Hi, enjoyed~~

Warning: Have some mention of blood. I'll tell you when we get close to it since it's only a small part. 

Hemophilia: an inherited bleeding disorder in which the blood does not clot properly and can lead to spontaneous bleeding.

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"Jinnie, wake up! We're about to be late!"

"Uhmm... Yes... but Seungmin ah, I'm tired." Hyunjin groans as he covers his face up with his blanket.

"Yes, I know that pup, but we have tests today and you got works to do too. C'mom, I just made some waffles that should motivate you to get out of the bed," Seungmin chuckles while gently stroking the bulge which is caused by Hyunjin laying underneath the blanket.

"Stop using food to lure me, I'm about to become a pig-ferret," Hyunjin said jokingly and swing his hand, trying to hit Seungmin. He missed, of course, they both laughed and after a few minutes, Hyunjin finally poke his head out of the cover and do his morning routine.

Hyunjin and Seungmin aren't students both of them are already graduated and could get a full-time job by now, but afterward, Hyunjin decided to take some bartender coursework, the terminology way of saying it is mixology but we're going to stop there. He was getting fascinated by mixing different kinds of drinks together and tasting them after. The hobby was introduced to him by Seungmin. Seungmin himself was a big fan of drinking, not like addicted though, he just enjoyed the way it taste. But anyway, he and Hyunjin were best friends since forever. They are currently sharing a house since it's close to both Hyunjin's and Seungmin's workplaces, classes, and has a reasonable price. Oh, did I mention Seungmin is studying in the medical field? My bad! Yes, he is.

After rushing through his breakfast with Seungmin, because obviously he's about to be late, Hyunjin went back to his bedroom and get into his uniform. He ties his black long hair up into a ponytail after fixing his clothes with a satisfying smile. He's currently wearing a pair of black jeans, a white shirt, and along with that, inside his backpack is a coffee-brown apron that he had carefully ironed and fold from yesterday.

He then shoves his phone, notebook, pens, and other necessities into the backpack and gets out of the room. He went back into the dining room and say goodbye to Seungmin before leaving.

"Hey, Seungmin! I'm going to class right now, see you later." Hyunjin waves his hands and offered Seungmin a hug.

"Okay, do you want me to pick you up when you're done? I have spare time this afternoon." Seungmin said and break the hug.

"Uhmmm, that'll be awesome. Thank you, Min."

"Okay text or call me when you finished. Oh, did you bring your medicine Jin?"

"I did Min and I'll let you know. Okay, byeee,"

"Bye, have a good day."

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Hyunjin picks up his speed right after the door behind him closes. "The bus should be here in three minutes I must hurry up," He told himself.

"Thank you," he said politely to the bus driver and scanned through the bus to find a seat. The bus was more crowded than usual.

After settling down in a window seat, he took his phone out and call his teacher/boss.

"Oi, what's wrong Hyunjinie?" An Australian accent male picks up the phone right before the ringtone even has a chance to ring.

"Hey, Chan Hyung, I think I'm going to be a little bit late to class, just want to let you know that," Hyunjin said while his heart is fluttering hearing the other male's voice. You know why.

"No problem, the other two just called to be excused from class. They are on a vacation apparently so the class is only you, come as late as you want to."

"Oh really? Feel like I'm getting a private lesson."

"You technically are, but here's the thing, Since they are absent I also need someone to fill in their spot. Do you have time today Hyunjin? I'll double your wage today if you stay because I know that this is unexpected but it's fine if you don't have time too, I can just close the store for today."

"So now I have two choices, I can either have the rest of the afternoon for myself or stay with Chan and have some spare time alone with him." Hyunjin bit his fingernails and hesitated after Chan give him the offer.

"C'mom Hyunjin, do you really need to think about it, spend the whole afternoon with your long-time crush, how awesome does that sound?" A part of his mind tells him.

"But wait, you didn't even get to go to sleep last night and you already went to work yesterday. You need this afternoon to rest, declined the offer." Another part of him protests, his eyes especially.

"Hey, Hyunjin! Sunshine? Hellooo? Are you okay Hyunjin?" Chan's worried voice coming out of the device successfully pull Hyunjin out of the mess in his mind.

