I ran five miles in cross country today. Yeah BOI.

Okay, y'all wanna know how fast I used to be?

Two years ago, I was faster than the current fastest girl on the team right now.

She runs around 20:45-21:00ish minutes...

I used to run below 20:20. Mostly around just 20 minutes for a 5K race.

It's about three miles.

Damn, I was hella fast back then. Now I run 23 minutes.

It's actually kinda sad because nobody knew how fast I was, everyone praises the current top runners.

My goal for my meet on Saturday is 22:30, let's go BOI.

I'm actually gonna straighten my hair tomorrow. YUUUUSSS. After two weeks, I've finally decided to let my hair down and just DO IT.

Today bae was wearing a long sleeved navy blue cotton Seahawks shirt. With some blue jeans. Some white vans and white nike basketball socks.

lol, about 75% of our outfits were twinning today, I was just wearing a white Oregon basketball tournament tshirt.

I honestly love my red days, I literally love every class. It's so weird, actually LIKING MY CLASSES.

Red days go by way too fast. The only class I don't like is chemistry, but it's a lot better this year than last year.

I think I might actually...ENJOY going to school.

I still despite and hate the homework though. I just like my classes that's all.

Today in college prep, we just had studying and doing homework quietly, so I was working on my Hamlet paper.

Btw, in English we got a choice between writing a paper or being in a seminar. Ben chose the seminar, I chose the paper.

I'm pretty sure he knew I'd choose writing a paper because I SUCK at seminars.

So the classroom I'm in and the one next to it has a tiny middle room for random shit, and there's really old crappy Apple laptops available for us to use. They run out of battery SUPER FAST. Like, faster than my iPhone 4s.

Ben grabs a laptop and sits in his seat, and after a few minutes he asks our teacher to borrow a charger.

There's plenty of outlets in the fucking room, just to let you know.

There's about 8 tables in the room, and each table has two chairs. I'm in the back middle like I've said in the last, and I sit on the right side. There's a table super close on my right and a table on the left side.

Ben decides to sit at the table RIGHT NEXT TO ME.

UUUUGH.

There's outlets EVERYWHERE in the room, and he used the one that's behind me.

Boi, I'm tryna do my Shakespeare. I can't have your hotness distracting me.

Huuuuuuhhh.

I'm used to just always looking at his back.

The clock is right above the door on the right, so I had to hold myself back from looking at it occasionally. I just checked my phone.

Time goes so fast when you're next to bae.

I did a little cheat by how I was sitting •3•

So I turned my body SLIIIIGHTLY towards the right so when I was writing my Shakespearen notes, I could see bae super easily while looking at my paper.

I mean, I naturally turn towards the right when I write, so it wasn't awkward.

Bless that he doesn't chew his gum like stuck up people at my school. I have pretty good hearing, but when it comes to chewing I can hear it TOO WELL because I absolutely HATE chewing noises.

Btw, I found out that it's actually a mental disorder if you feel like you wanna punch the person who's chewing and you can hear it. I now have another disorder.

Hey guys, can I post my Hamlet paper here for you guys to read and help me with? :3 I'm supposed to write about 650-750 words as a minimal, so next week I'll post it here so y'all can help me.

Anyways, Ben was working on the seminar shit. He only popped his gum three times, and it wasn't a huge bubble. It was just a tiny pop, and I'm still thanking Arceus he chews like a gentlemen.

Loud chewing is a turn off for me :3

Also biting nails. Never seen him do it. Bless. Yes. YAS.

A lot of the times I was writing, I could TELL that he glanced at me. Sometimes it was just obvious dude. When I got bored and started drawing something on my paper, I kinda turned my head facing the right naturally, and it was funny cause e started running his hand through his hair a few times.

Stahp being such a God.

Like damn fam.

So after he was done with the computer, I assumed he was going to sit back in his regular seat in the front by his best friend Gav.

In my mind I'm mentally thinking "Goodbye...never gonna happen bae.."

There's about fifteen minutes of class when he puts it away.

Walks back in, but I think he starts walking towards the door.

Well, I'm wrong again.

He sits back down in that seat for NO REASON. Like, there's absolutely no reason for him to be back there cause he's not charging a laptop.

I'm sorry that I'm so fabulous. Like damn, don't need to make it so obvious.

HEY!! My mom literally just randomly gave me a white chocolate macadamia nut cookie. Right after I finished the last few sentences, she's like "Hey, I got a cookie at work? Want it?"

Hell yes mother, MVP for life.

Lol. Love my mom.

I forgot to say, last Saturday was my dads birthday and I couldn't even be there cause of the meet in Oregon.

BOI.

He did an interview for a full-time job at where he works today, please keep him in your prayers that he'll get it. It'll help with our finances SO MUCH. Thanks so much guys, love you all <3

Back to NGHB...

Yeah, he's just chilling, checking on his phone and shit. Probably on Twitter.

He changed his background pic to this awesome view of Seattle. I love it.

If you follow me on Twitter, I bet you can guess which one he is out of the people I follow :3

Remember this when you're looking: Ben & the "DUFFINATER", you'll guess pretty easily.

Guys, I want my hair to be straight tomorrow, but I don't have the motivation. I already blow-dried it straight, so I gotta do it. Someone help me motivate myself to do it.

My only motivation is to do it for bae. He always pays more attention to me when I'm more dressed up :3

Since I've been scrubbing for two whole weeks, I gotta at least pull one day through by having my hair down straight.

I just don't wanna do the werk.

Werk it.

Someone motivate me. Ugh.

At least tomorrow's a late start so I can get my Starbucks. YAS.