I'm tired.

Tired of being a shoulder. Tired of crying behind a locked door. Tired of smiling at everyone when no one will smile back. Tired of being the only one who has faith, who believes that things will be better if there's even a chance.

And I'm not the only one.

There isn't that many people in this world who actually would be able to do that. Many people who are that little candle trying to stop the darkness consuming everything.

And always, always get snuffed out.

They get taken.

All because they kept others away from it.

I'm really tired.

Of people acting like they are them. Like they are those people who would through themselves under the bus to push another out of the way. Like they are the hero's.

I'm really tired

Of seeing people BELIEVE their foolish antics, believe they mean their words, their stories being true. But they aren't. Lies, that's all that the spit out. A mess of lies.

And the truth?

Hidden.

I'm really tired.

Of hearing of another case of a person who wasn't saved. Who hadn't been saved because no one asked them how they were. No one stoped and looked. No one saw the changes in their face.

No one being brave enough to question the changes when they finally saw them.

No one being brave enough to ask for help.

Ask

For

Help

Please. I will actually fall on my knees and beg you to TELL SOMEONE! To let it out in a mess of tears, to let someone, ANYONE know how your hurting!

To stop letting them hurt you!

To stop pretending your okay!

Because.. it's okay not to be okay.

It's okay to be sad. It's okay to feel like the world it pressing down on you. Sure, you can fake it. Fake a smile as you listen to someone else's small struggles in life while tearing your own apart. But you can't fake how you're actually feeling.

People can fake feeling it, but you, you feel it.

It can be seen

In your eyes

Everything can be.

The pain, the struggle the sadness it can all be seen as clear as the sun cutting through the clouds!

Because you are that sun

You light

Your light is seen by the world.

You reflect your light on others.

But you can't shine your light on everything.

Stop hurting yourself by trying. Let it out.

And then, stop faking your smile. Start getting a real one! Real friends, real joy! It'll get rid of those nasty things! It will get rid of all the pain.

Believe me

It will

Everything will be better.

I'm not tired

Tell yourself that

Tell yourself you've got more energy then the earths core

Tell yourself your amazing
Your brave
Your beautiful

You
Are
The
Best
Most
Original
Most
Special
Person
In
Your
Life

So start living it.

Hope ya get me
-Aurora