since taeyong was preparing to leave, he got himself ready. he was ready to face the wrath of jungwoo's friends, he even prepared himself to see his apartment burning down. of course, that didn't happen. but it was pretty clear that everyone cut ties with him. they didn't message him anymore, they didn't call. only johnny who gave him instructions for his next job, and of course, jaehyun.

he didn't pick up any of his calls or responded to any of his messages because he was afraid jungwoo would see it. it's bad enough that his panties were found in jaehyun's drawer, he shouldn't really be talking to jaehyun anymore. he'd just be gone and jaehyun won't even know why.

stupid jaehyun. he thought. who would keep the panties of a stripper? what a fucking asshole.

it's only been a few days but he already bought a plane ticket going to paris. he also decided to visit his grandmother and repay her for the money he stole a few years back.

he inhaled sharply as he looked over the huge house that belonged to his grandmother. it's been a while since he's been here. he hasn't stepped in the huge house since he left. will nanny kick me out if she sees me? he thought.

suddenly, his eyes started watering. he missed the place where he used to play with his cousins back when he was young. it was this place. he missed his memories with his grandmother in this very same house.

he pressed the doorbell and guards came out recognizing him. "oh, taeyong! you've grown so much." one man said. taeyong lightly chuckled and smiled. "it's been a while since i last saw you, mr. nam. is nanny here?" he asked.

"yes. go in. you haven't visited this place anymore, she surely misses you."

he entered the gates and walked going to the huge house.  his hands were shaking as he walked but he couldn't help it. he was really nervous meeting his grandmother. he reached the house and maids opened the door for him.

he was directed to the his grandmother's room since he was so used to the place before. he was only about to knock on the wooden door when the said door opened and revealed his grandmother.

"taeyong?"

"nanny."

no words were exchanged, only his grandmother finally smiling at him. ahh finally. his grandmother thought. he was taken to the living room to talk and have tea.

when they were settled, it was taeyong who initiated to talk first.

"nanny, i'm here to pay you back for the money i stole from you." he spoke. he only looked down and chose not to show his face.

his grandmother placed the cup of tea back on the table and glanced back at him. "are you gonna tell me now why you did it?" she said. taeyong pursed his lips and exhaled.

"i'm sorry, nanny." his lips started quivering in fright but he chose to continue explaining. "when i was accepted in paris, jaehyun wasn't happy." he started.

"he didn't want me to go so he took the plane ticket and ruined it." he couldn't understand why he was tearing up when he's telling the story to his grandmother but he didn't tear up when it was johnny listening. "but it was a huge opportunity for me, i still wanted to go. that's why i stole money from you to buy myself a plane ticket going to paris."

"nanny, i'm sorry." he sniffled and wiped a tear.

taeyong's grandmother could only watch in gloom as his grandson cried in front of her. obviously, she had no idea. all taeyong told her about jaehyun was joyous stuff and happiness whenever he was with him.

"honey, why didn't you tell me?" she asked.

"i didn't know how." what breaks his heart even more was the fact that he didn't tell stories to his grandmother anymore. his grandmother was a bank of secrets for them grandchildren. and she would listen to every single one of them.

taeyong told her everything before. she just didn't hear it from himself when him and jaehyun were over.

he took out an envelope of cash from inside his jacket and placed them on the table. "i'm sorry, nanny. i understand if you can't forgive me just yet, but i'm ready to finally pay you ba--"

"i already forgave you." she butted in sliding the pouch of cash back to him. "i forgave you a long time ago." she stood up and sat next to him.

"i just waited for you to explain because i know there was a reason." she smiled. "honey, you have to tell me what's going on because otherwise, i worry. you're my grandson so i'll always understand, okay?"

"now you keep this." she took the cash and put it back inside his jacket. "because you're growing as an adult, you need it more than me." she went in for the hug they both have waited for so long.

she kissed his temple and rubbed his arms. "so are you gonna tell me stories of jaehyun now? i know you've wanted to tell me a long time ago."

they both smiled but taeyong's eyes released more tears. for the rest of the night, he told stories of what has happened between him and jaehyun and he let it all out on his nanny.

when taeyong got home, it was already night. he was tired and surely, he won't be getting enough sleep when he leaves early for the next day. he finally reached his floor and started walking down the hall but he was surprised to see jaehyun waiting on the floor outside his door. 

"jaehyun?"

the man looked up to see a tired taeyong who looked like someone who cried for hours. his eyes were puffier than normal and his nose was a little red. "hey." jaehyun said as he got up.

"i left you messages, you wouldn't answer me for days." he added.

"yeah, what are you doing here?" taeyong completely dodged the question. he walked closer to the man but didn't let him touch him.

"i just... wanted to see you. i haven't seen you in days, seemed like you were avoiding me." he replied. yeah, can't you take a hint? taeyong thought. he rolled at his eyes at the thought.

but of course, he couldn't say anything to jaehyun. even jaehyun doesn't know that their secret was already busted open by his fiance. and taeyong preferred to make it stay that way. he promised himself he'd leave without jaehyun's knowledge.

he rubbed his temples lightly and sighed. "no, it's nothing like that. i was just busy, i just came home from my grandma's. i've been coming back and forth from there and my parents." he lied.

