So, one of my darling friend's (@crawlout) has challenged me to share my bad habits/flaws with y'all.

Probably thought I'd be too scared to do it or something - I AIN'T AFRAID. XD

We all have our habits and imperfections, everyone does, it's never anything to be ashamed of.

So without any further babble, here are mine;

1: I am short-tempered. 

2: I don't know how to hold babies, I stiffen the second anyone puts one of those things in my arms.

3: I smoke under stress, not something I'd recommend btw, it's a waste of your cash.

4: I don't think I could go a full day without swearing - I'd probably explode if I tried it.

5: I'm overly clean; I hate grunge building up even slightly on my body, I hate dirty plates being left on the side, I hate people coughing and sneezing (especially sneezing) near me and I really hate when somebody spills coffee on the floor and doesn't clean it up - when I step in that sticky shit, it really pisses me off. I genuinely just don't like dirt or germs.

6: I'd rather listen to music than have somebody speak to me.

7: I hate phone calls, I'll ignore them mostly unless they're from my mother or sister.

8: I'm sensitive to topics of cheating. Ironic considering I've written a few stories where there's cheating involved. But yeah, past experiences have left me a little vulnerable to that topic, I admittedly have avoided reading stories once I've learnt that there's cheating involved. (I'm fragile, I know, I shut up.)

9: I have sensitive teeth and I know some fucker is gonna be like "lololol that's cause you're british" now first of all, fuck you. XD But yeah, I have to brush my teeth with at least three different toothpastes every day just to ensure my teeth won't start aching like mad at random. But at least they're pearly white.

10: I get random waves of depression and anxiety so my mood and personality seemingly changes a lot at random, I've been asked if I'm bipolar many times and nah, I'm not. I don't think. Sometimes I just have episodes and I can't do anything about them except wait for the storm to pass. 

11: I'm a very jealous person and it's really not too pretty. 

12: I was very violent in school, I'd be quick to punch somebody when they talked shit instead of resolving the issue calmly, I just loved fighting tbh. It gave me adrenaline but it wasn't a way I should've handled my issues. 

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There's hundreds more but I gotta write this story I've been working on so yeah, know that it's normal to be less than perfect, healthy even. 

Love yourself regardless. Yes, I know that's easier said than done.

Love you all,

And I hope you're all having an amazing day/night.