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"Jimin, I'm sorry!", you ran after him but his steps were very quick.
"Why didn't you tell me? I am so confused... I don't know what to think please leave me alone now.", he said continuing on walking.
"Wait, Jimin! Let me explain, now, please!", you screamed after him and he listened to you. He stopped, waiting for you to reach him.
"Jimin...", you began feeling your whole body shiver, "I am... The worst I know. I really wanted to try it with you but he suddenly appeared and shook up my heart.. I didn't realise that I can't seem to move on, no matter how hard I try. No matter what a good boyfriend you are. And you are! Well, were... You've always been there for me and you gave me every reason to fall for you but somehow... I just couldn't. Jimin!", you reached to him. He had sunken his head and seemed to cry. You hated yourself so much right now but you couldn't do anything. Finally you had said the truth, the truth Jimin had deserved all along.
"Jimin, I'm so sorry. You deserve someone so much better. I'm the biggest shit.", you leaned your head on his shoulder and like that you stood for a while. Crying together.
He nodded after a while and looked at you. His eyes were red and his cheeks puffy.
"I'm sorry for you too. And I hope the best for you. You're not the biggest shit, he is. Not seeing what beautiful girl he's missing out."
"No, Jimin!", you sobbed even more but now got Jimin's support because he was holding you up. Preventing you from falling down again.
"I mean it. Should I bring you home?", he stroked over your hair being so gentle. His voice was a little shaky too but the fact that he tried his hardest to pretend it's okay was destroying you. The reason he wanted to seem okay was so that you wouldn't feel that bad but this actually made you feel worse. To know you hurt a guy who deserved nothing but the perfect girlfriend. And you had used him to get over your ex. How could you ever forgive yourself for that?
"It's okay I can do it.", a raspy voice suddenly appeared from behind.
Jimin's grip tightened immediately.
"Go back having sex with your girlfriend in public!", Jimin hissed at Taehyung.
Taehyung's reply was a simple sigh and probably rolling his eyes. You couldn't see but that's what he would usually do, roll his eyes.
"I rather want to bring my ex girlfriend home.", he grabbed you by your wrist and pulled you over his shoulder causing you to squeak.
Jimin stood right in front of Taehyung commanding him to let you down but Taehyung didn't listen.
"Please, get out of my way.", Taehyung said quietly.
"Do you think you can come back and simply do whatever you want? Break her heart and then come back and expect her to have forgiven you? Did you come back because you realised you could use advantage of her? You know that she doesn't deserve you, right?", Jimin said very angrily. This was the first time you heard Jimin getting that angry.
"Well she doesn't deserve you either after what she has done so I think we suit each other in a way since we're the 'evil' partners.", Taehyung snapped at Jimin.
You tried to get off Taehyung but he tightened his grip. Taehyung was crossing the line. And Jimin thought the same since he stepped closer and threatened to become violent just when Wendy appeared.
"Boys, boys! What's going on?", she raised her eyebrows at Taehyung.
The action was still happening behind your back, which made you feel nervous.
"Taehyung what do you think you're doing?", Wendy probably pointed at you.
"I want to bring her home and talk to her.", he said suddenly sounding very calm.
"Okay then go-", Wendy was interrupted by Jimin.
"No! He shouldn't talk to her anymore, he's simply using the benefits of her not being over this ass! Taehyung the only thing you should do right now is fuck off!", Jimin was stepping closer again but Wendy held him back.
"Come on Jimin, I think you also had a bit of alcohol tonight. Let's go.", Wendy dragged his shirt, trying to make him walk.
"I'm completely sober.", you heard Jimin mumbling but Taehyung had already started walking. Walking quickly.
This situation was weird. If it was the alcohol or you being tired you didn't know but somehow you couldn't realise what was going on. After a while you felt nausea coming up and your position on Taehyung's shoulder wasn't helping
"I have two feet Taehyung.", you moaned feeling dizzy.
"So?", he kept on walking his arm tightly around your waist which was on his shoulder.
"If you continue on walking like this I'm afraid I'll have to vomit. And the vomit will land on your back."
Abruptly he stopped and finally let you down. Quickly he grabbed your hand and continued on walking.
"Where are you bringing me?", you finally said.
"To my place.", he answered.
"No, I want to go home!"
"You'll stay at my place tonight!"
"No!", you stood still.
"Want me to lift you up again?"
"No!"
"Then walk.", he said starting to walk again and pulling you with him.
He had moved. The new apartment seemed a bit smaller but was still big enough for a person to live in. As you stepped in Taehyung went straight to the kitchen filling you up a glass of water. He lead you to the living room and told you to sit down.
