So for my 1st period class I'm a T.A for a communications class, which is basically a free period to study and stuff. There's me, three freshman, and three other seniors who aren't going to be here after today because the next two days are their last regular days of school.

Today was my turn to deliver notes, detentions and stuff to different classes, you know for students but you just give it to the teacher.

Oh god, I had to give it to the teacher who's class had Ben in it. Ugh. Awkward. A few months ago he switched out of my 5th period trig class to 1st period trig class, so my hands were like, flippin SHAKING.

You know when you feel someone's eyes on you cause you can see them from your side vision whatever it's called? Yeah, I almost died.

I was honestly scared I was gonna trip over someone's backpack.

I swear when school gets out I hope I forget about him. GAWD.

See, now I know another thing about him and where he fucking sits in that class.

I seriously can't wait for summer because I'm sick of liking someone. I don't even follow him on Twitter or anything, I just see him at school so there's literally no way for me to ignore him.

Ew.

I've only told my closest friends that I like him, so I'm positive he doesn't know. Like, 100% positive.

I really want my vacation right now.