My heart has ached, my head has been in circles.

It all hurt... before you came.

Everything seemed lost and meaningless, until you came.

My life was nothing but a mess, before you stepped in and turned it all upside down, for the better.

I have always had a hard time saying "I love you", before you gave me that ability, for once.

People might say it's crazy or insanity, but I know for sure that what others say shouldn't bother me, not now nor ever.

I love you.

I love you with my whole heart, because you saved me.

Saved me from doing fatal and horrible decisions, kept me together and overall made me so much more of a positive person.

You are the very first I can truly call "the light of my life", so thank you for existing, I'm grateful that you made this horrible year an amazing one for me and that your positive personality reached out to me.

So I hope for another fantastic and amazing year together with you.

I love you so much, Touko Kirigaya. You are my everything and beyond.