Stacey POV

I woke up slightly before wobbling to the bathroom. At first it was only to use it before I felt sick and started to throw up. I was in the bathroom when I heard a knock then the sound of my bedroom door opening and heard my lovers voice.

I reached up and opened the door before throwing up like I was doing before.

I heard footsteps before a hand on my shoulder. "Would you like some water kitten?" He asked. I slowly nodded. In a flash he was back with water and helping me take a sip.

I had finished up and was sitting on the toilet seat when he came back. I smiled as he sat the cup down. "I love you Sebby." I said.

He smiled and leaned down kissing the top of my head. "I love you to kitten." He said.

I smiled as I surprised him by wrapping my arms around him hugging him tightly. I heard a chuckle before he hugged me back.

"Now." He said as he pulled away. "The young masters lessens are about to begin are you feeling up to going?" He asked. I smiled and nodded. "I thought so." He smiled.

"I'm sorry if I interrupt in any way.." I told him. I felt bad because I had interrupted one of the lessons due to my awful morning sickness.

He smiled. "It will be alright kitten. The young master and I understand." He said helping me up and getting me changed. After getting changed. I looked into my full foot mirror, I was wearing a flowly long grey shirt that went down passed my hips the front ending just passed my mid thigh. I looked at the top of the shirt. Part of the shirt was open like every other shirts but the neck part was deep and a piece of fabric crossed my neck snuggly. I also wore black jean like pants and to top it off I wore black high knee boots without a heel.

I sighed and place my hands on my bumb that was getting big. I felt hands on both my upper arms, I looked over my shoulder and of course Sebastian was there. I was beginning to havebad thoughts about my body once more. My foster fathers voice rang in my head yelling that I wasn't beautiful, or anything. A waist of time and space.

"Kitten you look outstanding." He said jointing me out of my train of abuse that I didn't want to be on.

I started to shake my head. "I-I'm not. I'm not beautiful. I'm..." Before I could finish my sentence I was turned around and looking straight into Sebastian eyes. He looked hurt.

"Stacey your wrong, Your are beautiful and amazing, talented and so much more. Please do not think of your self of anything else. whatever that monster called you. He is wrong. So very wrong." He said. My eyes began to sting as tears filled my eyes.

I nodded while whipping my eyes. After a few moments to calm myself down we went to Ciel's first lesson right. Today it was literature.

As we walk in I was there before Ciel. We walked over to my desk and Sebastian pulled out my chair. I sat down he got my things for me before he went to get changed and to fetch the young master. Soon they were both there and the lesson began. I listened closely and wrote down everything that Sebastian wrote and said.

After the first two classes, I was ok but missing some lessons due to the pregnancy I was slightly behind, and really confused.

While Ciel was working on an assignment that Sebastian gave him. Sebastian came to me. "How are you doing M'lady." He said softly.

"I'm alright. Just. Just a little confused. Not learning anything plus not being here its really hard to wrap my head around everything." I told him and he nodded then sat down and began to explain it so that I understood it more though it did take a lot of time but Sebastian was patie with me like he always was.

Niallsgirl
Finally an update. Yay. Hope you guys enjoy this weeks update. I have more hours for work so it's hard for me to write but I'll try to get what I can. Hope your guys are having a good day or night.
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