"Oh Chan Hyung, I'm still here." Startled by the sudden sound and unable to decide, he clumsily makes up a lie, "The connection is really bad, can I talk to you later Hyung?"

"Oh yeah, of course. See you soon, Hyunjin."

"Okay, bye Hyung!" Hyunjin said and hang up the phone real fast.

"Okay, that might work out." He sighed after ten minutes of carefully considering which option is better and this is what he came up with: "Okay, I do not have class tomorrow, it also is my day off. Plus this is a once-in-a-lifetime chance to spent time with Chan Hyung, so in conclusion, I'm gonna stay. Sleep, I'm sorry, I love you, you look so good right now but I would have to see you later."

Since he works in a coffee shop, he could make himself a cup of coffee anytime anyway. Yeah, that's what's he gonna do.

"Ding!" The bus bell rang, indicating that they were about to stop.

Shove his phone into his back pocket, Hyunjin made his way down the bus, and about three small stores away, there's his class/workplace.

"Ding!" The bell inside the store rang when he open the door and accompany with it is Chan's friendly smile behind the counter.

"Hey, Hyunjin! How are you doing."

"I'm good Hyung!"

"Are you ready? I have some new recipes today we'll be able to give add a little spice to it. I personally think it tastes really good already but I think you can make it better."

"That sounds really nice Hyung but it looks like you're even more excited than me," Hyunjin said teasingly.

"Well I am," Chan chuckled and replied.

Hyunjin went to the employees' room and set his stuff down. Wearing his apron, washed his hands, and went out.

"Let's get started shall we?"

"Okay, we would need..."

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"Wow, it tastes so good. Do you plan on putting it on the menu? I bet it would be our best seller." Hyunjin said while taking another big gulp from a rich red drink with a purple undertone and a few ice cubes.

"The cherry and watermelon taste would be perfect for summer. It looks really good too." He really didn't lie, the drink tastes real good and it does remind him of summer.

"I will consider your idea but I agree that it might be one of the popular drinks in the summer."

"Okay our class for today is ended, there are still some drinks left, you could bring it home if you want to."

"Oh yeah, I'll bring it home for Seungmin. He would love this."

"Oh, and by the way, Hyunjin have you decided if you want to stay or not? It's about time to open the store."

"I'm staying Hyung, you can turn on the sign." Smiling widely at Bang Chan while saying so, he feels like he's not going to regret the decision anytime soon. Well, hopefully.

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Halfway through the shift, Hyunjin's phone started to ring, he wipe his hand onto the apron and took it out from his back pocket, he haven't taken it out since the moment he walk into the store.

"Seungminie" the caller ID read and along with that is an unread message. Oh yeah, he forgot to tell Seungmin that he's going to stay today.

15 minutes ago

Seungminie

"Hyunjin-ah, I'm on my way to the store right now. When you finish just go out I'm going to wait in the parking lot."

"Hey Seungmin, I'm so sorry I forgot to tell you that I'm staying today. Chan needs someone to help him manage the store. Lee Know Hyung and Jisung are not here today." Hyunjin picks up the call and starts to apologize right away. He knows Seungmin doesn't really like to wait unless it's necessary.

"Okay, that's fine. I was just getting worried that something had happened to you. Thank god, you're good." Seungmin voice relaxes a little and a wave of relief wash over him.

"You can go inside to wait if you want to I can make you something to drink, I asked Chan Hyung, he said that we going to close the store early today. I have another fifteen minutes until the shift end."

"Okay, I'm going in right now."

"Okay, Min."

The call ended and about thirty seconds later, the bell rings and there's Seungmin, walking like it's a fashion show into the store. Eyes were on him.

Even though it's March, the rain has made the weather really cold and Seungmin's winter clothes look top-notch on him. A pair of square shape golden glasses, black pants, a cream color turtleneck sweater, and a knee-length black blazer on top. It looks like he just came out of a romantic story as the main lead.

Run his hand through his black short hair and ignoring all the staring, Seungmin walks straight to the counter to meet his friend.

"You look good today Min." Hyunjin gives him a thumb up while grinning.