"oh." jaehyun looked down. "okay. i was just wondering if i can stay with you tonight? i'm a little bit stressed out and jungwoo--he's been driving me crazy with all these wedding plans." he chuckled lightly.

taeyong pursed his lips into a thin line. jungwoo doesn't deserve either of us, jaehyun. he thought. but then he also said inside his head, maybe this could be the very last remembrance of me.

"okay. are you..." taeyong cleared his throat before speaking. "thinking about sex?"

jaehyun's ears went a shade of red and his dimples were slightly showing from his shy smile. he snickered with his head down and said, "yeah, kinda." he nodded.

crap, all my things are boxed. taeyong discreetly panicked inside his head. he thought quick and said, "can we stay at a hotel?"

jaehyun tilted his head lightly and waited for taeyong to reason out why. "it's just, ten and the friends could burst in here anytime. you know with the planning and stuff."

"oh, right. okay, we'll stay at a hotel." jaehyun smiled and grabbed his arm before walking away.

taeyong snuck a glance and smiled sadly. i can't believe i'm leaving jaehyun this way. and it was the exact same thought just like when they broke up.

the door busted open and two men entered as they sucked on each other's lips, breath hitching. "mmh, jae." moaned taeyong.

hands were wandering everywhere. from his waist to his ass, jaehyun felt his very smooth skin against him and this caused him to take off every clothing he had. he pulled it off so hard that he almost tore it apart.

when he pulled taeyong, he was immediately pushed on the bed. seeing jaehyun above sent him chills. and watching him undress sent his system into a frenzy. he was almost going crazy and jaehyun hasn't even pushed in the cock yet.

when they were both laying naked, jaehyun's lips travelled from taeyong's thighs going close to his hips. somehow, it took a detour going to his erection and sucked it like how a baby would suck for milk.

no warning, it was so quick as hell.

along with his mouth, his fingers added to the pleasure. playing with his hole like it was a toy. "hey i don't have lube. hurry up." taeyong panted. he wanted it to be over so very badly.

but then taeyong had no choice but to use his spit on jaehyun's dick as a substitute for lube. he didn't want to but there was no other choice.

he turned around and got ready for jaehyun's thickness. but it seemed like he will never, in his life, be used to how big jaehyun felt inside of him as he thrusts in.

i get so high, oh
every time, yeah every time you're lovin' me
you're lovin' me

he was in so deep that he almost felt every curve, every vein, every pulse. hugging him so tight it's about to fall off.

trip of my life, oh
every time, yeah every time you're touchin' me
you're touchin' me

skins were slapping and it's the only thing heard across the room. along with it was their heavy breaths and pants. there was no way taeyong won't make this last one memorable as it it. i need to see his face.

every time, yeah every time you're lovin' me

he pushed jaehyun off of his back and turned to him. "h-hey? did i do it wrong?" jaehyun asked worriedly holding his arm.

"no, i just wanna see you." taeyong smiled mischievously. he laid back down on the bed and spread his legs wide open. "are you gonna take me like this?"

oh lord, save me, my drug is my baby
i'd be usin' for the rest of my life

with a smirk, jaehyun carried both of his legs--wrapping one around his waist and the other to his shoulder.

usin' for the rest of my life, oh

with one swift thrust, taeyong moaned again. so loud, so lewd, it's like he was in heaven.

don't blame me, love made me crazy
if it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right (doin' it right, no)

jaehyun same closer to him and continued thrusting until taeyong's body was bent. so hard, so rough. his conclusions were right. taeyong is still the best sex he's ever had. the best i've ever had.

lord, save me, my drug is my baby
i'd be usin' for the rest of my life, oh

"god, taeyong..." he panted next to his lips. i can give up everything for this. he thought. i'd leave everything behind for him.

don't blame me, love made me crazy
if it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right (you ain't doin' it)

taeyong held on as if his whole life depended on it. he doesn't know how long they were going to do this, but he was ready for more rounds just to make his last night memorable.

god jaehyun, what the fuck are you doing to me? he screamed inside his head.

oh, lord, save me, my drug is my baby
i'd be usin' for the rest of my life (I'll be usin', I'll be usin')

"shit, you're so perfect." jaehyun said looking straight in his eyes. "so so perfect."

he went in for a kiss. a messy messy kiss, with drool slipping off of their mouths, air escaping from their lips. foreheads were against each other as jaehyun rammed in.

i get so high, oh
every time, yeah every time you're lovin' me
you're lovin' me

"you're so perfect, i'd leave everything behind for you." jaehyun said. and it was as if he never ran out of energy. he continued on as if it was going to be the last. and taeyong just hoped he didn't figure it out because he was going to leave without him knowing.

but did i hear that right?

oh, lord, save me, my drug is my baby
i'd be usin' for the rest of my life

(A/N: i decided not to complete this so u decide inside ur head how many rounds it was that night LOOOOOL but fr i didn't complete this for a number of reasons)