(AN: My suicidal thoughts and other things just as bad.)

Have you ever felt the need to just stop? To just give up and take the easy way out? I did multiple times I felt like doing so many things. I always thought when I did those things people would be happy. I mean I give no benefit to society I'm fat I get average grades and mostly just play games. I became so engrossed in my thoughts that I hid myself in this world we call the internet. I hid behind the persona known as Shinsei Hono. Why? Because I can never do anything amazing as he can. Their are many things I think about especially after my Dads death. Ahhh who am I kidding no one will probably read this.