taeyong threw the condom in the bin as he sat up on the edge of the bed. it's the third time this week. he's been sleeping with different guys to ease his craving for sex. but no matter how good those guys were, none of them compare to jaehyun. taeyong wanted to bang his head on the wall multiple times. he just wanted to get the man out of his head. he wanted to have sex with jaehyun again. he wanted to touch jaehyun again. he wanted to feel jaehyun again and again. he wanted to feel the love he felt when jaehyun gave him the heavens. he tried finding them using different guys, but no one ever satisfied him other than jaehyun. he was frustrated and exhausted.

he got up and started getting dressed.

meanwhile, from the other side of town, jaehyun did the same. he's been trying to empty all the sex drive he had in him, thrusted in every hole until he was tired. he kept imagining it was taeyong. he tried to get drunk every night in a bar, and slept with someone that would most likely resemble the face of his ex-lover. his hook ups tried to brush it off whenever he would moan out taeyong's name. he tried it on boys, he tried it on girls. girls made him feel disgusted even if he just came for the sex. he was totally gay. too gay for taeyong. it was taeyong's touch he craved every night. he hoped so hard that whoever he was fucking was taeyong, but it always wasn't.

taeyong then made sure to have his keys, wallet and phone before taking off.

he entered his car and drove out of the place. he didn't have sex in his place, for one because mark was there. and even if his brother wasn't there, he swore the only man he was sleeping with inside that penthouse was jaehyun. oh how he missed the man. he reminisced the last time they had sex after johnny's company party. they were all over each other. he wanted to do it all over again. he wanted to run back into jaehyun's arms and feel his figure against him. but all of those was too late. everything was too late for both of them. he didn't want to hurt the man again, and he didn't want to hurt himself again. 

i just hope you're lying next to somebody
who knows how to love you like me
there must be a good reason that you're gone
every now and then i think you
might want me to come show up at your door
but i'm just too afraid that i'll be wrong

since he drove off, his mind was on jaehyun. he wished jaehyun was beside him holding his hand as he drove. he wished jaehyun peppered him with kisses at the moment. he wished to have the man beside him again. he tried brushing off jaehyun out of his head. he didn't wanna think about him anymore, but he can't.

don't wanna know
if you're looking into her eyes
if she's holding onto you so tight
the way i did before
i overdosed
should've known your love was a game
now i can't get you out of my brain
oh, it's such a shame

it's like taeyong wanted to punish himself. he felt the pain and wanted to feel it more. we don't talk anymore. taeyong sang in his head along with the radio. it's killing him, that he wanted to go to jaehyun right now. and he didn't even know he was already along jaehyun's street. he watched the gates from afar hoping jaehyun would come out. who am i kidding? it's like 2 am.

he planned to drove off but out of nowhere, a man took a right turn walking into the street taeyong was in. he observed the man walk and knew it was the man he was waiting for. he wanted to get out of the car and run into him but he can't. he watched as the man entered the gates where he stared at a few minutes ago.

we don't love anymore
what was all of it for?
oh, we don't talk anymore, like we used to do

he immediately turned off the radio and drove out.

"don't forget tonight, you gotta be there!"

"yes ten, i won't miss your johnny's cousin's bachelor party." the gang has been close with johnny's cousin, considering he's one of the models that worked under johnny's.

when ten left, taeyong's already planning out what he was wearing for tonight's party. he couldn't think of anything that would fit in for the party. of course, he didn't wanna overdress for a party that isn't even his to begin with. he didn't wanna outdress the bachelor himself, but taeyong's closet was quite the grand. but jaehyun will be there. he thought. and so his mind was torn between dressing alluringly and obviously not dressing to much for the sake of the celebrant.

he wanna go shopping with one of the guys but he had so much work in front of him right now. and he didn't have time, the party was an hour away. i'll just come up with something. he said to himself.

"hey changbin and felix, my man! congrats!"

the two celebrants wore crowns indicating the soon-marriage. "thanks for coming, guys. go get wasted!" felix yelled through the blasting music.

taeyong didn't have much time to think of his clothes, so he wore a see-through button up, showing his twink character, and some black jeans that fit in all the right places. he went with the gang on the bar and that's when he saw jaehyun. he wore a simple black button up with sleeves folded on the arms. ugh, choke me with that, daddy. taeyong mentally cursed with his inappropriate thoughts. jaehyun's arms showed off in his shirt. it fit him so good that the older just wanna rip it off of him.

they all sat down and enjoyed the drinks while it lasts.

it was half-way through the party and minho, felix's cousin, was already wasted and making out with his husband, the famous rapper jisung. with the strippers as the center of the place as of now, everybody was busy watching them get naked. taeyong was focused on the hot strippers not knowing someone was focused on him. jaehyun stared as if he was stripping the man out of his shirt. but taeyong wanted to avoid him.

jaehyun sneakily came closer to the man in the back, trying not be obvious. taeyong knew that but did nothing and just downed his drink. jaehyun's hands started on his back, gently rubbing circles. taeyong just rolled his eyes with a smirk and tried to avoid his gaze. suddenly, those hands went on one of his butt cheeks, lightly squeezing. the older yelped in surprise trying to push the other's hands away.

