Requested by: FruitFrump

A/N: The reader is touch-starved by the way.

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"Do you want to do it...?"

"If that's okay..."

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Your parents didn't give you much attention as a kid. Growing up, any form of physical contact was deprived from you. No hugs, no sensual comfort, nothing. It was like growing up in the dark, the feeling of warmth burning out like a candle flame. Leaving you cold, alone, and tired.

You were hungry, to put it short. Starving for the love your parents never had. The sensual love of another human being...

Though, everything changed when you met your wife, Kirumi...

Stroking the cat Kirumi got for you, you smiled when it purred, leaning up against your touch. It was another rainy day, moody with heavy downpour as you waited for your beloved to come back home from work.

Your cat --you named him Nuggets-- stretched out in your lap before jumping down to do something else. Leaving you alone once more.

Now, the reason why Kirumi got you Nuggets in the first place, was for you to have something to touch when she wasn't there. But whenever Nuggets had enough, you respected his space. Even though you were left with a cold feeling of hunger.

Watching with saddened eyes, you leaned back into the couch and wrung your fingers. A habit you picked up whenever you needed to feel someone's touch. "Kirumi..." you mumbled aloud, glancing at the door from time to time. Waiting for the moment she comes through the door.

You continued to wring at your fingers, a nagging feeling of want jumping back at your throat. You thought you were selfish for wanting her touch now, so you tried distracting yourself with a book. Though it proved to be useless in the end as you were still thinking about her.

The sound of keys jingling into your lock made you gasp quietly, looking up to see the doorknob wriggling open.

'Kirumi!'

The door swung open and your wife walked in. Tired, breathless, and honestly just very relieved to be home.

"Y/N," she sighed, mustering up enough strength for a smile.

Ecstatic, you leapt to your feet and ran to greet her. Stopping when you reached arm distance. Hesitant, a small frown pulled at your lips, your anxiety wrangling you with thoughts of 'maybe she doesn't want to...'

"Can I...?" you voiced softly, your eyes filled with desire, fingers twitching with want.

Kirumi smiled at you, chuckling to herself. "We're married, Y/N. You can hug me anytime."

She set down her bags and spread her arms, inviting you in for a hug. Even though Kirumi was a very reserved person, she made an effort to be as physical for you as possible. Knowing what you went through, she never wanted you to suffer the same way again. She promised.

Leaning in to her touch, you winced and wrapped your arms around her. Her arms enveloping over you and filling you with warmth.

'She's co cold...but so warm...'

Trembling, you buried your face into her chest and lingered there, savoring every moment of her loving touch. Kirumi sighed contently and ran her fingers through your hair, wondering why in the world your parents would neglect you so badly.

You were an absolute angel.

Kissing the top of your head, she carefully slipped away from your touch, making your body go cold once more. "I have to start dinner, my love," she assured, grasping your hand and kissing the top of your knuckles.

"Can...Can I help too?" you asked fondly, wanting to spend more time with your beloved.

Kirumi smiled, taking off her coat. "Of course. Help bring the bags in?"

Following her command, you nodded. Picking up the bags of groceries and following her into the kitchen.

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Dinner went by smoothly. After cleaning up and feeding Nuggets, you and Kirumi decided to unwind and relax on the couch. Watching 'The Queen's Gambit' on Netflix.

When one of the more intimate scenes started playing, Kirumi awkwardly shifted in silence while you watched curiously in wonder. Seeing the two 'lovers' embrace each other in such a unique and careful way.

"Kirumi..." you voice aloud, glancing over at her. She turned over to you, curious as to what you wanted to say. "Will we ever do that someday...?"

Your question caught her off guard, making her clear her throat in shock. "You...You mean engage in sexual activity...?"

You nodded slowly. "I'm curious. We...We don't have to do it...but I'm just asking..."

Biting your lip, you turned away embarrassedly. Wondering, 'what exactly does it feel like to have sex with Kirumi...?'

Will she be gentle? Will she be rough?

You were curious...

What does it feel like...?

Kirumi stared at you, unblinking. "Do you want to do it...?" she whispered, leaning forward and holding you down to the couch.

Oh.

You bit your lip, hair sprawled out all around you. "I'm...curious, yes. I want to know what it's like with you," you blushed, "If that's okay..."

Kirumi blushed with uncertainty. It was your first intimate moment after all, and while you weren't experienced at the slightest, Kirumi wanted you to feel loved.

"Do you want me to answer your question now?"

She cupped your cheek gently and tilted your chin up, making your heart flutter with warmth and love. "Now...?" you hummed quietly, leaning into her touch with closed eyes.

A thin smile appeared on her lips. "If you want to know now."

Silence overcame the two of you. The T.V still playing in the background and providing muted noise. You peaked your eyes open, whispering, "Okay..."

Kirumi nodded, dipping down to connect her lips with yours. She paused, your lips an inch away from each other before pushing them closer. Moving them in sync and sucking against the bottom flesh of your lip. Little gasps of noise escaped your throat, your heart hammering in your chest as you whimpered under her touch.

