Yes I'm alive and yes this is still a thing

So anyways, as a kid, the song Fireflies from Owl City would always play ob the radio when I was in the car on Tuesday evening after volleyball practise

I don't know why, but always like a few minutes after I got into the car, they'd play the song

And since the first time I heard it, it made me nauseous

It made me feel like I had to throw up

Which isn't ideal

I don't exactly know why? All I know is that I associated the song with that chocolate factory movie, of which I once saw a few scenes and I felt like throwing up

The movie and the song have nothing to do with each other, but yet ???

But yea so the thought of the movie made me feel like throwing up and after a while so did the song

And since then I have refused to ever listen to Fireflies again and hate it forever

And then it became a meme

Which was great, just wonderful

So every now and then I'd hear the opening, but yea since I'm not a kid anymore (haha funny joke) it never made me feel nauseous again

But I still refused to like it

I decided to hate it forever

Now here's the problem

It's quite a good song

So yea

I just listened to a minecraft youtuber (slimecicle) sing it and now i wanna listen to it again

Because it's a good song

But inner me tells me to hate it

Conflicted

I hate it but it's a good song

But I still hate it

And I always will

I don't make the rules, small me did