"You said that I look good in winter's clothing so I went online to find some. Come across this set, it actually looks pretty good." Seungmin gives him a soft smile and flaps the blazer.

"Good? You look spectacular in it. Can't you feel the entire store' is looking at you?" Hyunjin said, his eyes open wide.

"Well yes, but that's not what I care about. Anyway, do you need any help? I can give you a hand if you need to get the work done faster."

"I guess you could be the waiter, that's what I have been doing but Chan might need some help."

"Okay, no problem. Have a spare apron?" Seungmin ask and following Hyunjin to where Chan was busy mixing drinks.

"I think Chan has some. You can leave your jacket on the hanger right there." Hyunjin said, pointing at the hangers that were drilled into the wall.

"Chan Hyung! Can Seungmin become the waiter for today so that I could help you with the drinks?" Hyunjin asked Chan.

"Oh yeah, of course, I really need a hand right now. There are some spare aprons in the basket over there. You can use that one." Chan said and give Seungmin a slight nod for greeting. He and Seungmin actually don't talk that much. They only know each other and do so because of Hyunjin.

"Okay let's get to work," Hyunjin said and immediately started to look at the orders. Seungmin also grabs one of the aprons and went out to do his job.

After about thirty minutes the last guests were leaving and the three of them started to clean up. Halfway through the cleaning process, Seungmin's phone begin to ring and he went outside to took the call. After the call ended Seungmin went back in and told Hyunjin that it was his professors, they asked Seungmin to bring some important files to school right now.

"I should come back soon or at least right after you're done cleaning up so just stay, I'll pick you up, it's going to be really cold tonight," Seungmin said while gathering his belongings.

"Okay Min, be careful," Hyunjin said and wave at Seungmin.

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With Seungmin is now gone, again there's only Hyunjin and Bang Chan inside.

After a long time of comfortable silence since they were cleaning up, Bang Chan decided to casually start a conversation. They chat and laughed with each other, it was a magical moment for Hyunjin, the atmosphere feels sweet and warm. They finally finish cleaning up and both of them decided to sit on the floor, head against the wall. That is until a topic was brought up. (Yes, they just clean a whole frickin' store with close to fifty-chairs but decided to sit on the floor."

"Chan Hyung," Hyunjin said softly, collecting every piece of confidence he has.

"Yes?" Chan said and look at the younger in the eyes.

For a split second Hyunjin regrets what he's about to say.

"Uhm... Do you... have a crush on anybody right now?" Hyunjin said while his volume are getting softer by each word coming out of his mouth. By the time he gets to the phrase "right now," it was a whisper and was barely audible.

Luckily, since it was dead silence in the store, Chan was able to hear it.

Hyunjin feels like his cheeks are on fire and the flooring looks incredibly interesting today.

"Oh, about that... Yes, I do." Bang Chan said and Hyunjin could feel a little bit of hesitation in it.

He gains a little bit of courage from that answer and looks up at Bang Chan. He was having a little smile on his face and Hyunjin was thrilled that he was able to catch it.

"How is he?"

"He was really cute, he's my only source of positive sometimes. He's literally a ball of sunshine that always radiates happiness. He was... everything." Bang Chan answered while his smile got wider, listing every possible description of the love of his life.

(Please, read the description with a soft voice like you're simping or have a crush on somebody and stop for a split second after the word "he"🥺)

"Have you ever confessed to him? If not then you should."

Bang Chan's bright smile started to turn into one that was full of sadness after hearing the question.

"I have so many chances to do so but I didn't and now... I'm not able to do it anymore..."

"Why?"

"I'm so sorry Hyunjin, but I don't want to talk about that, not now." Bang Chan sighed and shift the attention to Hyunjin, "But seriously Hyunjin, when will you realize that someone is deeply in love with you?"

"There... is?" Hyunjin looks at Chan in disbelief. There's no way that Chan, Bang Christopher Chan, the only person he has eyes on the past two years likes him back right?

"Hyunjin, you really need to observe your surrounding more carefully. He is literally being more than obvious the whole time. Even a fool knows he likes you, Hyunjin." Chan said sternly.

Is he giving me a sign right now? Should I?

