destiny
Rain fell over Bangkok like a familiar song that droned all day. Wednesday noon, the sky was dull and the library windows beaded with water. Chao Phraya Reads, usually bustling, was strangely quiet. No chairs scraping, no pages flipping, no whispers of "keep it down." Lena sat behind the counter, thumb rubbing the inside of her right wrist where two messy words looked as if someone had dragged a marker across her skin and left it there: "Nonsense!"
People called it an "opening line mark," the first sentence your destined person would say to you. Her friends had decent ones: "Hello," "What a lovely smile," "Can you help me with directions." Lena's was two rude words. At twenty-five, she still had not met anyone who would open their mouth just to insult her. She smirked. If it ever happened, they would probably argue themselves to exhaustion.
The ceiling fan turned lazily. The smell of old paper rose up, with that damp, pleasant note rain leaves behind.
THUD!
A thick book slammed onto the counter. Lena jumped, pen clattering on the wood.
In front of her stood a tall girl with broad shoulders in a pale blue McChai uniform, hair pulled high, rain on her cheekbones. Dark eyes looked straight at Lena, cold as stone. Her voice came out clean and sharp.
"Nonsense."
The world stopped for one beat. Lena's wrist flared hot, as if someone had lit a match under her skin.
The girl sighed. "Can you please do your job? I waited at the desk for five minutes. This is a library. You work here. This is a book." She tugged at the rain-spotted paperback of Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. "Check it out and stamp it. That's all."
Lena's mouth opened. No sound. She looked up, looked down, and looked at the stranger's left wrist, half hidden under a watch. Then she remembered to breathe. "Sorry." She stamped "BORROWED" on the card, her hand shaking enough to make the print lean. "Under... Ms. Miu?"
The girl blinked. Something flashed in her eyes, then she glanced at the name tag pinned crooked on her chest: Miu N. She breathed through her nose. "Right. Due back on... never mind, you don't need to remind me. I know."
Lena slid the book across. Miu held it to her chest like a life preserver. The smell of rain and fryer oil mixed with the old paper that drifted between them.
"Thanks," Miu added, softer.
She turned away. Wet shoes made faint splashing sounds on the floor.
Lena watched the slightly braced set of her shoulders, the raindrops sliding down her heels. Her heart pounded like an electronic beat had poked it awake. She reached out and pressed the bell.
Ding!
Miu stopped, turned halfway, raised an eyebrow. "What?"
Lena drew a breath. "You are... twenty-five years late, Miu."
Miu stood still. Her gaze dropped to Lena's wrist. The words "Nonsense" stared back at her. She tugged her watchband down to show a faint line of ink surfacing under her own skin, as if someone were writing from beneath it: "You are twenty-five years late." The letters slanted a little, as if they had run out of someone's chest.
They looked at each other. The corner of Miu's mouth twitched.
"Yeah," Miu said. "Late is still better than never."
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After that, the doorbell's "ding" every afternoon meant Miu had arrived. Pale blue uniform, neat ponytail, a cap tucked loosely behind her backpack. She always brought milk tea from her shop, set it on the counter, and said, "For the librarian." At first Lena refused. Miu said, "If you don't drink it, I'll pour it out." So Lena drank. It was sweeter than she liked, but somehow that sweetness made the afternoons easier.
"Are you always this cool and distant?" Miu asked once, chin propped on her hand, watching Lena label books.
"No." Lena paused. "I just don't talk much. And this place is quiet."
"So quiet it feels godless," Miu pouted. "My place is loud enough to give you a headache."
"What shift do you work?"
"Rotating, but I keep landing on nights." Miu rolled her eyes. "At night every kind of crush shows up. One guy wrote his phone number on the receipt and said, 'The food is as good as your smile.' I told him 'nonsense' right at the counter to save us both the embarrassment."
"Well." Lena's mouth curved. "So 'nonsense' is your signature line."
Miu raised her hands. "The universe chose it. I didn't." She gave a theatrical sigh, though the dimple at her right cheek still showed when she smiled. "What about yours, how did my sentence appear on your wrist?"
"Probably the universe heard you say 'nonsense' and decided it matched."
"No," Miu said, half joking, half not. "Probably the universe knew you needed someone brave enough to poke a hole in your silence."
Lena did not argue. With one light sentence, Miu had hit the soft spot. That day, Lena mislabeled three books. Each time, Miu tilted her head and snickered, "Pretty girl, but nervous."
"Pretty... what?" Lena froze.
"Bookish pretty," Miu said without blinking.
They found a rhythm. Miu came in and took the table near the counter, borrowed a book, grumbled about difficult customers, laughed about some neighbor's story, then read in quiet. Lena worked, and now and then she looked up to see Miu frowning at a line or dozing off on a page, hair falling across her brow.
On sunny days, Miu brought ice cream and said, "Eat before it melts." On rainy days, she brought tissues and said, "Wipe the windows, the water marks are ugly." Lena began to understand. "Nonsense" was not rudeness. It was Miu's shield. Under the shield was a heart that embarrassed easily, charmed easily, and tired easily.
