❝ FLASHBACKS ❞

a/n : asterisks before another paragraph indicates flashback, i'll put asterisk before and after the flashback!

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The two was enjoying each other's company. Jimin sat at the opposite sie of them, smiling. "Ah, I remember those days." Jimin stated, enough for the two to hear. "What days, hyung?" Hongjoong questioned curiously. By the mention of those days, Seonghwa immediately knew what his hyung is talking about.

"Those days, when I had my first love." Jimin replied, earning a curious look from Hongjoong and a worried look from Seonghwa, "are you really going to tell your tale, hyung?" Seonghwa questioned worriedly. The elder Park giggled and replied, "it's been seven years, why wouldn't I?"

***

It was a sunny day when Jimin decided to walk for fresh air. It's been eight months since Yoongi sent him a letter, it worries him, he kept on wondering why Yoongi stopped sending him letters where before Yoongi used to send seven letters at once.

"I already sent him three letters, if I send another one, he might get irritated." Jimin stated, a sigh leaving his mouth. He doesn't know what he did, maybe he wrote something wrong? But he double check every word before he send a letter. "Maybe he's busy." He added, trying to convince himself.

He was sitting at the bench, beside him is Seonghwa who is busy reading a book. The young Park wouldn't just leave him alone ever since Yoongi stopped sending him letters. Seonghwa has been cheering and giving him things that will make him happy.

"Hello, are you Park Jimin?" A voice called, it was the mailman from Unbi, Taeil. "Yes, the usual Park Jimin you give letters from Min Yoongi." Jimin replied swiftly, putting all his attention to the mailman. The mailman, Taeil replied, "I apologize for the inconvinience that I caused." Jimin just nodded and waited for the envelope.

Taeil grabbed three envelopes and handed them to Jimin. The elder Park snatched the envelope, too impatient to wait longer. He opened one envelope, as always, Yoongi's signature letter "My Dear Jimin, yyyy/m". As Jimin read through the letters, his heart was racing rapidly as well due to the excitement he feels.

"I should take my leave now, this might be the last letters I'll send to you." Taeil spoke, voice trailing off as soon as he mentioned that it might be the last letters. Jimin didn't mind and continued on reading the letters that his lover sent him.

Seonghwa was busy reading his book that he didn't notice the mailman has left.

My Dear Jimin,

This may be the letter I'll send you. Park Jimin, you're the best I could ever have in my life. I apologize for what I made you feel these months. I feel distant from you, really distant. We have a lot of promises to each other, we made so much memories but we have to end what we have now. I'm sorry, I want to break up with you.

Please meet me at the place where we first met. Thank you. Meet me by tomorrow morning.

Written by,
Yoongi.

Jimin's tears brimmed down his cheeks. He was more than frustrated, all of those eight months of worrying, it was all replaced with sorrow and melancholy. As Jimin started to let out small whimpers, Seonghwa swiftly placed down his book and stepped closer to his hyung.

"Hyung? What happend to Yoongi-hyung?" Seonghwa questioned, he was still innocent about those kind of things. The elder Park immediately wiped his tears and slid in the letter in the envelope.

"Hyung is okay. I'm just touched since Yoongi sent me a letter again." Jimin lied, voice threatning to crack due to the tears that has been forming in his eyes. Seonghwa being innocent he is, only nodded and picked up his book to leave with his hyung.

"Seonghwa, I'll be going home now. I might not be here early tomorrow." Jimin informed the younger Park, "it's okay hyung, take your time!" The younger Park shouted. The elder Park left Seonghwa's house, while walking back to his home, his tears threatened to fall once again.

"What happend? What happend to two of us?" The elder Park questioned himself, tears now falling down his cheeks. Opening the door of his house, his tears bursted. It was extremely painful, he doesn't know how he'll react. "What did I do wrong? Did I wrote something wrong?" He cried, kneeling down at the middle of his living room.

Morning came in like flash, Jimin swiftly cooked some breakfast and took a bath. It may be the last time he'll meet the love of his life, he needs to look presentable. After finishing all he needs to finish, he left his house and went to the place he needed to be.

His eyes were still puffy, reason why his vision is a little blurry. He still has no courage to talk to Yoongi ever since he read the message. As usual, Yoongi gets earlier than him. Before they fall in love, every practice, Jimin would always be late.

Yoongi was there, standing with his hands both in his pockets.

"Jimin."

"Yoongi."

The Min walked closer to the Park, Jimin's heart started beating loudly as if it was leaving his chest. Yoongi engulfed him into a tight hug, causing his tears to burst.

"I'm sorry. You don't deserve the pain, please move on from me. You don't deserve to cry because of me." Yoongi pleaded, he doesn't want Jimin to cry into something that he doesn't deserve. "I can't stop crying because I love you. I don't want to lose you." Jimin, the only words that his mouth could leave. "Jiminie, I'm sorry, I really am sorry. I don't want to leave you but I don't want to hurt you too." The elder consoled, wiping the younger's tears away.

"Let's break up, Min Yoongi. If that's what you feel, I can't do anything about it." Jimin replied after a long silence between them. Yoongi stood up and bowed, "I'm sorry Jimin that I couldn't do better." He stated, holding Jimin's hand. "No need to apologize to me Yoongi-hyung, I can't control what you feel." Jimin replied, smiling sweetly, "also, I'm happy that you've been in love with me." The Park added, removing Yoongi's hand above his.

"I'll always love you, Yoongi-ah."

"This pain is temporary. I can get through this."

***

After Jimin told his flashback, it left Hongjoong curious.

"Why do people felt distant? Or why do they fell out of love?" The young Kim questioned, which caught Jimin's attention. "Hmm, maybe because of certain circumstances. We may not know what circumstances it is, but one thing, don't force anyone to love us if they don't feel anything." The elder Park advised, earning a nod from Hongjoong and Seonghwa who was sitting in front of him like two children.

Suddenly, a hit of tidal waves came into Hongjoong. What if Seonghwa got tired of his attitude and leave him? The other let out a heavy sigh and kept his thoughts in.