"Chan Hyung, I like y..."

"Ring... Ring... Ring..." The sounds of the landline interrupt his confession.

"I'm coming." Bang Chan said while standing up and going to the counter to answer the call, leaving a quite disappointed Hyunjin behind.

"Hi, you're calling "Stay Coffee House", we're closed right now, but is there anything I can help you with?"

"Oh, I'm so sorry, I didn't know that you're closed. But I do want to place an order for tomorrow, we're going to buy around thirty items from your store so I just want to let you know it beforehand."

"No problem, you can start listing your order right now."

"Ok, I will have..."

*Around 5-10 minutes later

"Ok, do you mind if I go to check to see if I'm able to have all of your orders available for pick up tomorrow? Just to make sure that we're not running out of anything.'

"Of course, just take your time."

"Ok," Bang Chan said and turn off the sound, "Jinnie, do you have your phone there? Can you check to see if the supplies we ordered a few days ago will get here before three in the evening?

Hyunjin reached into his pocket and pull out his phone. He tried to turn it on but the screen stay black.

"I do Hyung, but I think it died."

"Oh, then you can use my phone I'm going to check the storage room, I think we're about to run out of some fruits and flour. The password is 0915. The number to check the shipment's status is in the camera roll, I believe I took a screenshot of it."

"Okay Hyung, I got it."

After unlocking Bang Chan's phone, he went to the camera roll to look for the screenshot like Bang Chan claimed. An album's title caught his eyes, "I love you, baby.", Along with that is a picture of a male, Hyunjin knows him. Knowing that he's not supposed to go through Bang Chan's stuff without his consent, Hyunjin brush it off and focused on finding the screenshot.

He found it eventually, the supplies are going to arrive at around eight in the morning. We're good he thought. After that, he just awkwardly stared at the phone in his hand, millions of questions running through his head. He wants to know what's going on so he told himself, after another minute if Bang Chan doesn't return he would only take a small peek at that album. Little did he know his heart would get completely broken afterward.

Thirty seconds, forty-five seconds, a minute has passed, Bang Chan hasn't returned. His fingers slightly shook when he log back into the phone. He click into the album, it was full of pictures of that boy... with Chan. It doesn't hard to find pictures of them hugging each other, or kissing, or smiling and it hurts. He didn't know that they were this close, he didn't know that they were... dating.

In the most recent picture, the boy was sleeping and there's a caption that goes with it.

"I love you a lot babe, I wish I'm able to say it to you, I love you. Rest in peace, babe. I love you, I really do. It hurts babe..."

Yeah,... it's true, it hurts,... a lot.

Exit the album, and immediately turn off the phone, Hyunjin's hands curl into a fist, he's trying to not let his tears fall, not now, not in front of Bang Chan, not when Chan loves someone else, not when it's his fault.

Left Chan's phone on the counter. Hyunjin rushed to a power plug trying to get his phone to work. He needs to get out of here as soon as possible.

After about thirty seconds his phone finally turns on, it feels like an eternity to him.

"Seungmin, are you finished? Can you come to pick me up, please? Please..." Hyunjin type with his fingers shake violently, he's on the verge of having a breakdown right now.

"I'm on my way, what happened?" Seungmin replied right after he saw the text.

"I just want to go home right now, please hurry Seungmin..."

"I'm getting there, Jinnie," Seungmin replied, he knows there's something wrong, he just didn't want to push Hyunjin. Having some uneasy thoughts in his mind, he decided to add another short sentence, "Wait for me."

Seungmin puts his phone down right after he clicked sent and steps sternly onto the paddle, going full speeding. He doesn't like how this is going, at all.

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"Hyunjin, did you check the package?" Chan asks running up to the counter.

"Ah, yes Hyung. It should be here by eight in the morning, you're good." Startled by Bang Chan's presence, Hyunjin tries his best to make his voice sound normal and grip tightly onto his phone. Apparently, he did a good job, Bang Chan didn't realize that he was acting and sounding weird and went back to talk to the customer.

After another three minutes, the door of the store opened, revealing a slightly panting Seungmin, like he was just running. He did.

