they fell out of a portal filled with eyes, Yukari A.K.A Youkai of boundaries was the cause of those things. What's worse: She also did the same with a guy with a black hair and blue eyes he also have that strange tattoo on the back of his right arm. even his friends joined in this madness. If i also recall that there's two of them, which is a guy wearing reddish brown coat and a banana colored oni. But hey: That problem was solved after that

Y/n: Thanks for telling me the cause or what's going on Aya

Aya: Don't mention it

Y/n: And also thanks for the hospitality

I took the tray and placed it on my lap

Y/n: Time to eat

Aya: Enjoy the food

Timeskip Aya POV

I checked back on Y/n just in case he finished the food. When i opened the door. He's sleeping like a peaceful guy. I took the tray out then i placed them at the table

Aya: Maybe Y/n would stay with me some time cause i think. I fell in love with him it really makes me bubbly

I placed my hands on my cheek thinking about it actually does make me bubbly. I hope he would like this place but i would feel that he wants to go home. I hope he would stay here within few months after that

Few months later

It was just me and Y/n inside of my place. I gave him a room to stay in since he doesn't have any place to stay, i told him that i was a tengu then i told him about this world called gensokyo, and i also bought him clothes just in case if he doesn't have one, but one thing comes on my mind: Should i give him a tour around the human village? He hasn't went there before. Maybe i should give him a tour on the human village

Aya: Hey Y/n

He came out of his room

Y/n: Yeah?

Aya: Wanna go to the human village after this?

Y/n: Sure. I hadn't been there

Aya: Alright

I walked outside then i wait for him to arrive, which he did. I grabbed his waist then i flew my way to the human village

Timeskip

We arrived at the human village and i gave him a tour around the human village, i looked at Y/n which he made a face that he saw something strange

Aya: Hey Y/n

Y/n: Yeah?

Aya: What's wrong?

Y/n: Why is there an ice cream stand?

I looked at the thing he pointed which it was the ice cream shop thingy

Aya: I heard the human village sell some good "Ice cream" For the humans to eat. I couldn't get a taste since my work occupies me really badly. Do you want to go?

Y/n: Sure

We both walked to the ice cream stand and the owner is drinking something on that strange cup when we get there

Aya: Excuse me

???: Hmm?

He looked at us

???: Oh!

He walked to us and he stopped where the ice cream shop is standing

Neiru: Welcome to my ice cream stand, I'm Neiru, the owner of this stand, i give my costumers a good welcoming arms. So what is it can i get for you lovebirds?

I blushed at that word "Lovebirds" I tried to stop my inner bubbly feeling

Neiru: Speaking of lovebirds. I have a good ice cream for lovebirds like you two, it's a strawberry ice cream with red velvet cake in it. It's on the house for lovebirds like you

Y/n: We'll take those please

Neiru: Alright

Timeskip

He gave us the ice cream we wanted

Neiru: Enjoy

We walked away while eating our ice creams after that. Maybe we should come back for more Ice cream later on

Y/n: Where should we go next?

Aya: Maybe we should continue this later. How about that Y/n?

Y/n: I have to agree there. Maybe we should spend the whole day in here

Aya: You want to?

Y/n: Yeah. I haven't spent any time with anyone nor even a girl like you

Aya: We should make that your first time

Y/n: Thanks

Timeskip Y/n POV

Me and Aya spent the whole day in the human village. When it gone night, Aya flew our way home then we landed home, I let Aya go first cause you know what they say: Ladies first. After Aya went in i also went inside, I told Aya that i'll sleep when i'm done with my thing. I walked to the kitchen and i took a knife and unfolded my sleeve which one of my wrists are filled with cuts. I hadn't told Aya about this as well

Y/n: Alright. Time to add more cuts

I sliced my arm to add more cuts while i hissed in pain. Loud enough to wake someone up, I didn't stop there since i couldn't stop

Aya POV

I woke up since someone hissed too loud, maybe it was on the kitchen so i checked the kitchen for the cause of those hissing and i saw Y/n holding a bloddy knife. He looked at me

Aya: Y/n? What are you doing?

Y/n: I'm sorry Aya

I noticed that his wrist is filled with cuts, So that's why he was hiding it. I ran to him and checked his wrist filled with scars

Aya: Why? Why would you do this to yourself?

Y/n: I'm so sorry. I couldn't help but to hate myself Aya. I'm so sorry

I ran to find something to stop his bleeding and i found some clothes i kept, then i ran back to the kitchen and wrapped his scarred wrist

Aya: Why would you do this?

Y/n POV

Y/n: I really hate myself Aya

Aya cupped my cheek with her hand while tears run down on my face

Aya: Don't do this to yourself Y/n. You mean a lot to me

Y/n: Aya-

She suddenly kissed me. I returned the passionate kiss, it lasted for a moment but it felt like forever. We stopped kissing after that

Aya: You mean a lot to me Y/n. Don't do this to yourself. I love you Y/n

Y/n: I-I love you too Aya

We both hugged after that

Few years later

I sat down on the mountains while Aya is next to me. Resting on my shoulder, Thank you Aya. You made me into who i wanted to be, i stopped cutting myself, blaming myself, and scolding myself. Nothing is perfect but you're perfect to me Aya, I rested my head on her head, while looking on the sunset. I love you Aya

The end