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One evening Miu arrived later than usual. Her uniform was streaked with oil, hair messy, eyes bruised with sleeplessness. She set a cup of milk tea on the counter and exhaled like she had run a marathon. "Today was as unlucky as a July storm."
"What happened?" Lena pulled a chair out. "Sit."
"A new manager who is painfully strict. Customers calling back three times to change toppings. A kid in my shift crying, so I had to calm her down." Miu let it all spill, then winced. "Sorry, I forgot this is a library."
"It's fine." Lena pointed at the distant "Please Keep Quiet" sign. "As long as you don't yell."
"Do you... hate me?" Miu blinked, suddenly.
"Why would I?"
"I'm loud."
Lena listened for a beat, the rain tapping like water warming in a kettle. Then she shook her head. "No. I like the way you bring noise to the right places."
Miu looked at her. The library's yellow lights suddenly seemed lovelier than usual. She rested her chin in her hand, smiling, the dimple showing. "Alright. I'll be even louder."
"Don't challenge me," Lena said with mock sternness. They both laughed, at the same time.
At closing, Lena walked Miu to the awning. It was still raining, the sidewalk slick. Miu held her cap over Lena's head. "Careful, you'll slip." She pulled her hand back and cleared her throat. "I'll bring cake tomorrow."
"What cake?"
"The one I owe you since the day I met my destiny."
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The next day, Miu arrived with a warm paper bag. Banana bread. Lena took her first bite and her eyes widened. Moist, fragrant, not too sweet. Miu sat across from her, watching her eat, trying not to grin like a student waiting for a grade.
"Good," Lena nodded.
"What kind of good?"
"The kind that makes you want to hug the pan when you finish."
Miu burst out laughing. "You can hug me instead."
Silence fell for a beat. Lena coughed and took a sip of tea. Miu bit her lip, fumbled in her bag, and pulled out a small notebook. "I wrote the recipe down in case you want to try. It might make slow days less boring."
"Not boring," Lena said. "With you here, it's not boring."
Neither of them looked directly at the other after that, but both of them smiled. Outside, the rain stopped. Sunlight after rain dropped in fat strips onto the threshold.
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Rumors floated around campus faster than the air-conditioning. "The librarian and the girl in the blue uniform make a cute couple." They did not confirm or deny. Anyone observant enough to notice the two wrists, each with a line of words, simply nodded. The universe had not made a mistake.
Not everything smoothed out like frosting on a cake. After a few weeks, Miu started asking to come late, and some days she did not come at all. Her messages were curt. "Shift got extended." "Manager is doing inventory." "Tired."
Lena texted back. "Sleep." "Don't forget dinner." "Let me bring porridge."
Miu replied. "No need." "Okay." "Nonsense."
Lena sat behind the counter, watched the door, breathed the scent of old pages, and thought about hands that scooped ice, fried chicken, wiped tables, carried trays. She realized she was afraid. Not of the distance between one counter and another, but of the distance between two people: one nested in quiet, the other surviving in noise.
That night, she went to McChai. Miu was behind the counter, hair tied tight, no makeup, eyes tired. Lena did not order. She just stood at the glass and looked. Miu caught her, froze for a second, then smiled, weary. She wrote on a lid with a marker: "Wait." She lifted it and wiggled it. Lena nodded.
When the shift ended, Miu came out and handed her a milk tea. "For you. Less sugar."
Lena took it, holding it like a paper note. "Don't disappear on me like this."
"I'm not disappearing," Miu said. The night wind blew her hair aside. "I'm just... tired. I was afraid if you walked in, I would cry."
"Then cry," Lena said, calm in a way that surprised even herself. "The library has tissues. I have arms."
Miu laughed, eyes clear. "Why are you saying something so sweet, librarian?"
"I'm learning to be sweet," Lena said slowly. "Because destiny gave me a champion cusser."
Miu's laugh broke into real sound, then stopped as she looked at Lena for a long time. "You know, sometimes I hate these wrist lines."
"Why?"
"They make people think the answer is prewritten," Miu said quietly, "like you don't have to try. I don't want to love someone just because the words on my skin said so."
"Then don't," Lena said, eyes steady on her. "Love the person, not the letters. Let the letters be a marker for when you get lost."
Miu exhaled, long. "I'm not lost."
"I know," Lena smiled. "I know."
They sat on the steps, sipping tea, watching people come and go. The rain held back and the air was cool. Motorbikes streaked by, trailing ribbons of light. Miu told the story of a customer who tipped double because she soothed a crying child. Lena told the story of an old man who returned a book five days early because he read faster than he expected. In the middle of those small things, Miu said softly, "You're the first person I've met who can stay still without being silent."
"And you," Lena answered, "are the first loud one who isn't empty."
"Empty?"
"Empty in my head," Lena smiled. "The kind of noise that means nothing. You're the right kind."
"Nonsense," Miu said playfully, but her hand had already found Lena's on the stone step, touched it, then rested there.
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A month later, the strangest thing happened, strange in exactly the way people whispered about. A second line appeared.