"Hyunjin?" Seungmin call out.

"I'm here." A sigh of relief leave Seungmin body the moment he heard Hyunjin's voice.

"Let's go, Jinnie. I checked the weather today, it was snowing a little bit. We need to go home, I don't have chains for the tires today. It's going to be dangerous if we drive later." Seungmin makes up an excuse, he knows Hyunjin wants to get out of here so that's his top priority right now. Moreover, he wasn't lying, it was snowing and he doesn't bring the chains.

"Oh, Ok," Hyunjin rushed to take all of his belongings and went out to join Seungmin. He's like a savior to Hyunjin right now.

"Chan Hyung, you should go home early too. I bet you don't carry chains in your car either considering it was unexpected."

"Thanks, Seungmin. I'm taking this order in for tomorrow, shouldn't take anything longer than another five minutes. Drive safe." Chan said, picking his head up from the list.

"You too."

"Put your hood on Hyunjin," Seungmin said while opening the door, hand reaching for Hyunjin's shoulder and pulling him closer, the long-haired boy looked distressed and it troubled Seungmin.

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After opening the door and putting on Hyunjin's seatbelt, Seungmin went to his seat and start driving home. The ride was quiet, he wants to ask what was going on and comfort the other but he doesn't know if he should, considering that he rarely see Hyunjin looks this upset. He decided to just shut up and glances at him every chance he got just to check on his expression. And every time he did so it hurts.

"We're here," Seungmin said, taking off his seatbelt and going to open the door for Hyunjin.

After they both got inside the house, Seungmin decided to speak first.

"Hyunjin-ah, do you want to tell me what happened? If not, I won't make you, but come to me when you know you're not fine, please. You have me." Seungmin said softly, looking straight into Hyunjin's eyes from across the room.

"Thank you, Seungmin, I will, but I need some time," Hyunjin said, surprised at himself with the way his voice sounded, dead.

"Whenever you're really, I'm here 24/7," Seungmin said and softly smile at Hyunjin.

Then, Hyunjin went to his room and take a shower. It feels better crying in it just because no one will notice your tears are falling as fast as the water pouring out of the showerhead. He cried relentlessly throughout the whole hour he was in the bathroom. He would say that he's okay and try to stop his tears from falling down, just so that it would burst into a bigger tear when he can't hold it in anymore.

Putting on his clothes, Hyunjin observes himself in the mirror, his eyes look soulless in it.

What did you put into those drinks, Chan Hyung, that make me go crazy for you like this? Oh no, it's not Chan's fault Hyunjin, it's your own goddam problem. You should have known how to control your stupid feelings, should have known that he would never like you, should have known that NOBODY could like you the way you are. Should have known that NOBODY would...

"Hyunjin?" Seungmin's worried voice finally woke him up from his nightmare as Seungmin start banging on the bathroom door when he got no answer from Hyunjin.

Mention of blood

Touching his cheek with his fingers Hyunjin didn't know that he was crying again. Looking down at his hands Hyunjin realize he was holding a razor, with his wrist covered in crimson red blood, a part of his white shirt started to turn red.

"Hyunjin! Open the door for me, please! I'm begging you, please come out." Seungmin said, half yelling, if Hyunjin didn't open the door, he would have kicked the door down to the ground.

Right after Hyunjin opened the door, Seungmin immediately pull Hyunjin into a tight hug without realizing what had happened to the long-haired boy.

"Please Hyunjin, don't do this again. Please..."

"Seungmin-ah..."

"Yes, I'm here..."

"It's bleeding..." Hyunjin started to sob onto Seungmin's shoulder, his knees giving up and both of them fell to the cold ground. Hyunjin curled into a ball, hands close to his chest.

"What's bleeding Hyunjin? Talk to me please!" Seungmin raised his voice, tears trickling down his face.

Hyunjin cried out, "My heart Seungmin! It can't stop bleeding! It hurts so bad! Please make it stop!"

That's exactly what's Hyunjin feels like right now, his heart ached, it has the same feeling as if it was slashed and blood is pouring out. The cuts on his wrist can't even compare to it right now but it's definitely doesn't help make him feel any better.

