"ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ɪ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ. ᴛʜᴇʏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍᴀᴋᴇʀ."

Name: Adam Bennet Evergarden

Nicknames: Ben. Benny. Bennet.

Age: 21-35

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Pansexual

Pronouns: He/Him

Birthday: January 6

Zodiac: Capricorn

"ᴊᴜsᴛ- ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴍᴇ."

Appearance: Adam is a sorta tan skinned guy with blonde hair and deep brown eyes. So dark they are almost black. Said hair is never cut or styled in a special way unless he is under dress code, or is trying to dress nice. He usually has his hair just ruggedly down. Long on top short on the sides and back. Creating bangs that just kiss his eyebrows. His hair messily curls and waves up randomly. His facial features are sharp and angular. Making him always look frustrated or annoyed. His jaw is square in shape. And he always has some stubble littering his face. He sits at about 6'2. Adam is a very muscular dude. As toned as he can be. He takes good care of himself. He had to. His stature is always leaning a bit. Making him look intimidating. Adam usually smells of, strong, fresh citrus. It's almost astringent.

Clothing: When it comes to what Adam wears, when he works it's either a classic leather jacket and basic black pants and boots. With a black undershirt. Always accompanied by a black baseball cap. He has to stay hidden in the shadows. Sometimes a fancy suit. Only in formal situations though. But in his free time, he likes to wear minimalistic, pastel colored plain t-shirts. Plain colored pants, or sweatpants. And his favorite, a big colorful sweater!

Accessories: He usually has some kind of band around his wrist. Along with the belt he always wears. He has a locket that looks like a pocket watch. Inside is a picture of his family. He always has it on him.

Scars/Tattoos/Birthmarks: Adam had many scars and calluses over his body. The most recognizable, one across his right cheek and one across the back of his left hand.

"ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀsʜᴀᴍᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ."

Personality: Adam is committed, security-oriented type. reliable, hard-working, responsible, and trustworthy. An excellent troubleshooter. He can foresee problems and foster cooperation, but can also become defensive, evasive, and anxious—running on stress while complaining about it. He can be cautious and indecisive, but also reactive, defiant and rebellious. He typically has problems with self-doubt and suspicion. Due to his fear of not having security, Adam is strongly counter-phobic. Going at what he is afraid of to protect himself and those he cares about. Taking people he loves and putting them under his protection. He knows best. He can protect them. He has an internalized feeling that he was made to be a sanctuary. Someone to turn to when things go wrong. Even if he can be cold on the outside. When stressed, Adam becomes aggressive with an "I'm always right" mindset. At his best, brave, foreseeing, protective and reliable. At his worst, aggressive, anxious, overly worried, untrusting and consumed by fear. He can be a bit lighthearted and funny if you get to know him. But you have to be very close to see that side of him. And he's usually surprisingly ditsy when he gets like that. So he tends not to let people get to close.

Best Possible Future Self: Adam can become much calmer than he is. More able to open his heart to people. His anxieties no longer controlling him, he's the safest sanctuary you could hope for. A sturdy man. Always ready to listen and take care of you. Realizing that he can protect himself and others in more healthy ways. He will always be anxious. But it will no longer own him.

Worst Possible Future Self: His fear finally consuming him, he becomes hysterical. Searching for a way to end his fear. Through abuse of anything that may numb him. Feeling persecuted, that others are out to get him. He lashes out and acts irrationally, bringing about what he fears. Fanaticism, violence.

Mental Illness/Disabilities: Anxiety Disorder.

Strengths/Best Qualities: Foreseeing. Strong. Capable. Physically powerful. A will to protect others at any cost. Able to use his fear to his advantage. Once you befriend him, he is open, loving, jovial and selfless. Works well in times of stress.

Weaknesses/Worst Qualities: Excess anxiety. Jumpy. Offensive. Not extremely agile. Can lash out at the people he cares about if too stressed. Controlling at times. Easy to manipulate his fear against him.

Likes: Pastel colors. The lavender flower. Black coffee. The night. His family. Being safe and secure. Feeling warm. Ghetto C H I P S. Being alone. Exercising. Playing the piano. Alternative rock music. Blue sky. Sweaters. Weapons and fighting. Keeping busy. Bowling. Baseball. Birds.

Dislikes: Being afraid. Being touched by people he doesn't fully trust. Being stared at. Being cold. The smell of cigarettes, and any type of smoke. He'll do it no problem, but he doesn't really like hurting people. Country music. Excess technology. New people he doesn't know.

Hobbies/Skills: He is great with many weapons and practices often. He loves to exercise, and listening to music. He enjoys playing the piano. He is a pretty good cook. He enjoys working. Gives him something to do. He can sew basic stitches. He knows a good few things medically.

Habits: When angry or frustrated he cracks his knuckles. He runs his hand through his hair when thinking.

Fears: Of being unsafe. Of not having support. Of being afraid. God there are so many things.

"ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴀᴡ ᴍᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴀᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍ. ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴs, ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ."

Usual Backstory: Adam grew up alone with his mother and his sister, Lavender. His father died in a work accident. Ever since his mom had to work hard to keep them fed and safe. Since she was never home, he had to watch his sister. In reality, she was watching him. They lived, IN THE GHETTO! RATATATA so it was never safe. As soon as he was old enough he started taking on mob work. Small jobs and schemes. Getting better as he got older. Gaining more and more renown. He got a very good job as a hit man. With enough money, he was able to get his family out of there. Keeping their relation to him secret so no one could hurt them. He began to pay his sister's way to college. She meant everything to him. But he is always busy. He hasn't seen her in forever. When he got his family out of poverty, he had the opportunity to leave the mob. But it was the only thing he knew. He thought he had no choice but to stay.

Faceclaim:

Ben Jordan. Adam's hair is more blonde.

"𝕴'𝖒 𝖆𝖑𝖜𝖆𝖞𝖘 𝖘𝖔 𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖉𝖔 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖘𝖆𝖋𝖊. 𝕭𝖚𝖙 𝖇𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖘𝖔 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖇𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖘𝖆𝖋𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓 𝖇𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖓 𝖇𝖞 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖊𝖆𝖗. 𝕴 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖓."

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