" I know how it feels to be heartbroken. I know that all you want to do is to text him and tell him that you're okay with him being this way, even if you're actually not. I know that you just want to forgive him for everything and tell him to come over, just to spend some more time with him. You know deep down that this isn't love. That he doesn't love you the way that you want to be loved. You're too obsessed with him to see your own value and to see that it's not supposed to be this way, not at all. You shouldn't be the one apologizing if you deep down know that you did nothing wrong and he just put the blame on you to feel better about himself, like he always does. I know that you want to text him. And all your friends is calling you stupid and they are getting mad because you still want to be with him, even though he did all that and hurt you bad. And you feel alone, you feel so alone and it makes you want to scream, and you are screaming, your heart is screaming. Scream, just don't text him. I know that it is so fucking hard to act cold and to hold back. But that's what is best for you. If he texts you, I'm begging you to try and not answer. Or at least be cold. He doesn't deserve you darling, and I just wish for you to realize it soon. I'm good now and so will you be."
- helovedmebutnotenough