The amount of blood coming out is about to contribute to his death right now but he doesn't even bother telling Seungmin about it.

Seungmin decided to pull away first when he feels like Hyunjin is more relaxed. Little did he know Hyunjin has passed out long ago.

"Hyun...jin? WHAT IN THE WORLD DID YOU DO! Hyunjin! Open your fricking eyes!

"Fuck this, I'm taking you to the hospital,"

"Please stay with me Hyunjin. Please, don't leave me behind. Please, baby..." That's what Seungmin thought the whole entire way.

He doesn't like the fact that he has to go onto the same road where this whole mess began in the first place. He doesn't like lots of things about this.

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"I need the emergency room!" The first thing Seungmin shouted when he steps foot into the hospital with Hyunjin still bleeding madly in his hands, completely unconscious.

"He has hemophilia, you need to give him pills or something to stop it first before he bleeding to death."

"Thank you for the information, considering that the wound is big. We're going to do our best, you can wait outside for now sir." One of the nurses tells him before shutting the door right in front of his face the last thing he sees is Hyunjin's bloody hands and his crimson red shirt, it scared the crap out of him.

No more bloody scene 😊

*Sometime later.

"Are you patient Hwang Hyunjin's relative?" A nurse came out of the room after an eternity and ask Seungmin.

"I'm his boyfriend. Is he okay?" He doesn't know what gets into him but it feels right to say that.

"Yes, he's in a better state right now compare to when you brought him in but I wouldn't say that he's doing good. He was transferred to the nursing facility, I need you to do some paperwork to sign him in."

"Can I see him after?" Seungmin asks worriedly.

"Yes, you can."

"Thank you."

Went through most of the paperwork without any problem because Seungmin remembers everything about Hyunjin, even so, the last section makes his head stop working for a second.

"Name:

Relationship with patient:"

For a moment, his answer would be unknown, but what happened today has pushed his limit to the very end. He doesn't care anymore.

"Name: Kim Seungmin

Relationship with patient: Boyfriend."

He boldly wrote, almost ripping through the paper.

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After giving the nurse the paperwork, Seungmin was led to where Hyunjin was staying. He sits next to the bed and stays quiet for thirty minutes straight, just to process what happened. Then, he finally got up, he's much calmer right now and was able to think like an adult being. He decided to go home take some stuff with him to the hospital, he's going to stay there until Hyunjin wakes up.

When his hand was about to touch the doorknob, he turn back to look at Hyunjin. He walks up to the bed and leans down to kiss Hyunjin's forehead.

"Rest well, I love you, baby."

Hold up right there, did either I or the nurse tell you that Hyunjin was in a coma? No? Oh yeah, it's because he's NOT!

He was just too tired and in so much pain that he didn't even move a finger, but his brain, Nah they're wide awake girl (or boy).

He didn't expect anything more shocking after that incident with Chan, but guess he was wrong. He can hear and feel Seungmin kiss clear as the daylight. He was so shocked that he can't even flinch.

Seungmin fell in love with him? When... How? What?

Hyunjin's eyes open wide right after he heard the small click sound coming from the door when Seungmin leave the room.

He can't believe any of this. This whole day feels unreal and everybody is playing around with him.

He tried to get up and lean his back against the bedhead. Then he just sits there doing nothing, just like what Seungmin did.

After for god knows how long, the door swung open revealing a Seungmin with two backpacks, one on his back, the other one carried by his hand.

"Oh, Hyunjin, you woke up? Did you call the nurse?" Seungmin said the moment he saw Hyunjin and sets the backpacks down next to the bed.

"I did Min." Hyunjin lied, the nurse know he was awake.

"Are you feeling okay?" Seungmin asked settling down on the chair next to the bed and starting to take out his stuff.

"I'm okay Seungmin."

"Hyunjin... please don't do it again," Seungmin stop what he was doing and said in a serious tone, "You scared the crap out of me."

They remained eye contact for a long time, Hyunjin feels guilt run through his whole body and gulps. Now that he knows what kind of feeling Seungmin has for him, Hyunjin can't help but get lost in the fact that Seungmin is not caring for him in a motherly way but a romantic one.

