I'm in the most saltiest mood right now.

My mom literally CHOPPED OFF SO MUCH OF MY HAIR. FUCK.

She did tell me she was going to cut more of my hair because I'm doing senior pictures this week, but OH MY GOD WTF. MY HAIR ISN'T LONG. It's medium length now and I hate it.

God damn it.

A few months ago my hair was only a few inches from my waist, now it's a couple-few inches past my SHOULDERS.

I feel so ugly. I do NOT look good with hair this short.

I seriously gonna cry.

I know hair grows out, but mine grows so slow, it took like 9 months for me to grow out my hair cause I had to keep trimming the split ends.

My goal was to actually have long hair for my senior pictures, not medium-short length.

Screw my life, senior pictures don't even matter to me anymore even though I've been planning forever.

I know, it's a stupid thing to cry about but senior pictures are a once in a lifetime chance to tell your school you're not just an ugly loner, but a decent looking loner.

I'm crying even more cause it's so stupid to cry about.

Guess my senior year in high schools gonna suck.