|| SEOKJIN POV.||

"so...this is the payment he was talking about?...his using me as a pillow?"

I thought with a confused look on my face, "your chest is really plump hehe" Jungkook said as he fondles them, honestly, I couldn't care less about it right now because what happened yesterday was still fresh.

"...yesterday...why did you help me?"

I had to ask him because I was curious about why he did that, I mean, he was only my boss in which I only found out yesterday too but still why though?. Jungkook then shifted his position but his hands were still on my chest, "...like I said...you looked like you were about to cry" Jungkook said while giving me a smile, I purse my lips together and sat up straight, "um...thank you--" I was suddenly cut off when my phone rang, I flinch and immediately got up from the bed and made my way towards my bag.

"is it him?"

Jungkook said causing me to pause, I glance at my phone to see his name and number, I gulped and nodded as a response, "y-y-yeah..." I replied while stuttering, I heard Jungkook sigh in disappointment, "well...clearly his only using you" Jungkook said, I turn to face him with a disbelief expression even though I knew it was true but I was afraid to admit it.

"I-I-I know that..."

"look...I don't know anything about your whole backstory with him but that dude is toxic I can tell the way he was talking about that girl's name" Jungkook said as a smirk appeared on his face, I hung my head low taking it all in, "I know...and I hate myself for that" I said and stared at Jungkook's eyes with teary eyes.

He sat there with wide eyes as he looks at me like I'm somewhat a fool, I chuckle and shrug both of my shoulders, "...I love him for the longest time and look where it got me...I am the only one who is suffering alone with these stupid feelings", my voice came out shaking as my tears started to build up blurring my vision. 

"...so um...Mr. Jeon...I'm not mad at you...It's just hard to face the truth you know?...haha..."

I immediately wipe my tears the moment I realized that I was getting emotional in front of my boss who only sat there silently, who am I kidding? a stranger can't possibly show pity for someone as stupid as me. When I saw the clock that it was already 7:00 am, I knew I need to go home, I knelt down and grab my bag but before I could leave I turn to look at him and bow down, "thank you for your help yesterday Mr. Jeon...goodbye" I said and at the same time I opened the door and left as I shut it close behind me.

I swore I heard him say my name but I guess it was just my imagination, I took a heavy sigh and left the club without running into anyone I know.

|| TIME SKIP ||

I walked around the central park with a bored expression, not knowing where I was going I suddenly bumped into someone familiar, "Oh I'm sorry! didn't see you there..." Yunji said apologetically, my breath hitch, she was a real beauty no wonder why Taehyung liked her.

"n-n-no...it's fine..." I said as a faint smile appeared on my face, "are you sure...because you look like...you're not sleeping well..." Yunji said as she tried to reach for my forehead but I flinch and immediately back away but the moment I did someone hit me on my back causing me to collide against Yunji.

"stairs..."

I immediately changed our position by grabbing her wrist before she could completely fall on her head and shielded her using my body.

( A/N :don't hate on Yunji she's a really nice character here :D)

||AUTHOR POV. ||

The moment Seokjin's body made contact on the ground, Yunji immediately got up to check if Seokjin was alright, the crowd immediately surrounded them and some called the ambulance since one of them saw Seokjin's leg condition.

"ooh my God..thank you..."

Yunji exclaimed but all Seokjin could feel right now was the pain in his leg, "ow...it hurts..." He mumbled and glanced at the huge purple bruised on his legs, "ARE YOU ALRIGHT?!?", the moment Seokjin looked up, he saw Taehyung looking at him with a worried expression.

His face lit up in happiness as he reach out his arms out to him but all that happiness soon disappeared when Taehyung completely ignored his existence as he could only care about Yunji's condition.

"... Taehyung"

Seokjin mumbled his name, "your hurt!!! oh God Yunji! you should've been more careful" Taehyung exclaimed with his voice filled with worry, Yunji then apologised for making Taehyung worry and focused her attention to Seokjin who was the one badly injured.

"Oppa! you should help this man! his the one who save me---"

"Are you okay crazy?!! his not that important let's go..."

Taehyung said as he completely brushed her off and without knowing the pain Seokjin felt when he heard him said those words in front of him, Taehyung then stood up along with Yunji who was trying to force Taehyung to help him.

"...don't be so stubb-- "

Seokjin couldn't bear it anymore, he wanted someone to help him and so before Taehyung could leave along with Yunji, he felt a tag from the hem of his sleeve. When he turned around, he saw Seokjin looking at him with teary eyes.

" h-help me Taehyung...."

Seokjin pleaded, his hands were shaking as he gripped on him tightly, the people who watched them started to look at them with a weird expression. "Taehyung...please help me..." Seokjin pleaded once more but this time, Taehyung slap his hands away causing Seokjin to feel a stinging pain in his hand but he felt it more in his heart.

"help your fucking self..."

Taehyung mumbled and even though the noise blocked their ears, Seokjin understood it very well, this was the man he fell in love so hard no one caught him falling and now his suffering because of it. Seokjin's lips quivered when he saw Taehyung slowly walking away from the crowd, he tried to reach his hand out to him but no matter what he does, Taehyung will never look at him the way Seokjin looks at Taehyung.

Seokjin sat on the ground for the longest time with dead eyes and dried tears that seemed to keep falling, "young man you need to go to the hospital...I already called an ambu---" the old lady was suddenly interrupted when Jungkook came in the scene, he was rather late to arrive because he had a very hard time following Seokjin since he somehow wanted to apologise for what he did but now he saw what state Seokjin is in right now.

He didn't know why but this broken man in front of him, Jungkook wanted to fix him, heal him and yet he himself doesn't know how to do that.

When Seokjin heard a familiar voice, he raise his head to see his boss looking at him with saddened eyes, "Mr. Jeon..." Seokjin mumbled when all of a sudden, he was lifted off from the ground by Jungkook who carried him as if was light as a feather.

Jungkook took Seokjin away from the crowd carefully since he didn't want to make the pain in his legs worse, Seokjin grips on his clothes tightly as he buried his face at the crook of Jungkook's neck and cried silently, eating up all the pain he felt when Taehyung left him.

Honeslty, Jungkook was panicking inside since he doesn't know what to do with a person crying but all he could do was say this words.

"it's okay to not be okay..."