Carl

I got up from my bed and headed outside. I was going to go find Lea. I get my gun and start walking. "Where are you going?" My dad said stopping me.

"I'm going to go find Lea."

"You can't, you have to stay here."

"I can go what ever the hell I want. She's my girlfriend." I said walking away.

I get over the wall and walk some. I see tracks. They are probably hers or someone elses. I followed them, that led to a dead end. Where did she go? Is she still alive? Will she ever forgive me? All those questions where flooding through my head. I just want her alive.

Lea

I'm sitting on a log looking at my gun, tears down my face. I look away from my gun and think to myself "Why are you even alive? You should have died in the first place."

Than I just sit there crying. I throw my gun to a tree and later it broke. "Shit." I said.

I get off the log and hide my face In my knees. Still crying. I hear walkers from a distance. I walk towards them. There were two of them. I had no weapon, and that thought came to my mind again. Why are you even alive. You should have died in the first place.

"Hey. Hey you walkers."

They look over and I say "Come get me bitches. Meat right here!"

They start walking over. They were an inch away from me. I closed my eyes to get it over with. I open my eyes a minute later, to relize I'm on the ground, not bit. I see Carl shot the walkers and get me up. "What the fuck!" He said.

I looked away. "Are you trying to get yourself killed?" He said about to yell.

"Yes. Yes I'm trying to kill myself. You want to know why. Because I have nothing to fight for. My family is dead, my brother just killed, so why the hell should I still be alive?" I said tears down my face.

"You do have people to fight for. The group, Judith, and me."

I burst out in tears. Carl pulls me into his chest and I cry in it. He sits me down on the ground. I'm still balling in his chest. He pulled away and I wipe tears from my face. "Why didn't you think you had anything to fight for?"

"I'm just not thinking straight. Things are flooding through my brain saying you shouldn't be alive, you should be dead now."

"Don't think about that. Just remember you have this group."

I go deep into his chest balling away. I have been going through so much that it's taking over me. "You want to start hedging back? Everyone is worried about you." Said Carl.

"I guess." I said wiping tears of my face.

We start walking back. By the time we get back everyone runs to us seeing that I'm ok. Rick asked "Where did you go? And why did you.?"

"I needed some air." I lied.

Rick hugs me and says "I'm just glad your ok."

"Do you want to see your brothers grave hun?" Asked Michonne.

I nod and she takes me. I see what's writen and I start crying a little again. Michonne pulled me into a hug while I cry a little. "You need some sleep. Come on, I'll take you to bed."

I come with not argueing. "Get some rest hun. Maggie will cheek on you in an hour." She said closing the door.

I didn't really want to sleep, but I did anyways. Besides, Maggie will be back in an hour.

Rick

I see Michonne come out of a bedroom. "How's she doing?" I asked.

"Not well, but I bet when she gets some sleep she'll feel better."

I walk away and see Carl by Keegan's grave. I walk up to him and say "How you holding up?"

"Fine. I just want to Lea to be better."

"She will. She just needs to rest."

He nods and walks away.

Two hours later

Lea

I lyed here for another hour. Michonne said she would be here an hour ago. I have been lying here for an hour with my eyes open. "So sorry Lea." Said Maggie walking in.

"It's fine."

"Did you have a lot of stuff to do?"

"No. We just have a lot of people to care for and I just lost track of time. How you feeling?"

"A little better."

"At least it's something." She said rubbing my forehead.

I walked out of the room to go apologize to Carl. He was on the bed sleeping. Beside him was Enid, and his arm was around her. I ran down the hall in tears.

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