Suffocated by the other's stare Hyunjin decided to look away. He feels his cheek heating up.

"Sorry Seungmin, I didn't know that you would be that worry."

"Saying worry would be an understatement to describe how I feel, did you know that? But I will accept your apology just because I don't want to lose you again."

"Thank you, Min."

"So, are you ready to tell me what's going on?"

"Well, it actually doesn't sound that bad, I was just being dramatic you know," Hyunjin said jokingly but shut up when Seungmin frowned at him.

"So,... I found out that Chan Hyung has a boyfriend, you actually met him before. Chan loves him a lot, I could tell. It's not even much but I don't know why it hurts so bad..." Hyunjin smiled bitterly, feeling his tears are about to fall again but he won't let it happen, he's too tired to deal with this shit again.

Before he knows it, Seungmin's hands are already wrapped around him and it doesn't make him feel any better. He feels like a jerk for not realizing everything Seungmin has done was for him, just so that he would talk about other people in front of the boy and it probably breaks his heart multiple times. What worse is that the boy never leaves Hyunjin alone before when he needs someone. He truly is a bad observer, a really bad one...

"Yes, Hyunjin, it hurts and eventually you got to let it go. It's just fact."

"But you didn't..."

"What are you talking about..." Seungmin said, clearly looking and sounding surprised.

"You know what I'm talking about, Min," Hyunjin said, "You kissed me, I wasn't sleeping."

This time Seungmin looked shocked.

"You like me, you get hurt, but you didn't leave. Why?" Hyunjin questioned Seungmin, he truly wants to hear the answer to this.

"Because... I don't like you. I treasure you, I cherish you, I want you to be happy and I don't care about any other thing, it doesn't matter."

"Then why don't you do it yourself. Make me happy?"

"I wouldn't even dare Hyunjin, especially when you're in love with someone else, wouldn't even think about it. I'm a coward, I know that but not today. Hyunjin," Seungmin paused and look at Hyunjin straight in the eyes, "I love you with all my heart." he said and went in for a kiss, not on Hyunjin's forehead or his cute cheek. Seungmin take the risk and went for the other's lips, the ones that continuously have him zoning in and out when he was around Hyunjin.

It was a soft kiss full of love, grief, and pains that Seungmin has stored deep inside his heart. He leans his head against Hyunjin after pulling their lips away, eyes closed.

"I'm sorry, that was my fault," Seungmin sighed and was about to pull away to Hyunjin, "I will give you some time to think about it."

Realizing that he's about to leave, Hyunjin grabs Seungmin's wrist and pulls him back. They have another kiss, Seungmin was shocked but also thrilled when Hyunjin did it. It was an answer for him, an answer he was always yearning for.

With Hyunjin's approval, Seungmin went all in this time, his right hand gently pressing behind the other's head, his left-hand wrapped around Hyunjin's waist and pulling him closer. Hyunjin also wrapped his arms over Seungmin's shoulder. The kiss lasts longer than the other one, when they break the kiss both of them were panting.

"Seungmin, I like you too," Hyunjin said once he was breathing like a normal human being.

"You changed your mind real fast babe. You were just trying to kill yourself for someone else than me." Seungmin said teasingly, his voice getting a little bit more sensual at the end "Or maybe it because of how good my kissing skill is. Huh?"

Hyunjin's face immediately gets hotter hearing that from a smirking Seungmin, apparently, he didn't get to know this side of Seungmin before.

"Well, maybe." replied with a surprising tone.

"Get well soon baby, you still have a lot more to feel and experience," Seungmin said and gives Hyunjin a small peck.

"I love you Hyunjin, more than anything in the world."

The end, (for now)

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Omg, my back is killing me, but anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this story! I put in the picture that it's a one-shot but I will update two more chapters, (I don't know when) one for Seungmin and one for Bang Chan just because there are a lot of elements and it's enough for me to create more stories so that we have a deeper understanding about why they act the way they do in this one. Please vote and comment, if you enjoyed it. I love you~~

Happy Hyunjin's Day! I love you too.

Question: Who is Bang Chan's boyfriend? Hint: The password. (This should be so easy.)

Author: A small coffee bean.