Slowly you drank the water while Taehyung was doing something in the bedroom. After a few minutes he came back with clothes in his hands. Luckily they weren't female clothes /Krystal's clothes but his. He put them beside you to make you understand they were for you. You sipped on your water continously until Taehyung sat down.
"Did you break up with him?", his voice was low.
You nodded. Taehyung got quiet and seemed to think about something.
"How much did you hear?", you asked after putting the glass away.
"Enough.", he mumbled.
"What does 'enough' mean?"
"Everything."
Your eyes widened and you looked at him for the first time you had entered this apartment. He looked away quickly, to the floor.
"W-what everything?"
"You still love me.", he looked up and your eyes got teary again.
Now he knew it. Somehow you wanted him to know but on the other side you didn't. You were completely vulnerable again now and you were scared of the advantages he would take. Again.
Instead of replying you laid down and took the pillows into your arms. Right now you preferred silence and loneliness. That's what you were used to. That was the territory you had learned to feel comfortable by now.
Taehyung didn't say anything either. Instead he laid besides you and put his arms closely around your stomach, pulling him towards you.
"Why are you doing this?", you sobbed into his pillow.
"I missed this.", he almost whispered into your ear.
You turned around to face him. Were yoo too drunk or were you starting to hallucinate? Was this a dream? Taehyung couldn't have just said that.
You were facing him, your faces only inches apart. Should you ask him? Your confused expression probably showed him already that you were wondering if he really meant what he just had said.
"Remember... I said actions speak louder than words right?", he mumbled. His warm breath was touching your face.
You nodded causing him to smile. He tightened his grip and slowly moved closer, closing the gap between your lips. And then you felt it again. These million explosions caused by his simple touch. His soft lips kissing yours again. As a response you put your hands around his neck, allowing him to come even closer. He licked your lip, asking for access and you happily gave him what he wanted.
It was the world you had talked about. This different world Taehyung always managed to get you in. A world filled with fairies, flowers and happiness. Full of rainbows and hope, your paradise.
With his strong arms Taehyung lifted you up, bringing you to his bed. He laid down on you and started kissing all over your body.
"Is this a mistake?", you asked with your short breathing. You were rather thinking out loud, scared of what was about to happen and its aftermath.
He stopped kissing and looked up at you. His eyes were unreadable and for a second you were scared what he was about to do. He got closer to you again and pecked your lips softly.
"No. Not if we both want it. Do you want it?"
His eyes had that sparkle again and somehow he felt like being yours again. You put your hands on his cheeks smiling at him. He replied the smile but still waited for your answer. There was nothing to think about. You wanted it, so you nodded. This made him smile his beautiful rectangular smile again and caused him to give you a million kisses.
"I've been wanting this too.", he mumbled before continuing to make love to you.
You woke up in his arms. Yes you were wasted but when he had asked you whether you wanted it or not you were completely in your senses. Of course you didn't regret it and as soon as you felt his arms around you, you put yours on his.
Even though you didn't regret it you were scared. What about him? No matter how much you wished for it, he was still together with Krystal so he probably would send you out as soon as he woke up.
Just as you had finished that thought you felt Taehyung moving. You looked up to see him yawning. It made you smile a little but as you felt his arms tightening around you, you got scared. What if the thought you're Krystal?
He looked down to you but when he smiled his rectangular smile all your worries were forgotten. He put a kiss on your forehead and buried his head into your shoulder.
"Good morning.", he said while playing with your fingers.
"Good morning.", you smiled not being able to belive what was happening.
"We totally missed out on uni today. It's 12 pm already. Should we go for the last two hours?", he asked you.
"Hmmm..", you pretended to think about it making the two of you laugh.
"Just in case you're not sure and can't decide... I have a better idea of what we could do."
You turned around to see him better and was greeted by his smirk. It made you laugh and bury your head into his chest. It almost felt like back in the days when you were together. Or what does almost mean... It actually felt like it. It felt like you two were again together. You put your hand on the skin under which his heart was pounding. It was pounding quite fast and Taehyung was surprised by your action. But he put his hand on yours and with the other hand he lifted your face up.
You two didn't say anything, instead you just looked at each other, smiling. He leaned in to kiss you again.
Just as he had said, actions speak louder than words.
Author's note:
LOOOOL I guess that came unexpected.
This chapter was a bit longer and the next few ones are a bit longer too, I try to make each of them exciting so I hope you like it!!
Btw I re-read the first few chapters and discovered fatal errors such as typing mistakes or grammar mistakes that's because I usually don't edit but I'll try to look out for it more in the future.
As always thank you SO MUCH for reading, voting & commenting (the comments make my life). I feel so thankful that you enjoy the stuff I write!!~
Have a nice day everyone!! ♡
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