Without Me 《15》
《SEOKJIN POV.》
After I sign the divroce papers, I slowly put the pen down and run to Namjoon kneeling down beside him, "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM!"Seokjin yelled pushing them away as they both step backwards, "H-hyu- *cough*...why..." Namjoon tried getting up but Seokjin didn't let him, "just...stay down..."He said and stood up glancing at Jungkook.
"...treat Namjoon's wound..." Seokjin said as Jungkook nod and peck his lips, "sure thing honey~" Jungkook sang, and Seokjin didn't liked it one bit.
Jungkook then told the maids to move Namjoon to a room and treat his wounds before focusing his attention at Seokjin who was place inside his room, Jungkook sat down beside him as Seokjin slowly moves away but Jungkook grip on to his hands.
"Stop running away!"Jungkook growl in annoyance gripping on to Seokjin's wrist, He wince in pain and glared at him "L-Let go!" Seokjin said trying to get away from him but instead he was pin down on the bed, Jungkook was clouded with anger and lust, Seokjin could clearly see that.
"I agreed to sign the papers only to protect the people I love and that includes Taehyung" Seokjin said causing Jungkook to slap him across the cheeks, "Slut! Don't you ever talk to me that way...you are going to be my wife! Mine only!...if it isn't clear enough for you!" Jungkook said and push Seokjin down the bed hard pinning his hands above his head.
Seokjin eyes went wide, "D...do..n't" Seokjin pleaded knowing what worst things Jungkook can do to him, Jungkook grin, he was liking it...the fear Seokjin was showing, it excites him to the point he wants to devour Seokjin.
Jungkook then lean forward for a whisper, "I'll make you feel good" Jungkook said followed by a lick.
Seokjin trembled in fear when he heard his belt getting unbuckled, the only person he ever want to share this moment was with Taehyung.
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That night...that very night, the room was filled with nothing but painful screams and moans....
《4:50 am》
Seokjin close the lamp shade and place the letter he just made inside a white envelop and wrote at the back 'to my love' Seokjin couldn't care less about his aching back and body, the thing that happened was a nightmare for him, He did felt the love from Jungkook but it was nothing but possession and control.
Seokjin left the room he was placed after the whole nightmare and got his own privacy, Namjoon waited at the front door for Seokjin, He was going to leave his hyung to a man who's so possessive over Jin.
When Namjoon finally saw Seokjin limping his way down the stairs, He frown and clenched his fist thinking how useless can he get, how he only got beaten up and didn't have the energy to fight back. Seokjin noticed it and chuckle "I'll be fine Joonie-ah...I'll get myself out of here someday..." Seokjin said earning a hesitant nod from Namjoon, "....please be careful" Namjoon said his swollen face was enough to hurt Seokjin's feelings, He forced himself not to cry and gave Namjoon the letter he wrote.
"g-give...this to Taehyung..."
Namjoon sniff and nod, as he turn around and walk away slowly but with every step the guilt was building up inside him...
"Go Namjoon-ah...." Seokjin mumble letting out a tear, as he watch Namjoon left with the letter in hand.
《NAMJOON POV.》
My chest hurts, I can't breath....it hurts, I want him to come with me but Seokjin hyung decided to stay for the sake of me and the others....How am I going to explain this to them?!? my face was already swollen due to the harsh beating last night and my wound hasn't healed up yet but the blood stop coming out and Seokjin hyung told me it'll best for me to leave immediatly.
I took another step forward ignoring the pain from my right leg and got myself a taxi, "at XXX St. please" I said the driver nod.
I lean my back against the door and look at the letter Seokjin hyung gave me.
"please be safe hyung...."
《AUTHOR POV.》
Taehyung was alone, alone inside their lovely home...there was no joy in it, Seokjin was not by his side anymore, they spend the whole night searching for him even the police couldn't...it's been only one day since his gone but it felt like a year to Taehyung.
Taehyung hug his wife's favorite pillow and cried on to them, "where are you Jin....I'm falling apart..." Taehyung mumble when he heard the door open, He jolted out of his bed and sprinted downstairs.
"SEOKJIN!!!"
Taehyung's smile drop when he saw Hoseok with Namjoon who was clutching on the letter in his left hand, he was looking nervous and afraid what to tell him, Taehyung sigh "What are you guys doing in here..." Taehyung said his voice was lifeless as he sat down on the sofa, Hoseok cleared his throat and nudge Namjoon.
Namjoon gulp and nod.
"I wanted to tell you about what happened but it's better...if...you find it out yourself..." Namjoon said giving Taehyung the letter, He got curious and had the feeling this letter was from Seokjin.
He open the letter and read it, only to cry once more...
Dear Taehyung,
"Seokjin...." Jungkook knock on the door of Seokjin's room.
I'm leaving you, but that doesn't mean I won't stop loving you.
Seokjin got up from his bed after he broke out in tears and cried miserably alone.
You see....I'm on a tight situation, a kind of situation that we both are too desperate to see eachother but can't.
He open the door to see Jungkook on a formal suit and his strong colone that lingers through Seokjin's nose...
Because some lovers experience long distance relationship right?...but it'll be different for for us....I think ours will take forever...
"your not yet dressed?" Jungkook ask entering Seokjin's room to see his luggage and his clothes prepared.
Even if it takes forever, I promise I'll try and come back as long as I still have the strenght and will....
"Don't worry about me...I'll go get ready I was just...trying to collect pieces of me..."Seokjin said opening the door for Jungkook to leave, He nod, "We will at 10".
Actually, do you still remember how we first met? We were so young and so free to do the things we want...without anyone telling us what's right and wrong!
Seokjin remove the fabric that covered his body and replaced it with a new one.
because we only needed each other, not anyone else but us only....We fell in love at first sight...but I fell for you even more deeper.
Seokjin fixed himself and look at himself, "Seokjin...be strong...."
My love for you won't disappear, even if you love someone else...your still the only one for me....please remember that...
He took a deep breath and open the door as he drag the luggage behind him.
I love you with all my heart and I hope you find happiness even if I'm not with you anymore....
Seokjin was only a few inches away to entering the car and making their way to the airport...
This is my goodbye...
"get in" Jungkook demanded pushing Seokjin inside.
To our good and bad memories...
Seokjin nod and enter the car as Jungkook followed him from behind.
To our many inside jokes and to the one we never quite got....
"we're going to start a new life Jin....just you and me..." Jungkook said slipping his hands to Seokjin's, He fake a smile and look away as his smile drop wishing that it would be Taehyung who's beside him right now...
But today...
Seokjin once again recalled all the memories he had with everyone, to Taehyung...the persom he ever so loved dearly...
You were my hardest goodbye....
"From your husband, Seokjin..."
Taehyung drop on the floor after he read the letter Seokjin wrote...in need for comfort...Seokjin was his comfort...he was the light, the warmth of his life...but now...the person he needed and could not live a day without him is gone....
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