chapter 12
i walked slowly to open the door and i couldn't believe who i saw it was jacob with some friends i've never seen before . he introduced them and i later found out they were visiting for a tour and would only be i town a few days and then they'd leave around the same time as jacob . bryce, mark, loren and luna were jacobs friends . i invited them inside and took them to the living room while i went to the kitchen to end my live . i joined them in the living room with the pizza i made . we put on a movie from netflix while we ate the pizza . luna and loren were on the futon while i was in between bryce and jacob on the L couch . mark layed on the floor with a couple pillows and blankets . we put on a scary movie as luna and loren requested . it was around the time of a jump scare when i stared getting tired and layed my head on bryces chest . he wrapped his arms around me when as i dug my face deeper and deeper into his chest as every scary face popped on the screen . he kissed my head and i slowly repositioned myself in a more comfortable position so i could watch the movie while having my head on his chest . i could see in the corner of my eye jacob was starring at us so i slowly lifted my head and kissed bryces cheek . i noticed jacob shook his head and quickly got up and walked to the other room .
"can you please excuse me bryce ?" i asked .
he shook his head, "go make sure the kids okay," he told me .
i stood up and follows jacob into one of the guest bedrooms .
"what are you doing ?" i asked him .
"i just can't do this ." he told me .
"jacob what are you talking about ?" i asked .
he turned away from me as i noticed a tear slip out of his eye . "i can't just sit there and act like i'm not bothered by that fact that you're all over bryce like that . i really thought you felt the same about me bella . i didn't want to tell you i was going to leave because i didn't want to leave you ." he said while his voice cracked.
i walked towards him and gave him a hug as i said, "jacob when you told me you were leaving i was heartbroken . i know i can't love you when i don't know if you're messing around with some other girl . me and bryce couldn't last that long i mean look at him he's way out of my league . anyways that'll cause so much drama so please let me deal with this heartbreak the only was i know how . i need to get over you so i can deal wit you being so far away ."
"are you kidding me bella." bryce said as i walked away .
"bryce freaking hall get over here right now," i yelled .
"it's okay go after him i'll be fine," jacob said .
i went to bryce to tell him what i meant . he was about to be at the top of the stairs when i grabbed his hand and pulled him into my room .
"come sit by me please," i begged . he slowly walked towards me and sat beside me on my futon .
"look i don't know how much you know about me and jacob . he's moving in a few days and so will y'all and i'll be here alone with no friends . it'll just be me and no one else," i said while quickly wiping a tear .
"what about your mom ?" bryce asked .
"she travels a lot and is almost never home but soon she'll be out of state for a long time for some business thing," i said while turning my head .
"don't do that," bryce told me .
"what am i doing ?" i asked him with my face still away from him .
"stop looking away . i'm here to listen and help you so please look at me," he said while grabbing my hands .
"i don't want you to feel sorry for me because of my messed up life . just please let me be . i don't want to get attached to anyone since everyone's gonna leave my life at some point . i knew this was gonna happen . everyone leave but i never thought it would happen all at once ." i said while facing him .
he hugged me and i started crying in his chest .
"come on bells we need to go back now," he said while wiping the tears off my face and kissing my forehead .
i slowly stood up and followed him down the stairs while holding his hand . we went back into the living room wit the other while mark looked at me and gave jacob a weird look . they went into the kitchen while me and brice sat down .
"hey bryce i'm going to go freshin up." as i walked to the bathroom towards the kitchen . i wanted to know what mark and jacob were talking about . i stood at the corner as i heard marks voice .
"dude that's your girl . you have to tell bryce off or something . you know how he is and he'll just break her heart like he did bridgets . " mark said.
"well she isn't my girl anymore . we broke up when i found out i was moving and i can't tell her what to do if she gets hurt that's not my problem . it's her life and she'll do what she wants . i'm giving up in her and when i move im losing all contact so i don't have to worry about her ." jacob said .
i could feel my heart break more so i went to the bathroom and locked the door . i glanced around to find something but i couldn't quite see it . i layed in the bathtub and cried . i cried so much i didn't know was humanly possible .
stop crying you're gonna get over him . i told myself .
i heard a knock on the door and didn't do anything . they jiggled the door knob and knocked it harder .
"what do you want," i yelled .
"open the door belle," said bryce .
"no you're just here to make me happy and once you find a new girl you'll leave me just like jacob said ." i said back as more tears came out .
"belle stop . i've done that in the past and as soon as i saw you i knew i wanted to change my ways . i saw how innocent your smile was and knew that you were the one i've been waiting for ." he said .
i slowly got up and unlocked the door . he stepped in and closed the door behind him . he put his finger under my chin and slowly lifted it and he gave me a slow passionate kiss .
"come on we need to tell the other where they're sleeping." he said while giving me a quick kiss and grabbing my hand leading me out of the bathroom .
i saw luna and jacob sitting beside each other and i tried not to let it bother me .
"well mark you'll sleep in the guest bedroom down the hall, luna you'll go to the one down by the front room, loren you can sleep in my moms room, jacob you'll sleep in the guest bedroom upstairs and bryce you'll sleep in the room next to mine," i said while leading luna and mark to their rooms .
jacob, loren, bryce and i walked upstairs so i could show them their rooms . i don't know why but i didn't feel comfortable if luna and jacob were on the same floor .
i walked into my room and picked my favorite oversized tee shirt and went into the bathroom so i could change . i brushed my teeth and walked to my bed . i layed down and went to instagram . i saw someone leaked the picture of me and bryce . i didn't want this to start drama but it looks like it's too late . i quickly turned my phone off and put it in the night stand as hot tears rolled down my checks .
i heard my someone turn my door knob and saw a crack of light peek through . i wiped the tears off my checks and turned around to see who it was . bryce started to slowly walk in .
"i can't sleep in the other room . is it okay if i sleep in here ?" he asked .
i moved over and he slipped into my bed . he wrapped his arms around me as i put my head on his chest . he kissed my head as i started to say, "you know they all know."
"what are you talking about?" he asked confused .
"someone leaked a picture of us from the movie," i told him .
"why are you so worried . we aren't even a 'thing' no one will care," he said back .
"wow . so we're nothing more than friends is what you're telling me . the little conversation we had in the bathroom about you wanting to change . this whole time it's been nothing ?" i asked while getting up .
"no that's not what i meant belle . please listen to me ." he asked .
i got off the bed and walked to my closet . i felt him grab my hand and pulled me close to him .
"i didn't mean we were anything at all . we're in like that 'talking' stage . everything i've told you was true . i want to change because no other girl has gave me the feelings i had when i first saw you . you're the only girl i need . we're not together as a couple so it's shouldn't cause drama just a little chaos so don't worry . if it bothers you i can fix it okay ." he told me .
i nodded my head as he picked me up and took me back to the bed ...
{A/N i tried to keep it along the story line but i haven't written in so long it might not make sense}
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