I don't remember falling
I just know for no reason, all at once, I fell
I'm afraid I'm going to hell

You love me
You're angry
I left you but it feels like you left me

I don't remember yesterday
I don't remember today
I'm screaming at my feet to move but they stay

Again
A whisper, a fragment, "this has to end."
Okay

I want you to forgive me
I want you to hurt me
I want you to forget me

I don't want to go today
I don't want them to know
On my skin it has to show

You've given me all you can give
More abundantly I'm supposed to live
It's my fault

Buffering
Buffering
How dare I say I'm suffering?

Productivity runs away from me
Or do I run from it?
Worthless, useless, waste of time
I need to sit

I want to get better
I think
I can't feel anything

I know what to do
But I let
Myself
Forget

I'm not sad
I'm not happy
I'm not content
I'm not restless
I'm not me

Get out of my life
Get out of my house
Get out of my ROOM
Get out of my HEAD

Demons are whatever bad things we can't explain

Or are they

If I don't move I swear to you I'm gonna make me

It's time to get up now
Please it's time to get up now