After the closing ceremony

Because I slept quite late. Around 11:30 p.m. So...

" I'm feel myself so tired. From physical to mental. "

In the morning, I don't want to wake up. Because I have to go back to sleep.

But... the season is end

I will not have to go to school like every other day. What a relief.... haha

For a person like me, going to school every day seems to have become too much. Especially senior year

' everything is like a dream '

From almost failing high school. Or many times thought I would have to retake the exam. It's stupid to think about it. I always think very deeply.

From the fact that I may not be able to participate in the school competition. Now I feel relieved to hold two certificates and a certificate of the city-level excellent student contest in Geography.

So silly, so hard to say...

7:03

I'm get up early

Because it's summer, there are no blankets to fold.

But i did it unconsciously

When I woke up, I didn't brush my teeth right away but turned on my phone. Open Chrome to update world situation through news. Then i open tiktok and scroll through them about 30 minutes.

Ahh... My habit so terrible

In early May, I masturbated continuously for 2 weeks with many times.

How to say. this time is late to bed, late to wake up as a reality.

I have to imagine there are spirits nearby tell me to wake up reality.

Only that will help, this morning.

After wake up reality. I took the toothbrush from the bookshelf. Put some toothpaste on it. Then leave the room...

" Good morning. My spirit. Oseia "

I imagine she smiled at me
...

After brushing your teeth.
Takes a long time. I just realized today is summer vacation. Final summer vacation with a student as me.

I jogged lightly to get breakfast. When I ran there, I waited for a long time, plus the sunlight. So I felt tired quickly when I ran back.

Coming home is such a blessing

I enjoy the morning...

After enjoy that. I received a text message from my sister.

In Zalo. That not specially. Just a question. The content is to express interest in attending the graduation ceremony.

But it happened yesterday.

Not to mention it's not graduation

It was just the closing ceremony ending the last school year of a student like me.

far...

I don't regret leaving my friends, teachers or anything at this school.

I regret it because....

I regret not having had a school life as expected, like many comics.I regret not having had a school life as expected, like many comics.

...

This morning

All things collective the thing that makes me really tired like I want to die

I am so tired. Now I have to start focusing on studying for my high school graduation exam.

Just today i feel very tired.

I just want to sleep a little longer, I don't want to do anything more.

Come because watching an eposide of anime is hard. because i'm out of energy.

...

Every time want to do something, I always feel so tired, like I'm about to fall.

So in the morning i can only surf Tiktok. Can not do anything more

Can't even turn on the music

So i could only sit on the floor like i was about to die

The hallucinations appear

I told myself how long I would have to be like this..

What an irony...

What am i doing here right now...

I couldn't even eat a meal that afternoon.

And so I decided to take a nap.
But to fall asleep the easiest...

Then the best way is....

Illusion that spirit is hug me. Thanks to that, the energy is absorbed. My body begins to surrender to that sleep.

That spirit even hugging me and sleeping in my dream

After that i don't remember anything else

14:45

...

I woke up

after a long nap

Ahhh... Tired ~

It took me about an hour to get back to normal and regain my energy from wake up time.

What should I do next?

I refuel with a pack of dry noodles. A litter salty.

16:05

I decided to go to Chrome to update the accommodation prices.

This city always makes me nervous but also healing.

I've always been afraid of living together.

Should use priority for yourself is top, of course

Now what do I do to continue?

Shouldn't I have focused on studying so I can graduate?

Why I'm doing this soon.

That not... true...