"stop it, jung. we'll get caught." he tried distancing himself from the latter but failed as jaehyun gripped his waist tightly. by now they should've been caught, if not for the deafening music and the two boys who played body shots in the middle of the room now. fuck taeyong, pull your shit together. you're just seducing him, you can't have sex with him again. and again, he was wrong.

jaehyun took his glass of whiskey and downed it in one go before stealthily pulling the boy, which hopefully no one saw, and dragged him out.

taeyong was pushed against the car door. thankfully, no one was outside. soft, plump lips that tasted like blue label devoured his own. their kiss was full of hunger, they didn't wanna stop. "you trying to lure me into your traps, baby? did you miss being my little slut? you did, did you?" those pet names, jaehyun whispered as he attacked the older's neck. "yes, daddy." the other basically just panted against the younger's ear.

"wait, jae." jaehyun stopped when he heard his actual name, instead of his pet name. it means it was important. "someone might see us here."

soon, they were on their way to taeyong's penthouse. taeyong doubt mark will come home from the party so he took jae to his place. they both stopped, leaving jaehyun in his pants and the older got stripped down to his panties, yes panties. he wore one in case his plan worked for jaehyun and him, and it did. "you little slut." and his lips were smashed against the other's.

taeyong got laid down the bed and the younger hovered above him. "shit baby, i missed you." he whispered as he left hickeys on his ex-lovers torso. "i missed you too, daddy."

jaehyun's pants were off and his raging boner was shown from his calvin kleins. taeyong saw this and decided to remove it for his daddy instead. jaehyun laid back down as he got up and softly bit the bulge from the fabric. with no hands, he removed the boxers with his teeth. "fuck, my sexy baby."

he started giving kitten licks on the tip before swallowing the whole. he bobbed his head up and down, hallowing his cheeks in the process. jaehyun held his hair tightly and helping him blow. "ugh, you're so good, love." jaehyun moaned.

taeyong continued sucking on the other's dick with a little finger play on his balls. before jaehyun could even cum, he pulled taeyong's head away from his now damp cock. "no no, baby. let's save this for later." he flipped taeyong, now lying on his tummy. taeyong's black lace panties were off in a blink.

the older didn't have the time to catch his breath, as a pair of fingers entered his mouth. taeyong got the idea as he was ordered to suck on it. "suck on that real good because this goes up your ass."

with fingers coated, it was entered in taeyong's hole. the older whimpered in pleasure, closing his eyes. He breathed in, trying to regain his composure with jaehyun scissoring his hole. "you missed that, baby? you missed me doing this to you?" you bet i did.

jaehyun's tongue replaced his fingers and started rimming the boy. "ughh, jae..." he tried to speak but the younger's tongue just sent his mind in a frenzy. the tongue went in and out imitating a dick. once taeyong was prepped enough, he aligned his cock against the hole. massaging the two soft cheeks, jaehyun's dick slowly went in. how is he always tight? jaehyun thought. moans echoed all over the room, music to each other's ears. the younger waited for taeyong to adjust and once he did, taeyong nodded as a sign.

"ahhh..."

jaehyun started thrusting in slowly then out leaving only the head. he repeated the action slowly speeding up. taeyong couldn't speak. this was all he's been waiting for, it's all he wanted, and all he needed. jaehyun threw his head back before he bent down to taeyong's neck and started leaving hickeys. the older's long forgotten cock was grabbed by jaehyun and started pumping on it, sending the other into oblivion. taeyong was going crazy, with a dick slamming in his ass, and his own cock pumped by jaehyun hands, taeyong was feeling the heavens. he was definitely on cloud 9.

skins were slapping and the thought of them fucking without the knowledge of their friends turned them on even more. no one knows about this and here they were, having the pleasure. the thrust against taeyong's walls were mouthwatering. he wanted more and jaehyun went harder.

each thrust gave taeyong the satisfaction, hitting his prostate over and over again. jaehyun adjusted and made his dick move in all the right ways, hitting all the right places. the pain was nowhere to be found and it was all pleasure running through his nerves all through his body.

"you miss this, baby? i know you did." he kept thrusting until he reached his peak.

panting was heard from jaehyun as he rammed in all he's got into taeyong's hungry hole. he gave it his all, draining his energy to the lowest. a loud grunt was heard and jaehyun was ready to spill.

he came against taeyong's walls as the latter came on the sheets. he rode his high down before pulling out.

fuck no condom. jaehyun thought as he saw his bare dick pulled out. he didn't wanna cause panic to the half asleep taeyong so he kept it to himself.

he grabbed a towel from taeyong's bathroom and dampened it. he went back to the bed and cleaned up himself and the drowsy ex before pulling the covers over their naked bodies, drifting to sleep.