That morning, Lena was shelving books when her left wrist began to prickle, like ants marching under the skin. She pushed up her sleeve. A fine line of ink surfaced, tracing the path of a vein. She laughed to herself, blushed to herself, and looked around to make sure no one had seen it. No one had. She sent Miu a photo of her wrist without any caption.
Miu read it behind the McChai counter, smiling and cursing the sky for making her heart beat like an ancient drum. She tugged up her own sleeve and found a new word: "Okay."
Miu took a marker and wrote on a lid, "Tonight." Then she sent Lena a photo.
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That night the library was about to close. Miu stood in the Literature aisle with a novel she had borrowed three times and never finished because she kept "watching someone borrow books." Lena walked toward her and dimmed the rows of lights until only the strip above them stayed on.
"Did you finish it?" Lena asked.
"No," Miu said, eyes locked on hers. "But I finished something else."
"What?"
Miu hesitated. "Learning how to speak softly."
Lena laughed. "Show me."
Miu breathed in and stepped closer by half a pace. "Hush." She set her palm on Lena's cheek and stroked behind her ear with her thumb. "Let me kiss you."
Lena did not say "okay." She did it. The first kiss was a touch, the next was a hold, and the next after that was the answer to all the quiet library hours and the noisy food-shop shifts that had pulled them to one point. They stood between A and B, beside the hardbacks, where old paper mingled with the vanilla shampoo in Miu's hair.
"Hey, you two!" the guard called from the door. "Closing time!"
Miu drew back, though their foreheads stayed together. She exhaled and laughed. "Nonsense yet?"
"Nonsense," Lena nodded, "and right."
They walked each other to the counter. Miu rang the bell once because she was happy. Lena rang it again for no reason at all. The bell laughed along.
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After they fell in love, the world did not rain less, and it did not grow quieter. They learned to walk through rain with an umbrella and through noise with each other. On some nights, Miu was exhausted. Lena would sit in a hidden corner of the shop and write on a cup lid, "Eat." Miu would draw a lopsided heart and answer, "After shift."
On some days, Lena was annoyed at students for returning books late. Miu would bring banana bread and say, "Eat this, it's sweet enough to forgive." Lena would grumble, "Don't bribe me," and still finish the slice.
Their first fight was over something tiny. Miu called during a rush. Lena hung up in a hurry because she was helping an elderly patron. Miu was mad and texted, "You always put work first." Lena went still. They met on the shop steps. Miu arrived with flour on her hands. Lena arrived smelling like paper. They sat without speaking for a while.
"I'm sorry," Lena said first. "My reflex is to prioritize whoever needs help."
"I know," Miu said, staring at her shoes. "I'm just scared. Calm people always know how to give. I'm scared I'm only noise. Not worth anyone's priority."
Lena turned fully and took Miu's hand, placing it over her heart. "Here. My priority is this beat staying steady. It is most steady when you're here."
Miu looked up. "You keep saying things that make me want to cry."
"Cry," Lena said, repeating herself from before. Miu laughed through a tear. The fight was over.
⸻
A year later, they moved in together. A small apartment on the seventh floor, with a view of traffic crawling like ants. In the kitchen, a little bookshelf stood by the oven, filled with novels Miu had not finished because she "read the word 'Lena' on every page." On the wall by the dining table hung two frames. One showed two hands side by side, each wrist with its words. The other was the library door in the rain with a band of yellow light.
On their first night in the new home, Miu set the table and placed a dish of banana bread, glazed with a thin layer of brown sugar. Lena brewed black tea. They turned on the warm light and cracked the window, letting the city play like a soundtrack.
Miu stood, rounded the table, and kissed Lena's forehead. "Thank you for ringing the bell that day."
"Thank you for saying 'nonsense' that day," Lena said, pulling Miu onto her chair to sit in her lap, exactly where she fit.
"Do you think," Miu asked, looking at her wrist where "You are twenty-five years late" had already faded a little, "that if we didn't have the words, we would still have met?"
"Yes," Lena said without hesitation. "Because you would have been the only person to slam a book hard enough on the counter to wake me up on a rainy day."
Miu laughed. "So I was that rude?"
"Rude enough for the universe to hear," Lena said, winking.
They ate cake. It tasted better than ever, maybe because this kitchen already smelled like home. When they washed the dishes, Miu splashed water at Lena. Lena pretended to be mad and chased her around the table, until Miu caught her and they collapsed in laughter. At last they sat on the floor with their backs against the wall.
"Lena," Miu said, voice growing small. "I love you."
"I love you," Lena answered.
Outside, the rain had stopped. Streetlights drew thin gold lines across the wall. On their wrists, the words that had once turned an ordinary day into something absurd and adventurous were still there, a marker, not a chain.
"Truly nonsense," Miu whispered, resting her head on Lena's shoulder.
"Nonsense that's right," Lena said.
Miu nodded and closed her eyes. "The right person."
Lena wove their fingers together and pulled a thin blanket over both of them. Traffic noise faded, their breathing drew close. On the table, half a loaf of banana bread cooled, fragrant like a simple promise. And in the small seventh-floor apartment, two people no longer needed any words at all to know that fate, foul-mouthed or not, had led them home.
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