'Adorable.' Kirumi thought, continuing to kiss and suck against your lips.

You were trembling at how comforting her touch was, gripping onto her shoulders and parting your lips for Kirumi to enter. Her tongue sliding in and licking the roof of your mouth.

When you parted, you were panting slightly, face bright red as her touch lingered against your skin. "Kirumi..." you whimpered quietly, sliding your hands down her back.

She smiled fondly at you before tilting your chin up again, leaning down to kiss against the smooth flesh of your neck. Voice trembling, you let out a shaky moan when her lips brushed up against a very sensitive spot on your skin.

'Her touch...it's so warm...'

She was being so gentle with you, so caring. Each touch, kiss and suck lead to you being overflowed with love. A pleasure more intimate than anything you've felt so far.

"Kirumi..." you cried again, the tears starting to leak from your eyes. Looking up, Kirumi gasped when she saw you crying, leaning back from your neck with wide eyes. "Y/N! Did I hurt you? We can stop if you want, I'm sorry."

Shaking your head, you hugged her close to you, burying your face into the crook of her neck. "Don't leave me, Kirumi..."

Holding her body close to yours, Kirumi's heart broke at the sight of you crying. Trembling from all those years of neglect, abandonment, and loneliness.

"Don't cry, my love. I'll never leave you," she set you down gently and wiped your tears away. Kissing your cheeks in order to calm you down. "I promise I'm not like them..."

Breathing out a few words of conferment, she leaned back down to undress you. Carefully peppering your skin with kisses so light, they felt like butterflies.

"They don't deserve someone as angelic as you."

Tugging at your pants, she carefully slid them off and smiled in amusement at the fact that your panties were damp.

"I-I'm sorry...I don't know why..." flustered, you covered your face with your fingers, making a small gap between them to see her reaction.

Your wife only smiled in amusement, prodding against your clit with an experimenting finger. "I believe you are aroused, Y/N," she responded, looking up at you with a charming smile. Blushing, you squeaked when her hands pried them away from your face, kissing them in assurance.

"It is okay, my love. I will make sure this experience is pleasurable for you."

With that, she sat up straight and slid her shirt off. Making you let out an accidental cry of surprise. Your wife had a very slender and seductive body. Due to her job as a maid, her stomach was also quite toned and fit, making your face flush hotter than the sun.

"Ki..." you couldn't even finish, your voice dragging out softly as your eyes trailed over her exposed skin.

Kirumi didn't even hesitate to kiss you. Muffled whimpers and moans escaping your lips whenever their was air left. Her slender fingers delicately reaching your prized clit, stroking in rhythmic circles.

"Ki...Kirumi...mm..." you moaned quietly, feeling her fingers pull your panties down for better access. This was a new sensation you never felt before. Better than any hug or kiss Kirumi had ever given to you.

"Tell me if it's too much," she whispered, slowly sliding in the first finger. It wasn't much but you let out a small strangled cry of pleasure. 'So...So good...!'

"Y/N?" Kirumi asked gently, making sure you weren't hurt.

You nodded, shutting your eyes and letting yourself adjust to the strange new sensation. "It's...It's-- mm..." you winced when you accidentally moved your hips, the pleasure slowly building up. 'It...It doesn't hurt...'

Biting your lip, you experimented with the pleasure. Thrusting your hips against her hand and gasping when a shock of pleasure ran through your body. "I-It's...It's good-- so good..." your gasps came out breathless, feeling like you were on cloud nine.

Kirumi smiled warmly, a blush on her features when she started moving. Adding two fingers when she saw you writhing for more.

"K-Kirumi!" you cried, whining when two of her fingers started stretching your inner walls. Her touch burning up your insides both figuratively and literally.

"Ah--! Kirumi...Kirumi..." you repeated her name over and over, feeling something hot bunch up in your stomach like a knot.

"You're going to cum, Y/N," Kirumi said softly, feeling how your pussy was clenching her fingers so tightly. "It's okay, just let it happen. I'm here."

"It's...It's so h-hot...aahh..!"

Almost tearing up again from her kindness --and pleasure-- you leaned forward to kiss her. Burying your moans with her lips and releasing a white (almost clear) substance.

"Kirumi..." you moaned out tiredly, your body limp against her body as she kissed your forehead, rubbing your back with comforting circles. "You did so well, Y/N," Kirumi whispered, kissing the outer shell of your ear, "I'm proud of you."

"Thank you..." you whispered, feeling drowsiness overcome your shivering body.

She hugged you close, pulling her fingers from out of you and kissing the center of your brow. "Let us get cleaned up before we rest."

Nodding tiredly, you were about to get up when you felt a furry weight jump on both of you.

"NUGGETS NO--"

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A/N: I have to admit. This is one of my favorite NSFW works. Compared to my first one that was written a year ago, I can safely say that I grew a lot.